Smiling to yourself, আপনি enter the apartment আপনি and Justin moved into no আরো than a মাস ago. It still felt slightly weird for আপনি to share an apartment with someone else - and your boyfriend at that. আপনি and Justin have been dating for almost six months now and although your family and বন্ধু were skeptical for আপনি to সরানো in with him so early into your relationship - it didn’t stop you. আপনি loved Justin and he had told আপনি countless times how he loved আপনি too, although আপনি had a hard time believing him. With Justin being away weeks at a time, surrounded দ্বারা beautiful girls wanting him - আপনি couldn’t help but feel that way.
After putting away the few groceries আপনি had gotten while আপনি were out, আপনি toss your টাকার থলি carelessly down on the পালঙ্ক and plop yourself down পরবর্তি to it. Your eyes catch a glimpse of the picture of আপনি and Justin, taken the same দিন that he had asked আপনি to become his girlfriend. Smiling at the memory, আপনি lean অগ্রবর্তী and turn on your laptop.
Opening a new browser, আপনি type in the address and wait for the site to pop up. The familiar Twitter logo appears in front of আপনি and আপনি quickly type in your ব্যবহারকারী নাম and password. The first thing আপনি do - like always - is to check Justin’s Twitter. He was the reason আপনি had made a Twitter account in the first place. আপনি let your eyes scan his most সাম্প্রতিক tweets.
@justinbieber: I don’t like being away from you…
@justinbieber: When u smile, I smile :)
আপনি can’t keep the smile off of your face, knowing well that those tweets were meant for you. His অনুরাগী know that আপনি and Justin were together and দ্বারা the responses to his tweets, it seemed like they knew the tweets were meant for আপনি as well. Not bothering to actually read the responses, আপনি go to check your own mentions.
আপনি feel your throat tighten as your eyes scan the various, hateful tweets. আপনি try your best to hold the tears back but they are threatening to fall. The regret wash over আপনি like a ton of bricks because আপনি should have seen this coming. আপনি were Justin Bieber’s girlfriend and literally millions of other girls wanted to be in your place. আপনি could easily see why they weren’t at peace with it but it didn’t make sense to আপনি how someone আপনি didn’t even know could want আপনি dead. They had no idea what আপনি were like as a person so how could they judge আপনি so quickly? You’re startled when আপনি hear the floorboards squeak behind you. “Babe?”
আপনি don’t notice that আপনি are crying before Justin gently wipes the salty tears away from your cheeks. Sobs quietly escapes your mouth and Justin immediately pulls আপনি into his arms. Drawing comforting circles with his hand on your back, he keeps আপনি close to him as আপনি cry into his chest. Justin continues to whisper cute and soothing things into your ear, rocking আপনি back and forth in his embrace. Eventually, আপনি can’t keep your eyes open any longer and fall asleep in Justin’s arms. He smiles weakly to himself as he carries আপনি upstairs to the বিছানা আপনি both recently began to share. He tucks আপনি in and presses a চুম্বন to your temple. He walks back down and logs into his own Twitter account, feelings his anger slowly starting to boil in the pit of his stomach.
When আপনি wake up the পরবর্তি morning, Justin is already gone and আপনি know that he has gone to his early morning interview. Feeling sick and exhausted, আপনি haul yourself out of বিছানা and slowly make your way downstairs. আপনি মোড়ানো yourself up in the blanket আপনি had dragged with আপনি and lazily reach for the remote. আপনি switch through the different channels until আপনি find the interview that Justin is on. A small smile finds its way to your lips until আপনি suddenly remember what happened last night. Frowning slightly now, আপনি decide to be quiet and listen to your boyfriend’s interview. আপনি can’t bring yourself to pay much attention, seeing as you’re too caught up in your own thoughts, until আপনি hear your name being spoken. আপনি snap your head toward the TV and wait for the question. “And, Justin, we hear that আপনি and the girlfriend moved in together. Something serious going on?” আপনি watch as Justin bites his lip, deep in thought. He never উত্তর প্রশ্ন about his private life and আপনি know that from his last girlfriend. But, Justin is full of surprises.
“Of course it’s serious, bro! I wouldn’t have asked her to সরানো in with me if it wasn’t.” Justin laughs, “But… Sometimes I wish that I hadn’t.”
“And why is that? If আপনি both প্রণয় each other then it doesn’t hurt, right?” The interviewer asks.
“Not metaphorically speaking, no. But it hurts [Y/N] to be my girlfriend. When I came প্রথমপাতা last night, she was sitting with the laptop in her lap, sobbing because of all the hate she got on Twitter. It breaks my হৃদয় to see her like that, man. It really does. I প্রণয় my Beliebers but I just wish that they would consider that [Y/N] is a human being with feelings before they send her messages like that. It’s okay not to like her, but at least respect her. I প্রণয় her, guys.”
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When Justin walks into the apartment later that night, he finds আপনি asleep on the couch. Silently, he takes off his shoes and walks over to you. Scooping আপনি up in his arms, he walks upstairs and gently placed আপনি on the bed. Before he can walk away again, আপনি reach out and grab his wrist weakly. He turns around quickly, obviously startled. “Thank you, Justin.”
“For what?” Justin asks, puzzled. আপনি laugh quietly.
“For saying that in your interview.” আপনি state simply, giving him a small smile. Justin smiles too, sitting down on the বিছানা beside you. He embraces আপনি tightly, letting আপনি rest your head on his chest. He kisses the শীর্ষ of your head and আপনি can’t help but smile at how sweet your boyfriend is.
“I প্রণয় you, [Y/N]. আপনি know that, right? It hurts me to see আপনি so upset because of me. I know that it isn’t really my fault either but it feels like it. I just want আপনি to be happy and carefree like আপনি were before we made our relationship public. Did আপনি see what I wrote on Twitter?” আপনি shake your head, furrowing your brows. Justin sighs playfully, finding his phone to প্রদর্শনী you.
@justinbieber: it hurts me to see her like that. Just remember that she’s a human being guys. She hurts and she cries. And I প্রণয় her
“I প্রণয় you, too, Justin.” আপনি nuzzle further into his warm chest, “Thank you.”
After putting away the few groceries আপনি had gotten while আপনি were out, আপনি toss your টাকার থলি carelessly down on the পালঙ্ক and plop yourself down পরবর্তি to it. Your eyes catch a glimpse of the picture of আপনি and Justin, taken the same দিন that he had asked আপনি to become his girlfriend. Smiling at the memory, আপনি lean অগ্রবর্তী and turn on your laptop.
Opening a new browser, আপনি type in the address and wait for the site to pop up. The familiar Twitter logo appears in front of আপনি and আপনি quickly type in your ব্যবহারকারী নাম and password. The first thing আপনি do - like always - is to check Justin’s Twitter. He was the reason আপনি had made a Twitter account in the first place. আপনি let your eyes scan his most সাম্প্রতিক tweets.
@justinbieber: I don’t like being away from you…
@justinbieber: When u smile, I smile :)
আপনি can’t keep the smile off of your face, knowing well that those tweets were meant for you. His অনুরাগী know that আপনি and Justin were together and দ্বারা the responses to his tweets, it seemed like they knew the tweets were meant for আপনি as well. Not bothering to actually read the responses, আপনি go to check your own mentions.
আপনি feel your throat tighten as your eyes scan the various, hateful tweets. আপনি try your best to hold the tears back but they are threatening to fall. The regret wash over আপনি like a ton of bricks because আপনি should have seen this coming. আপনি were Justin Bieber’s girlfriend and literally millions of other girls wanted to be in your place. আপনি could easily see why they weren’t at peace with it but it didn’t make sense to আপনি how someone আপনি didn’t even know could want আপনি dead. They had no idea what আপনি were like as a person so how could they judge আপনি so quickly? You’re startled when আপনি hear the floorboards squeak behind you. “Babe?”
আপনি don’t notice that আপনি are crying before Justin gently wipes the salty tears away from your cheeks. Sobs quietly escapes your mouth and Justin immediately pulls আপনি into his arms. Drawing comforting circles with his hand on your back, he keeps আপনি close to him as আপনি cry into his chest. Justin continues to whisper cute and soothing things into your ear, rocking আপনি back and forth in his embrace. Eventually, আপনি can’t keep your eyes open any longer and fall asleep in Justin’s arms. He smiles weakly to himself as he carries আপনি upstairs to the বিছানা আপনি both recently began to share. He tucks আপনি in and presses a চুম্বন to your temple. He walks back down and logs into his own Twitter account, feelings his anger slowly starting to boil in the pit of his stomach.
When আপনি wake up the পরবর্তি morning, Justin is already gone and আপনি know that he has gone to his early morning interview. Feeling sick and exhausted, আপনি haul yourself out of বিছানা and slowly make your way downstairs. আপনি মোড়ানো yourself up in the blanket আপনি had dragged with আপনি and lazily reach for the remote. আপনি switch through the different channels until আপনি find the interview that Justin is on. A small smile finds its way to your lips until আপনি suddenly remember what happened last night. Frowning slightly now, আপনি decide to be quiet and listen to your boyfriend’s interview. আপনি can’t bring yourself to pay much attention, seeing as you’re too caught up in your own thoughts, until আপনি hear your name being spoken. আপনি snap your head toward the TV and wait for the question. “And, Justin, we hear that আপনি and the girlfriend moved in together. Something serious going on?” আপনি watch as Justin bites his lip, deep in thought. He never উত্তর প্রশ্ন about his private life and আপনি know that from his last girlfriend. But, Justin is full of surprises.
“Of course it’s serious, bro! I wouldn’t have asked her to সরানো in with me if it wasn’t.” Justin laughs, “But… Sometimes I wish that I hadn’t.”
“And why is that? If আপনি both প্রণয় each other then it doesn’t hurt, right?” The interviewer asks.
“Not metaphorically speaking, no. But it hurts [Y/N] to be my girlfriend. When I came প্রথমপাতা last night, she was sitting with the laptop in her lap, sobbing because of all the hate she got on Twitter. It breaks my হৃদয় to see her like that, man. It really does. I প্রণয় my Beliebers but I just wish that they would consider that [Y/N] is a human being with feelings before they send her messages like that. It’s okay not to like her, but at least respect her. I প্রণয় her, guys.”
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When Justin walks into the apartment later that night, he finds আপনি asleep on the couch. Silently, he takes off his shoes and walks over to you. Scooping আপনি up in his arms, he walks upstairs and gently placed আপনি on the bed. Before he can walk away again, আপনি reach out and grab his wrist weakly. He turns around quickly, obviously startled. “Thank you, Justin.”
“For what?” Justin asks, puzzled. আপনি laugh quietly.
“For saying that in your interview.” আপনি state simply, giving him a small smile. Justin smiles too, sitting down on the বিছানা beside you. He embraces আপনি tightly, letting আপনি rest your head on his chest. He kisses the শীর্ষ of your head and আপনি can’t help but smile at how sweet your boyfriend is.
“I প্রণয় you, [Y/N]. আপনি know that, right? It hurts me to see আপনি so upset because of me. I know that it isn’t really my fault either but it feels like it. I just want আপনি to be happy and carefree like আপনি were before we made our relationship public. Did আপনি see what I wrote on Twitter?” আপনি shake your head, furrowing your brows. Justin sighs playfully, finding his phone to প্রদর্শনী you.
@justinbieber: it hurts me to see her like that. Just remember that she’s a human being guys. She hurts and she cries. And I প্রণয় her
“I প্রণয় you, too, Justin.” আপনি nuzzle further into his warm chest, “Thank you.”
