One আরো reason I should never have met you
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would আপনি take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing ঝরনা she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the পালঙ্ক waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what আরো do আপনি expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know আপনি have one. because even when আপনি are drunk আপনি think about what আপনি say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when আপনি are sober আপনি think about the consiquences of what আপনি say and when আপনি are drunk আপনি just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem আপনি are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault অথবা not? Soon আপনি will not be here and আপনি wont have to worry about taking care of me অথবা cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He ব্যক্ত a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. আপনি are mad at me because I am leaving আপনি and everyone else behind? so since আপনি know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would আপনি say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. আপনি should want to stay on your own because আপনি know as well as I do that everyone here needs আপনি and loves আপনি and when আপনি leave we are going to be a wreck not only because আপনি are a key asset to the team but আপনি are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our বন্ধু but now আপনি just made it so much আরো difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for আপনি when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what আপনি think of this and how আপনি feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She ব্যক্ত angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I ব্যক্ত I've meant is how I feel about আপনি leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because আপনি have been here for me so much and আপনি are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason আপনি are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did আপনি come here, what did আপনি expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never ব্যক্ত any of that, so now আপনি are just putting words in my mouth. So are আপনি going to stop interrogating me for five fucking সেকেন্ড and let me speak for myself অথবা should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as আপনি have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
Just another reason I could never forget you
Down we go
The rooms spinning out of control
Lose myself in a chemical moment
White lights taking it's tole
That's just the way it goes
Come on, Stella would আপনি take me home
She went and also got a blanket because she knew he was still going to be cold from that freezing ঝরনা she just threw him in.then she patiently sat on the পালঙ্ক waiting untill he came into the living room. As soon as he stepped in the living room she went for the attack.
"so now, why exactly is all this." she pointed at the empty alchol bottles then at him, "all my fault?" she questioned.
He sighed. "Stella, I was drunk. what আরো do আপনি expect me to say than that?"
"I want an explanation and I know আপনি have one. because even when আপনি are drunk আপনি think about what আপনি say, the only difference between when you're drunk and sober is when আপনি are sober আপনি think about the consiquences of what আপনি say and when আপনি are drunk আপনি just think about what you're feeling at that moment and let it out."
"finem আপনি are correc in all of that but what does it matter if I think this is your fault অথবা not? Soon আপনি will not be here and আপনি wont have to worry about taking care of me অথবা cleaning up my messes. that is why you're leaving anyays. now isn't it?" He ব্যক্ত a bit harshly.
"oh, so now we are getting to the point. আপনি are mad at me because I am leaving আপনি and everyone else behind? so since আপনি know everything that I fell and think Mac, why not tell me this. What would stop me from leaving, what would আপনি say that could possibly keep me here?" she asked him/
"You shouldn't need to hear anything from anyone. আপনি should want to stay on your own because আপনি know as well as I do that everyone here needs আপনি and loves আপনি and when আপনি leave we are going to be a wreck not only because আপনি are a key asset to the team but আপনি are part of this disfunctional family and even though we all might not actually be family this is about as normal of a family life we all have!" he was now pacing around the room.
Stella stood in shock, she knew this was going to be hard for eveyone and him but she never really gave it a thought because if she did she wouldn't be able to leave.
"You're ruining it Mac, I was supppose to just leave and not have to think about how I would affect this team and our বন্ধু but now আপনি just made it so much আরো difficult to leave." she sarted walking toward the door because she can't handle this, it's better this way.Her leaving would be the best thing for everyone.
He rushed up infront of her, blocking her path to the door,
"good, this isn't suppose to be easy for আপনি when it's so damn difficult and painful for us! You're not getting off that easy." Mac replied sadly with a bit off anger mixed in with it.
"Oh just stop! Stop speaking for every damn person. For once tell me what আপনি think of this and how আপনি feel and stop hiding behind every other person we know!" She ব্যক্ত angerily.
"fine! Every damn word I ব্যক্ত I've meant is how I feel about আপনি leaving, even though I am sure the team feels these things too but I feel them the most because আপনি have been here for me so much and আপনি are just going to throw all those moments to waste and leave? what the hell kind of shit is that? So what's the reason আপনি are leaving, ar we not good enough anymore and why exactly did আপনি come here, what did আপনি expect?" He is getting restless and frustrated.
"I've never ব্যক্ত any of that, so now আপনি are just putting words in my mouth. So are আপনি going to stop interrogating me for five fucking সেকেন্ড and let me speak for myself অথবা should I just walk out of your life just a quickly as আপনি have assumed all these false things about how I feel and why I am doing this?" with that she tried to sidestep him but he once again blocked her.
