Silence prevailed since the moment those three words were uttered দ্বারা Cuddy. Three words, one প্রশ্ন that neither House could answer nor Cuddy could figure out what lies পরবর্তি if he had answered. The wordless moment brought not only clashing emotions but an uneasy atmosphere. He wanted to say something, just to calm things down but again he doesn't know where to start, too bad she feels the same way.
The silence already took their two hours together and within that span of time, it was only their eyes that did all the talking. Until Cuddy can't hold it no longer so she blurted out after closing the খাবার closet.
Cuddy: I think I better get ----
The scene in front of her the moment she turned back made her kneel in front of House. He's rubbing his bum leg, a first before Cuddy's eyes after months of not seeing such.
Cuddy: Are আপনি okay?
House: Yah... I'm fine...
Cuddy: Take your hand off...
House did what he was told. Her words were filled with concern and her touch were nothing but a proof of deep care. He was looking at Cuddy as she gently rubbed his thigh.
Cuddy: How long have আপনি been feeling this? --- আপনি didn't ----
House: I am not telling আপনি because it's just now that I am feeling this...
Cuddy sighed and stood up.
Cuddy: আপনি go get some rest... I'll tell Rick about this...
House:<stubbornly said> No...
Cuddy gave him a look with one eyebrow arch that made him nod in agreement before looking back at her who just went out of the room.
Few মিনিট later, Cuddy was seated right in front of Pitt in his office. She had her arm on the armrest and rested her head on her palm as Pitt told her about House's condition.
Cuddy: This is my fault, I should have ---
Pitt: <stammered> Wait, I didn't say আপনি caused this decline...
Cuddy rolled her eyes before standing up and began moving uncertainly in the office.
Pitt: Lisa, there's no such thing as perfect rehab and therapy, forgod's sake... And... Even if House is a doctor... He isn't spared from that factual reality of life… Everybody fails…
Cuddy: He can’t… handle such failure…
Pitt: He could, as long as you’re there… ---- Your relationship had ----
Cuddy stopped and looked at Pitt directly into his eyes.
Cuddy: There’s no relationship…
Pitt’s eyes grew wider and were filled with “what the hell are আপনি talking about” look as a few মিনিট of silence were created between them.
Pitt: What… do আপনি mean there’s no relationship? ---- আপনি don’t call your fervent visitation, your deep care to each other not a relationship?
Cuddy: I don’t know okay? I don’t know…
Pitt: Lisa, if you’re wrong about this “not in a relationship” theory, all you’re doing is crashing him down… ---- You’re letting him expect something at the end…
Cuddy: Even if we really are in a relationship, his chart already proved I have my share on his downfall and that’s making him worse…
Pitt sighed as Cuddy began walking out. He called her name that made her stop দ্বারা the doorway while looking back at him.
Pitt: I know আপনি wanted that relationship too… You’re not just hurting him, you’re hurting yourself too... Don’t do it…
Cuddy didn’t answer him instead she began walking through the empty hallway out of Mayfield.
Meanwhile in House’s room, he was lying down as what had been ordered দ্বারা Cuddy. He was staring at the ceiling when Daniel entered with a bag of বিয়ার at hand and that caught his attention.
House: What are আপনি doing here?
Daniel: Thought I could check আপনি out.
Daniel sat on the chair beside the বিছানা as House sit up and catch a can tossed দ্বারা his friend which he just placed দ্বারা his nightstand.
Daniel: Did আপনি just snob a $5 বিয়ার I gave you?
House: I don’t drink…
Daniel: Seriously অথবা are just tempting me to pour this can filled বিয়ার to you?
House stood up and went to drink some water, certain with the idea that he won’t drink the alcohol because he knew the moment Cuddy learned if he did, he is beyond dead. Daniel, on the other hand, began to take a sip from the can.
Daniel: Rick told me about your noble gesture to the kid…
House: What kid?
Daniel: Cuddy’s kid…
House: <sighed> It’s nothing… I did it for my mother not for her…
Daniel: What makes আপনি think I am thinking that আপনি did it for Cuddy?
House looked at Daniel as his friend’s eyes narrowed and had his can pointing to him.
Daniel: Automatic insight! --- Oh boy, you’re in a big big trouble!
House rolled his eyes and sat down on the chair far enough from Daniel.
Daniel: Your mind is full of Cuddy that’s the reason why আপনি thought I was thinking আপনি did it for her! --- Why suddenly আপনি want kids… wait… আপনি want kids?
Daniel paused and was ready to crack out in case House says yes but the doctor didn’t and was seemingly losing words to defend himself again. He placed his can দ্বারা the টেবিল beside him and was brought to a আরো serious phase between them.
Daniel: Yes… আপনি do want kids… but only with Cuddy and no one else…
House looked at him and a single nod confirmed everything.
The silence already took their two hours together and within that span of time, it was only their eyes that did all the talking. Until Cuddy can't hold it no longer so she blurted out after closing the খাবার closet.
Cuddy: I think I better get ----
The scene in front of her the moment she turned back made her kneel in front of House. He's rubbing his bum leg, a first before Cuddy's eyes after months of not seeing such.
Cuddy: Are আপনি okay?
House: Yah... I'm fine...
Cuddy: Take your hand off...
House did what he was told. Her words were filled with concern and her touch were nothing but a proof of deep care. He was looking at Cuddy as she gently rubbed his thigh.
Cuddy: How long have আপনি been feeling this? --- আপনি didn't ----
House: I am not telling আপনি because it's just now that I am feeling this...
Cuddy sighed and stood up.
Cuddy: আপনি go get some rest... I'll tell Rick about this...
House:<stubbornly said> No...
Cuddy gave him a look with one eyebrow arch that made him nod in agreement before looking back at her who just went out of the room.
Few মিনিট later, Cuddy was seated right in front of Pitt in his office. She had her arm on the armrest and rested her head on her palm as Pitt told her about House's condition.
Cuddy: This is my fault, I should have ---
Pitt: <stammered> Wait, I didn't say আপনি caused this decline...
Cuddy rolled her eyes before standing up and began moving uncertainly in the office.
Pitt: Lisa, there's no such thing as perfect rehab and therapy, forgod's sake... And... Even if House is a doctor... He isn't spared from that factual reality of life… Everybody fails…
Cuddy: He can’t… handle such failure…
Pitt: He could, as long as you’re there… ---- Your relationship had ----
Cuddy stopped and looked at Pitt directly into his eyes.
Cuddy: There’s no relationship…
Pitt’s eyes grew wider and were filled with “what the hell are আপনি talking about” look as a few মিনিট of silence were created between them.
Pitt: What… do আপনি mean there’s no relationship? ---- আপনি don’t call your fervent visitation, your deep care to each other not a relationship?
Cuddy: I don’t know okay? I don’t know…
Pitt: Lisa, if you’re wrong about this “not in a relationship” theory, all you’re doing is crashing him down… ---- You’re letting him expect something at the end…
Cuddy: Even if we really are in a relationship, his chart already proved I have my share on his downfall and that’s making him worse…
Pitt sighed as Cuddy began walking out. He called her name that made her stop দ্বারা the doorway while looking back at him.
Pitt: I know আপনি wanted that relationship too… You’re not just hurting him, you’re hurting yourself too... Don’t do it…
Cuddy didn’t answer him instead she began walking through the empty hallway out of Mayfield.
Meanwhile in House’s room, he was lying down as what had been ordered দ্বারা Cuddy. He was staring at the ceiling when Daniel entered with a bag of বিয়ার at hand and that caught his attention.
House: What are আপনি doing here?
Daniel: Thought I could check আপনি out.
Daniel sat on the chair beside the বিছানা as House sit up and catch a can tossed দ্বারা his friend which he just placed দ্বারা his nightstand.
Daniel: Did আপনি just snob a $5 বিয়ার I gave you?
House: I don’t drink…
Daniel: Seriously অথবা are just tempting me to pour this can filled বিয়ার to you?
House stood up and went to drink some water, certain with the idea that he won’t drink the alcohol because he knew the moment Cuddy learned if he did, he is beyond dead. Daniel, on the other hand, began to take a sip from the can.
Daniel: Rick told me about your noble gesture to the kid…
House: What kid?
Daniel: Cuddy’s kid…
House: <sighed> It’s nothing… I did it for my mother not for her…
Daniel: What makes আপনি think I am thinking that আপনি did it for Cuddy?
House looked at Daniel as his friend’s eyes narrowed and had his can pointing to him.
Daniel: Automatic insight! --- Oh boy, you’re in a big big trouble!
House rolled his eyes and sat down on the chair far enough from Daniel.
Daniel: Your mind is full of Cuddy that’s the reason why আপনি thought I was thinking আপনি did it for her! --- Why suddenly আপনি want kids… wait… আপনি want kids?
Daniel paused and was ready to crack out in case House says yes but the doctor didn’t and was seemingly losing words to defend himself again. He placed his can দ্বারা the টেবিল beside him and was brought to a আরো serious phase between them.
Daniel: Yes… আপনি do want kids… but only with Cuddy and no one else…
House looked at him and a single nod confirmed everything.
When does প্রণয় become something we need, rather than something we want? প্রণয় was seen as something special a long time ago. Now প্রণয় is what we are expected to have with us everyday of our lives. প্রণয় is common currency when আপনি are a teenager, but turns to worthless pennies the older আপনি get. Do we not care about the substance of what প্রণয় was and not what it has been made into today দ্বারা commercialisation from American চলচ্চিত্র and টেলিভিশন commercials and soap operas? Only when we experience প্রণয় for real, can we মতামত and judge others who are in Love. প্রণয় means something different to everyone. Not two people’s feeling of প্রণয় is the same. Why do we generalize, rationalize and compartmentalize Love? প্রণয় is and will continue to be an enigma. Only a handful of people will ever unlock it and witness its true beauty and essence. The essence we all crave.
Love.
Love.