Mary at বড়দিন

I haven't really ever found a place that I call প্রথমপাতা
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologize that once again I'm not in প্রণয়
But it's not as if I mind
that your হৃদয় ain't exactly breaking
It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing আরো than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

I've always thought
that I would প্রণয় to live দ্বারা the sea
To travel the world alone
and live my life আরো simply
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me

It's just a thought, only a thought

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing আরো than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine

While my হৃদয় is a shield and I won't let it down
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Well how can I say I'm alive

If my life is for rent...