Katilicious Article: Unwanted

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posted by HaleyDewit

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what আপনি write
If this is really আপনি and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a প্রশ্ন for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet আপনি don’t wanna see
The damage আপনি have caused
The বন্ধু আপনি have lost
‘Cause আপনি took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

আপনি don’t know what has been going on
আপনি don’t realize all the things আপনি ব্যক্ত were wrong
If this is who আপনি are and you’re not hiding your inner truth
There’s a প্রশ্ন that I need to be answered দ্বারা you

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet আপনি don’t wanna see
The damage আপনি have caused
The বন্ধু আপনি have lost
‘Cause আপনি took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

I don’t mean to hurt you
I don’t mean to insult you
I just wanna make আপনি open up your eyes
I don’t mean to make আপনি cry
I don’t mean to make আপনি run and hide
I just wanna know who’s the girl inside

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet আপনি don’t wanna see
The damage আপনি have caused
The বন্ধু আপনি have lost
‘Cause আপনি took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted
How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet আপনি don’t wanna see
The damage আপনি have caused
The বন্ধু আপনি have lost
‘Cause আপনি took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

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Erase

posted by HaleyDewit

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to সরানো on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in প্রণয় with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause আপনি are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I হারিয়ে গেছে my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

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Can I

posted by HaleyDewit

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a প্রণয় that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear আরো that we will never be

I’m zoning out on আপনি and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine আপনি are পরবর্তি to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much আরো than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please ক্রুশ your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna প্রণয় you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved আপনি but doesn’t...

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In প্রণয়

posted by HaleyDewit

Boy, I hate you
Why আপনি have to be the way that আপনি are
If only আপনি were different
It would make it much easier for me to সরানো on

I thought আপনি finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a প্রণয় that seems to last

My হৃদয় breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting আরো obvious everyday
I’m in প্রণয় with you, again

It’s getting harder
To সরানো on without আপনি every day
But আপনি don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My হৃদয় breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

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Closure

posted by HaleyDewit

Here I stand
My হৃদয় beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place আপনি will...