Hello my felow Huddies!This is @Adreanne_27 and me(mchuddymerderek/mcdreamyforeva) first attepmt on a huddy fic!We tried hard for this and we hope আপনি like it. Beg আপনি pardon if there are grammatical mistakes, because english is not our native language.
Enjoy!
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“What hurts the most”
Chapter 1

House is on his office discussing with Wilson about what he had done.
She doesn't want me there, will আপনি get it?”, House ব্যক্ত

“You're অভিনয় like a fool, House. She may be angry with আপনি at the very moment, but stealing her pager and খুঁজুন it, wasn't the cleverest thing আপনি ever made”, Wilson explained.

“Yeah, right..she shouldn't ignore my emergency calls, to hook up with..Lucas.After all, she deserved that, House ব্যক্ত angrily.
“You're an idiot. If আপনি could ever make a serious conversation with Cuddy and আপনি could make her trust you, then আপনি would find out that her relationship with Lucas is going from bad to worse. But of course your stubbornness doesn't allow you

to see that. And দ্বারা that..” Wilson ব্যক্ত while House interrupted.

“Hey,hey,hey wait,wait..What do আপনি mean?, House asked.

That if আপনি do see this seriously and make a move, this is the right time!

“Don't be that sure Wilson”, House ব্যক্ত disappointed.

“Whatever.. As a friend my mission here is completed, আপনি made me feel like an agent দ্বারা spying at Cuddy. Now it's up to you, Wilson ব্যক্ত walking out of the office.

“What if after all, Wilson's right? Does she really deserve to me?, House was asking himself. He grabs his cane and walks out of the office, heading to Cuddy's office while a smile comes slightly to light his face. He stops out of Cuddy’s office, and stares at her through the glass for a minute. Cuddy's filled up with paperwork, sighing confused, with a messy expression on her face. She's so beautiful! Wilson is right. I'm an idiot, House thought. He opens the door slowly, and Cuddy raises her head to look House. He freezes for a while.

House closes the door and enters
Cuddy office. Being aware of what to say, He took a deep breath but he was out
of words, he was thinking what to say. He didn’t want to screw it this time. Meanwhile
Cuddy was staring at him, those gray-blue eyes watching him standing near the
door. How she could be with another man knowing that she still loves him. The
silence broke when she began to talk.

“House, I don’t wanna disturb this silence moment but, I’m busy. What Now? she demanded, leaving the work she was doing.

“Cuddy I’m really sorry for everything I did to you, I know I’m a jerk, a selfish bastard that doesn’t deserve you. So, I’ll সরানো on with my life and I’ll live আপনি alone with your boytoy Lucas. Here, have your pager,” he ব্যক্ত giving her the pager and starring
at the floor not looking into her eyes.

She was upset, because she wants to tell him that she loves him, but she can’t because she knows he’s right.

House, walks away from the office really sad. Cuddy didn’t say any word. Instead, she slipped both hands onto her face and began to cry. Thinking in all what she had done, if it was the right choice অথবা not.

House entered to his office, realizing that what he did was the best. But, he still felt himself miserable.
Because, he can’t be with the woman he loves with all his heart. He sat
down in the chair, and started thinking. His thoughts were interrupted দ্বারা the team.
“House she didn’t get better, now she
is bleeding all over her organs.
“I think its lupus disease,”
foreman said.
“No, I think you’re wrong we should
run some tests before we start her on meds, thirteen said.
“We don’t have much time to run
the test we need to do it right now”, Foreman argued.
“House are আপনি hearing?, asked Chase.
“Yes I am Chase, and I think
Foreman’s diagnose is right. Treat her for Lupus, It fits in everything: the
vomit, the bleeding, and the sizing, House said.
The team exits House’s office and
House got up and thought he might go talked to a friend.

He knocks on Wilson’s door.

“Busy, come back later House”, Wilson
ব্যক্ত exhausted.

“How did আপনি know it was me?” House ব্যক্ত entering
Wilson’s office and having a seat.

“Because it has logic in it, when আপনি got out of my office আপনি went to Cuddy’s office and had a conversation about what we talked in the morning. And also, আপনি gave her the pager, didn’t you?
Does the conversation end well?” Wilson asked hoping to get some answers.

“Too much questions, and just short
answers. Yes, and no It didn’t end so well”, he ব্যক্ত disappointed.

“Ahh I see House”, Wilson ব্যক্ত wanting to know আরো about what happened.

“Well gotta go Jimmy, we had an awesome conversation, see ya”, House ব্যক্ত leaving Wilson’s office.

He heads to Cuddy’s office
again but this time he didn’t have the guts to enter. He saw her working in
some papers when he saw that Lucas was inside with her.

He got disappointed and
turned around to his office. Prepared his stuff and wanting to get out of that
place immediately, he grabbed his keys and leaves his office disappointed.


_end chapter 1_

Hope আপনি enjoy it although It's a short chapter!!

The পরবর্তি chapter will be Awesome.. Believe me! ;)