Dear MGK,

I honestly know আপনি probably don't read these but আপনি have saved my life... I think about suicide, I blast your music. I feel like self harming, I blast "See My Tears". আপনি have changed my life Sooooooooooo much that honestly, I owe আপনি one. আপনি are the only person that I listen to that is pretty much keeping me alive. Without you, I probably wouldn't know about you, অথবা even be here লেখা this for you... I think that I need to check my life over and see if I'm going down the right path... but then again, I always end up doing something stupid... so I don't do anything to check my life over again. I think to myself that everyone might like me if I'm being me, but apparently no one where I'm living likes me for the way I am... I am "emo" as people call it. But I'm normal and I delegate অথবা have suicide thoughts... I can't change that unless I get help but I don't want the help that everyone thinks I should get... I honestly need your music... Without it I probably would kill myself...


~Kendrah~ "Alexis"