i like a boy and i don't know what to do

Hi my name is cynthia and i'am 12 i live in দুরারোহ পাহাড় AK.I hav1 dog 1 sister and 2 brothers.My sister's name is ব্র্যান্ডি she is 9.My oldust brother's name is cristafer and he is 21.My secunt oldust brother's name is jim and he is 17.