demon girl

My হৃদয় is here,
your হৃদয় is there,
but really
our hearts are lingering
together somewhere
where everything is beautiful.
They are just waiting
for our bodies to take hold
of them once again.
Because our bodies are too busy
trying to make everyone else
happy,
our hearts want to be saved
and cherished
for the important
part of this life
that is patiently awaiting
with open arms.
Our happiness resides
in the depths of
one another’s souls.
There, we know that
everything is what it seems.
Everything that আপনি say
is true because
it's inevitable that
I প্রণয় you.

What is the point of living
If there is nothing to live for?
When the অস্থি of the body
Is breaking
Letting them live
Just adds আরো pain.
When the blood of the lamb
Has been spilled
Only the প্রণয় of the lion remains.
Everything that once seemed
To be true
Has been হারিয়ে গেছে in the sea
Because of you.
My faults are my own
But আপনি abide দ্বারা them
As well
Why can’t I just have one thing
To myself?
All I see are shadows
Of those who I don’t know.
All I hear is yelling
From those whom
I used to প্রণয় the most.
All I know is that
I can’t have you
But I want আপনি so damn bad.
Everything I used to know
Now is not true.
Everything that seemed so-so
Is nothing but rocks at the
Bottom of the sea.
All I feel is death
Coming over me.
The world is falling apart
So why wait till it crumbles
On me?
Why not go to a place
Where the noise is just mumbles
Because no one has a mouth
To speak?
We all walk around like zombies
Running into each other
Boom boom boom.