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portuguesegirl said:
well i live with someone for 14 years, wich i am still in love! this week he told me that that he প্রণয় me, but not in প্রণয় with me any more... I have to say that we were abset, so we were having a meeting.... I fellt like if is the end of the word, i cry cry forever, i just totaly হারিয়ে গেছে the control, that really really hurt me dip, very dip. I think is the worst think someone ever ব্যক্ত to me, i canot tell you, how much i being soffering after that, i just canot get over it! still on my head, I am not in প্রণয় with আপনি any more..... than he also said, I প্রণয় আপনি and care for আপনি couse we live together for so long.... I felt such a big pain in my hart, like i could not breath.... that দিন we agree to separate, it was horrible. I still have feelings for this man, i still fancy him, after all this years, he works a way, and everytime he comes home, i still fancy him like mad. But for a long time that thinkgs not being the same, like when he is back from work he his allways tierd and সেকেন্ড day, he still not interested in have sexo, this being like this for a long time. I thougt that is becase he now allways travel a lot, but সেকেন্ড day, and third.... for god sake!! I abset him, because i talk about things that we could do, wich is stupid he fell this way.... he is a quite guy.... works hard have lots of male friends, he is good looking, well a big balley, but charming!! so any way, for me the way i see it, প্রণয় is like প্রণয় your sister, friends, mother, father, etc but in প্রণয় is from a woman and man, that fancy each other, want to চুম্বন and hug that person, feel that he have to say, I প্রণয় আপনি after make love, is that feeling that আপনি can see and look at other people but in the end of the day, আপনি would not fancy them অথবা betray. For me it feell like is the end of the world. I হারিয়ে গেছে the balance of live.... i am so said, and lost. 5 days after this, he told me that don't know what প্রণয় is any more.... I had to find out if i can live like this. I know dip down the write think is just live this man that hurt my hart so dip. I wish one day, he learns how much it hurt on me... I had found out one think that being living like this make me reallize that i miss have someone that really fancy me, চুম্বন and miss me and all that thinks that mean so much, i did not have that from him for a long time. So হারিয়ে গেছে I am.
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