It was midnight when আপনি decided to stood up from your bed. You’ve been toss and turning for about an ঘন্টা now and sleep hasn’t been part of the plan of your neurons in your brain. আপনি walked down the hall only to find peace just দ্বারা looking at a door at the end of the lonely pavement, a feeling you’ve been trying to find for several days now. আপনি limped towards the doorknob, making sure not to disturb anyone near you. আপনি stopped, knowing the woman behind the door might not want and need you. It took আপনি a couple of মিনিট before আপনি set yourself that this will be the night that will change everything both of আপনি shared.

Your breath was caught up দ্বারা the view in front of you. She’s there. Silently seated with a book wide open to further add the knowledge আপনি undeniably admire. “Hi,” she greeted as her head turned to look at you. Her eyes almost lifted your soul out of your body and it was surprising that আপনি could still respond with her greeting and was able to stand in front of her after she did the same. Her eyes were speaking words like yours, words that were ought to be ব্যক্ত since the দিন আপনি met but both of আপনি were coward enough to admit. As the adage goes, “eyes never lie” indeed it never do because tonight no speech is needed to proclaim how আপনি and her wanted this moment to go on since those stares you’re currently exchanging, প্রণয় is in the air.

আপনি hate melodramatic moments but still আপনি found yourself saying, “I প্রণয় you.” She didn’t say anything in return. Suddenly, fear ran down your veins as the image of what আপনি hallucinated about the two of আপনি began to flashed in your eyes. You’re afraid she finally knew about it and worst thing, her leaving you, might happen but it was snapped away when she palmed your neck just like what she did, in your hallucination, a দিন before আপনি got in Mayfield.
“I know আপনি do,” she ব্যক্ত with a smile, “and I do প্রণয় আপনি too.”

আপনি gave out your most genuine smile as আপনি slowly leaned down to চুম্বন her. Her eyes were locked on your lips that only met Vicodin for years before she closed it as আপনি did with yours to savor the moment you’ve been waiting for. Lips and tongue finally collided before it resides in the mouth of the other. The first contact brought sparks to your groin region and আপনি could tell she felt your erection the moment she gasped under your breath. Your loose hands slowly ran down on her back that only pulled her closer. There were no moments of separation except when আপনি two tilted your heads the other way for the comfort of your tongues while her hands were playfully roaming behind your back.

The hallucination was reenacted. আপনি pulled her blazer off as she bit your bottom lip; her শার্ট was being pull up and your rough hands finally meet her bare soft skin. Little did আপনি know, আপনি were moaning too while she discard your শার্ট to meet her garments on the floor. Pants and পায়জামা were undone before আপনি heavily, but carefully, pushed her on the nearest পালঙ্ক as possible. The heat was so intense that আপনি went directly to lick her now exposed clit as she twisted her body in pleasure with hands rubbing your cock up and down.

আপনি don’t know what you’re hurrying up to অথবা why, maybe it’s because of the longing আপনি had for her. With a glint in her eyes, আপনি know she wanted আপনি too, in fact, she needed you. It was a cue that made আপনি stayed between her legs, to finally push almost all yourself in…which আপনি did.
Her head was thrown back as আপনি enjoyed the feeling of tightness surrounding আপনি at the bottom. আপনি looked at her, eyes were shut, sweats running down like drizzle, nipples swelled and abdomen contracted. আপনি can’t deny, আপনি প্রণয় the view. Your tongue met her throat where আপনি felt her larynx vibrate while every moan was released as আপনি lick down to one of her nipples. আপনি latched, teased it just the way আপনি know she likes while আপনি hip was moving in a slow, fast, slow motion like it has its own mind to do so.
God, Cuddy, damn আপনি for feeling so good, আপনি thought, damn you. আপনি buried your face on her shoulder as the thrusting goes on. Your panting brought her smell in your nose. Her smell, is so Cuddy that আপনি would want to have her close to আপনি every single মিনিট of your life after this. The familiar shape of her curves that were just ones before your eyes are now under your palm that seemed to stay in your hand lines forever.

আপনি know আপনি can’t hold on no longer as আপনি open your eyes to look at her and knowing আপনি were the one who cause her রস to flow down, it almost brought আপনি to your own release. She tightened around আপনি as your name came out of her mouth, begging আপনি to slow down অথবা she’ll burst but আপনি didn’t follow. It took another five thrust before she felt your own seeds swimming inside and আপনি collapsed on শীর্ষ of her with head landing back on her shoulder. Heavy breathing owned the room as আপনি felt your cock slowly softening inside.
“House,” she uttered after she calmed down before আপনি lifted your head to look at her and your eyes widened the moment your stare landed on her face.
Maybe it’s just আপনি অথবা maybe it’s every man’s experience, that post-orgasmic phase not only let আপনি meet your বিছানা at once but it also wakens আপনি up to what reality really held আপনি at, either way it sucks. “Audrey?” আপনি uttered the name আপনি couldn’t even think আপনি could. আপনি pulled out as the thought of having sex with Cuddy was also being pulled out from your being.

Audrey looked at আপনি with such confuse looks that আপনি can’t even looked back at her unlike what আপনি did earlier as আপনি pulled your boxers, trousers and pants on again. আপনি first stammered knowing another mistake was brought up in your life’s list, “I’m so sorry,” was all আপনি could say.
আপনি hate to admit it but আপনি knew আপনি only used Audrey to satisfy your sexual and emotional yearning for the woman আপনি প্রণয় but nobody could blame you, আপনি thought she was Cuddy at the first place. The smell, the shape of her curves, the breasts আপনি held was actually wasn’t her. Maybe it’s your default বিবরণ of a woman that made আপনি think it was Cuddy before you.

She tried to convince আপনি it was okay but for you, it was a sin (for the first time in your life, sex was a sin in you). আপনি repeated the words, “I’m sorry” for about three times আরো until she figured out what was really in your head. আপনি ran away towards the door hoping this thing could also run away as easy as that. The door was close tightly behind আপনি and there আপনি started to hear sobs. আপনি knew আপনি hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman আপনি really are in প্রণয় with.