with every word আপনি say,
your unrelenting arrogance,
just pushes me away.
But something drew me near,
in that meeting those many years ago,
I'm not really sure what it is,
but I still can't, and haven't let it go.
You're তিক্ত and your a pain,
those I can't deny,
but আপনি have this special quality,
where to you, I cannot lie.
I think I'm predictable,
but I know that this couldn't be true,
because no one knows my পরবর্তি move,
no one, except you.
আপনি can be an real ass,
that, everyone can certainly see,
but আপনি can be kind,
if আপনি really wanted to be.
Despite these imperfections,
for you, its hard not to care,
for we both know how much pain your in,
and we both know it isn't fair.
It kills me to always see you,
and know that all of its true,
and it hurts even আরো to know that,
there's nothing I can do.
I wish that I could প্রণয় you,
but we know that could never work,
cause while I'd try caring about you,
আপনি act up like a jerk.
You're afraid to feel change and always have been,
afraid to have emotions,
and afraid that loving me,
would contradict your notions.
You're miserable and alone,
and you're broken at the creases,
you've been hurt a many several times,
and now your হৃদয় and soul are pieces.
Your blue eyes latch on mine,
with innocence at every inch,
and it makes me প্রণয় আপনি even more,
like my heart's been প্রদত্ত a pinch.
Yet, it hurts so much to প্রণয় you,
and with every tear that's been shed,
they all have fallen for you,
seeping through my bed.
I'm running out of the excuses,
of why I shouldn't tell you,
and I'm running out of the reasons,
of why I shouldn't be with you.
I know I could get hurt,
and I know the mistakes we could make,
but if it's going to be আপনি and me,
that's a risk I'm willing to take.
