This is something i found on the internet and i wanted to share it with all of you. It made me cry....
I tried to hold back my tears as i entered the funeral home. I had been crying since Thursday, when my cousin came to my house and told me she was dead. At first I thought it was a joke, a really bad joke, but soon i heard people takling about it. That's when I started to wonder if it was true. But when it came out in the news, I knew that it was no joke, she was dead. After hearing it on the TV, i ran to my room and cried. I heard my brother come in.
"Chris, you're a senior, আপনি can't cry about this!"
"I don't care!!! She's dead!"
"Chris come on, be strong."
"I DON'T WANT TO OK? JUST GO! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"
*Brother leaves*
That happened two days ago. It was Saturday, a sunny one, and I cursed the weather for being so happy when someone special just died. The wind was fresh, as it always was on that Octorber afternoon. My girlfriend Jamie died on Thursday, Octorber 22, 2009. Once agian, the memory of that দিন came back to me.
"How can আপনি not think that Shawn Michaels is the best?" She had asked.
"I just think that Undertaker is better. Shawn Michaels couldn't beat the Undertaker at Wrestlemania! That proves that Undertaker is better!!!"
"You're just being a tader! We both know that-wait hold on. WHAT MOM?" *pause* OKAY! নমস্কার my mom wants me to go to the store. Is it ok অথবা do আপনি want me to stay?"
"No it's ok, go ahead."
"Ok. Bye."
"I প্রণয় you."
"I প্রণয় আপনি too."
"Forver."
"I know আপনি will."
After I hanged up, i went to the রান্নাঘর to eat a sandwhich. I was hoping that it wouldn't take long for her and her mom to go buy some groceries. Suddenly the phone rang and saw that it was my cousin Clair.
"Hey Clair."
"Hey Chris! How's it going between আপনি and Jamie?"
"Oh it's going great! I really প্রণয় her!"
"Wow! And she's only a junior! Have আপনি told her that আপনি প্রণয় her?"
"Yes."
"Have আপনি kissed her?"
"No."
"Seriously? When are আপনি going to?"
"When I see her on Monday."
"AWWW! I think that's cute!"
"Yeah. I really প্রণয় her! I never felt like this about any girl before!!!"
"Aww that's nice."
"I প্রণয় HER!! I প্রণয় HER!!! I প্রণয় আপনি JAMIEEEE!!!"
"Haha ok. Well i have to go. Tell me what happens on Monday."
"NO! I don't want আপনি knowing!"
"Aww fine. bye."
"bye."
After i hanged up i fell asleep. I had a dream that Jamie was running and running from something, a man that i didn't recognize. I woke up sweating and breating hard. Checking my clock, I saw that i had slept for two hours! I called Jamie, but her brother answered saying that they were still at the store. Wondering why it took so long to get groceries, i went outside for a while, waiting for the phone to ring. After an ঘন্টা passed, i called again, this time no one answered. Just then i saw Clair running over to my house.
"Chris!" She panted. "Jamie's dead!"
I laughed. "That's not funny, but it still made me laugh."
"For reals! There was a shooting at the grocery store, and Jamie was killed there!"
That made me laugh even more. "Whatever. I'm going to the corner store."
As I went inside, i saw the cashier talking exidetly to a woman, but i didn't pat much attention until i went up to the cash register.
"Did আপনি hear about the shooting at the grocery store?"
"Yes. I was passing দ্বারা there when the ambulances were there. Jamie was one of the ones that were shot."
Oh great, i thought. This is a sick joke. I paid for the কোকাকোলা i bought and ran back home, hoping that Jamie had called back. She didn't. I started worrying about it, wondering if what they were saying was true.
My প্রশ্ন were answered when i got home. The TV was on the news. The reporter was talking about the shooting at the grocery store. That wans't what scared me. What scared me was what was behind the reporter. I saw Jamie on the floor, with a sheet over her, but the wind had blown a bit to see her face.
Immediatly i went over to the store and saw it all. The ambualnces, the police cars, dead bodies. I found Jamie's body on the floor. The wind had blown the sheet more. Reaviling all of her face. Her face was white, making her black her look আরো darker. Her eyes were closed, making her look like if she was in a peaceful sleep, not dead. Noticing that i was staring at Jamie, one of the police men quickly ran to cover her face. I ran home, ignoring the red lights and people honking to watch where i was going. I ran into my room, locked the door, climbed into my bed, and started crying.
That was two days ago. My brother decided to come with me in case i did anything that i would regret. I signed the guestbook, not only adding my name but also putting I প্রণয় আপনি JAMIE. Then we enetered the room where the casket was. I saw her, dressed in a purple dress that made her look beutiful. There weren't a lot of people there, not even her mother was there. When i saw her close up, i started to cry. I cried for her, and then that's when i remembered something that made me cry even more. Jamie had asked me if i wanted for her to not go to the store, but i told her to go. If i had told her to stay, she would still be alive.
"It's my fault!" I sobbed. "It's my fault she's dead!"
"Chris," my brother said. "You didn't have anything to do with this."
"YES I DID!!! IT'S MY FAULT SHE'S DEAD!!!"
i started sobbing আরো than ever, knowing that i could have prevented Jamie's death.
I never kissed her. I remembered that I was planning to চুম্বন her on Monday, but now i knew that i would never feel her body against mine agian, i'll never smell her hair agian, i would never hear her laugh agian, never would hear her cry agian, never would have fun times togather agian. But i would never feel her lips agianst mine. That was something that i would never feel, never have as a memory of her, and that made me cry even more. I stayed there until my brother ব্যক্ত that it was time to bury her. My throat closed at the thought of Jamie being buried several feet under the ground. They were going to take her away from me forever.
Suddenly i felt like i had no energy, and all i could do was follow my brother as we drove towards the cemetary.
The casket was already there, and i wondered where her mother was. The hole was there, and there wasn't a lot of people there. I immediatly yelled out "NO!!! DON'T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME PLEASE DON'T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME!!" I started crying, but it seemed like no one noticed. i ran to the casket and started sobbing whipsering, "please, don't take her away from me. I want to take her with me."
My brother held me back, and i started crying some more. I stayed when the guys were finished burying her. All of the people had left except for me and my brother. I slowly walked back to the car and took something out from the backseat.
"What's that?" My brother asked.
"Flowers," i ব্যক্ত sadly. I had bought the ফুলেরডালি on wednsday to give to Jamie on Monday. They were filled with her পছন্দ flowers; roses, tulips, sunflowers, and dafidols.
"I'll call আপনি so আপনি can pick me up," i ব্যক্ত sadly.
My brother didn't argue. "ok," he said, driving away.
As i sat পরবর্তি to her grave, i started talking as if i was talking to her. I started telling her how much i প্রণয় her, how she was special to me, and how much i would always প্রণয় her.
"I প্রণয় আপনি forever," i whispered.
then, in my head, i heard a whispering voice, a voice that i knew that was Jamie's.
"I will always প্রণয় আপনি forver, Chris."
I smiled as i felt my eyes close.
When i woke up, i found myself in my room. At first i thought that all of it was a dream, but then seeing what clothes i was wearing, i knew that it happened for real. I was about to cry agian when i suddenly saw something red on my dresser. climbing out of my bed, i saw that it was a ছবি album with the word Jamie on it.Next to that was the stuffed ভালুক that i had প্রদত্ত Jamie. There was a note that said:
Chris, I have loved আপনি since the first time i saw you. আপনি are everything to me. that is why as i am telling my mom this. I want আপনি to have this ছবি album that shows my life and the ভালুক that আপনি gave me. we are hiding in the bathroom, hoping that the killer doesnt find us. I will always প্রণয় আপনি forever, even if i die!-Jamie
I opened the album and saw pictues of Jamie as a babby, then a toddler, a child, and a teenager. THe last picture i saw was a picture of the both of us at the fair, holding the same ভালুক i had প্রদত্ত her. When i closed the album, i felt tears comming out. I let them fall as i closed the album, held the ভালুক in my arm, and whispered, I প্রণয় আপনি Jamie, before i fell asleep.
I tried to hold back my tears as i entered the funeral home. I had been crying since Thursday, when my cousin came to my house and told me she was dead. At first I thought it was a joke, a really bad joke, but soon i heard people takling about it. That's when I started to wonder if it was true. But when it came out in the news, I knew that it was no joke, she was dead. After hearing it on the TV, i ran to my room and cried. I heard my brother come in.
"Chris, you're a senior, আপনি can't cry about this!"
"I don't care!!! She's dead!"
"Chris come on, be strong."
"I DON'T WANT TO OK? JUST GO! LEAVE ME ALONE!!!"
*Brother leaves*
That happened two days ago. It was Saturday, a sunny one, and I cursed the weather for being so happy when someone special just died. The wind was fresh, as it always was on that Octorber afternoon. My girlfriend Jamie died on Thursday, Octorber 22, 2009. Once agian, the memory of that দিন came back to me.
"How can আপনি not think that Shawn Michaels is the best?" She had asked.
"I just think that Undertaker is better. Shawn Michaels couldn't beat the Undertaker at Wrestlemania! That proves that Undertaker is better!!!"
"You're just being a tader! We both know that-wait hold on. WHAT MOM?" *pause* OKAY! নমস্কার my mom wants me to go to the store. Is it ok অথবা do আপনি want me to stay?"
"No it's ok, go ahead."
"Ok. Bye."
"I প্রণয় you."
"I প্রণয় আপনি too."
"Forver."
"I know আপনি will."
After I hanged up, i went to the রান্নাঘর to eat a sandwhich. I was hoping that it wouldn't take long for her and her mom to go buy some groceries. Suddenly the phone rang and saw that it was my cousin Clair.
"Hey Clair."
"Hey Chris! How's it going between আপনি and Jamie?"
"Oh it's going great! I really প্রণয় her!"
"Wow! And she's only a junior! Have আপনি told her that আপনি প্রণয় her?"
"Yes."
"Have আপনি kissed her?"
"No."
"Seriously? When are আপনি going to?"
"When I see her on Monday."
"AWWW! I think that's cute!"
"Yeah. I really প্রণয় her! I never felt like this about any girl before!!!"
"Aww that's nice."
"I প্রণয় HER!! I প্রণয় HER!!! I প্রণয় আপনি JAMIEEEE!!!"
"Haha ok. Well i have to go. Tell me what happens on Monday."
"NO! I don't want আপনি knowing!"
"Aww fine. bye."
"bye."
After i hanged up i fell asleep. I had a dream that Jamie was running and running from something, a man that i didn't recognize. I woke up sweating and breating hard. Checking my clock, I saw that i had slept for two hours! I called Jamie, but her brother answered saying that they were still at the store. Wondering why it took so long to get groceries, i went outside for a while, waiting for the phone to ring. After an ঘন্টা passed, i called again, this time no one answered. Just then i saw Clair running over to my house.
"Chris!" She panted. "Jamie's dead!"
I laughed. "That's not funny, but it still made me laugh."
"For reals! There was a shooting at the grocery store, and Jamie was killed there!"
That made me laugh even more. "Whatever. I'm going to the corner store."
As I went inside, i saw the cashier talking exidetly to a woman, but i didn't pat much attention until i went up to the cash register.
"Did আপনি hear about the shooting at the grocery store?"
"Yes. I was passing দ্বারা there when the ambulances were there. Jamie was one of the ones that were shot."
Oh great, i thought. This is a sick joke. I paid for the কোকাকোলা i bought and ran back home, hoping that Jamie had called back. She didn't. I started worrying about it, wondering if what they were saying was true.
My প্রশ্ন were answered when i got home. The TV was on the news. The reporter was talking about the shooting at the grocery store. That wans't what scared me. What scared me was what was behind the reporter. I saw Jamie on the floor, with a sheet over her, but the wind had blown a bit to see her face.
Immediatly i went over to the store and saw it all. The ambualnces, the police cars, dead bodies. I found Jamie's body on the floor. The wind had blown the sheet more. Reaviling all of her face. Her face was white, making her black her look আরো darker. Her eyes were closed, making her look like if she was in a peaceful sleep, not dead. Noticing that i was staring at Jamie, one of the police men quickly ran to cover her face. I ran home, ignoring the red lights and people honking to watch where i was going. I ran into my room, locked the door, climbed into my bed, and started crying.
That was two days ago. My brother decided to come with me in case i did anything that i would regret. I signed the guestbook, not only adding my name but also putting I প্রণয় আপনি JAMIE. Then we enetered the room where the casket was. I saw her, dressed in a purple dress that made her look beutiful. There weren't a lot of people there, not even her mother was there. When i saw her close up, i started to cry. I cried for her, and then that's when i remembered something that made me cry even more. Jamie had asked me if i wanted for her to not go to the store, but i told her to go. If i had told her to stay, she would still be alive.
"It's my fault!" I sobbed. "It's my fault she's dead!"
"Chris," my brother said. "You didn't have anything to do with this."
"YES I DID!!! IT'S MY FAULT SHE'S DEAD!!!"
i started sobbing আরো than ever, knowing that i could have prevented Jamie's death.
I never kissed her. I remembered that I was planning to চুম্বন her on Monday, but now i knew that i would never feel her body against mine agian, i'll never smell her hair agian, i would never hear her laugh agian, never would hear her cry agian, never would have fun times togather agian. But i would never feel her lips agianst mine. That was something that i would never feel, never have as a memory of her, and that made me cry even more. I stayed there until my brother ব্যক্ত that it was time to bury her. My throat closed at the thought of Jamie being buried several feet under the ground. They were going to take her away from me forever.
Suddenly i felt like i had no energy, and all i could do was follow my brother as we drove towards the cemetary.
The casket was already there, and i wondered where her mother was. The hole was there, and there wasn't a lot of people there. I immediatly yelled out "NO!!! DON'T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME PLEASE DON'T TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME!!" I started crying, but it seemed like no one noticed. i ran to the casket and started sobbing whipsering, "please, don't take her away from me. I want to take her with me."
My brother held me back, and i started crying some more. I stayed when the guys were finished burying her. All of the people had left except for me and my brother. I slowly walked back to the car and took something out from the backseat.
"What's that?" My brother asked.
"Flowers," i ব্যক্ত sadly. I had bought the ফুলেরডালি on wednsday to give to Jamie on Monday. They were filled with her পছন্দ flowers; roses, tulips, sunflowers, and dafidols.
"I'll call আপনি so আপনি can pick me up," i ব্যক্ত sadly.
My brother didn't argue. "ok," he said, driving away.
As i sat পরবর্তি to her grave, i started talking as if i was talking to her. I started telling her how much i প্রণয় her, how she was special to me, and how much i would always প্রণয় her.
"I প্রণয় আপনি forever," i whispered.
then, in my head, i heard a whispering voice, a voice that i knew that was Jamie's.
"I will always প্রণয় আপনি forver, Chris."
I smiled as i felt my eyes close.
When i woke up, i found myself in my room. At first i thought that all of it was a dream, but then seeing what clothes i was wearing, i knew that it happened for real. I was about to cry agian when i suddenly saw something red on my dresser. climbing out of my bed, i saw that it was a ছবি album with the word Jamie on it.Next to that was the stuffed ভালুক that i had প্রদত্ত Jamie. There was a note that said:
Chris, I have loved আপনি since the first time i saw you. আপনি are everything to me. that is why as i am telling my mom this. I want আপনি to have this ছবি album that shows my life and the ভালুক that আপনি gave me. we are hiding in the bathroom, hoping that the killer doesnt find us. I will always প্রণয় আপনি forever, even if i die!-Jamie
I opened the album and saw pictues of Jamie as a babby, then a toddler, a child, and a teenager. THe last picture i saw was a picture of the both of us at the fair, holding the same ভালুক i had প্রদত্ত her. When i closed the album, i felt tears comming out. I let them fall as i closed the album, held the ভালুক in my arm, and whispered, I প্রণয় আপনি Jamie, before i fell asleep.
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