End of Chapter 8
I realized that this was all because of my response, because of my freaking out. I did my best to calm myself, noticing that the heartbeat would slow down when I wasn't upset and that I could make it speed up and set off alarms when I got anxious.
"Alex?" My mother said, and I knew the tone of her voice. It was the tone I would hear when I was younger and causing trouble. "Alexandra Sofia, I know আপনি can hear me."
"Oh crap." I thought to myself. I knew that she didn't use my full name, not unless I was in deep trouble. I tried again to সরানো something but just like each time before nothing happened.
"I think we need to calm her down." Someone said, then I heard drawers opening and felt the weirdest sensation that my body was getting heavy..then I slept..again.
Chapter 9
I was annoyed…this falling asleep and waking up somewhere completely different was making me really crabby! I was wondering where I would be this time when things came around and was happy to find that I was laying in soft green grass, the blue sky unlike any I’ve ever seen before and as I looked around I saw mountains, dark gray mountains as far as I could see, some with snow on the caps, others with green clusters which I assumed were trees অথবা a forest. The air was cool and crisp, the smell that of a thick forest, full of pine and wood. I could hear small জন্তু জানোয়ার stirring as I sat up, and as I wondered what they were I heard the voice I’d been waiting to hear.
“Alexandra!!”
I looked to my right and found that Dom was running towards where I was sitting and before I knew it I was on my feet, running towards him, wanting to be পরবর্তি to him আরো then anything. He got to me before I took a few steps, his strong arms wrapping around me and pulling me close to him.
“Are আপনি alright?” He asked as he hugged me tightly, I had the urge to tell him that I couldn’t breath because he was holding me to tight, but I decided against it and rested my head against his chest. I was so happy, so content..I didn’t want to leave his arms ever, I just wanted to stay here নিরাপদ with him. He held me close against him for a few মিনিট before I felt a soft pressure on my hair, I wasn’t sure but I think he kissed my head. Part of me wanted to pull back and look up at him, but another part of me wanted to stay here, held নিরাপদ against his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
“Alex,” He ব্যক্ত as he gently pulled me away from him, my face automatically becoming a pout. “Alex, are আপনি alright?”
“Um…I think so.” I ব্যক্ত as I smiled up at him. “This whole thing is really confusing and annoying and I have no clue what is happeneing..but..” I ব্যক্ত not wanting to finish the sentence.
“But what?” He asked as he smiled down at me.
“But..” I ব্যক্ত as I took a deep breath and blew it out. “But I feel better when I’m here, with you.”
He looked down at me, his face was stoic, hiding any অথবা all emotions that I was feeling and because he was looking at me that way my হৃদয় started to pound and my mind instantly started thinking the worse. That he didn’t like me, that I just embarrassed myself দ্বারা telling him that he made me feel better, my হৃদয় pounding as I felt the tears welling up in my eyes.
“Alex?” He asked as he raised one had up, his fingers gently cupping my cheek. “Alex, what’s wrong?”
I wanted to say something, অথবা tell him that nothing was bothering me..but when I went to open my mouth tears began streaming down my face making me feel weak and stupid. I wanted to run, to get away from him and this whole situation but when I turned I felt a hand grasp mine, holding me in place.
“Alex,” He ব্যক্ত as he held on to my hand. “Please wait…what are আপনি afraid of?”
I just shook my head, I didn’t know what to say অথবা how to say it…I couldn’t tell him that he made me feel safe, that he made all of this easier. I wanted to tell him what was going on, tell him everything from the beginning, ask him what was going on? Where I was? How he knew me?? Who Ethan was? What happened to me?
“I..” I ব্যক্ত as he watched me. “I have so many questions. I have no clue what’s going on, where we are..who আপনি are, who the other guy is..”
“Other guy?” He interrupted me. “What other guy?”
“Ethan.” I ব্যক্ত as I watched him closely, his eyes narrowing in anger.
“When did আপনি see him? Where?” He asked as his fingers dug into my hand.
“Dom, you’re hurting me.” I ব্যক্ত as I pulled my hand from his and rubbed my aching fingers.
“Ethan…I should have known. I knew he would know when আপনি entered, I knew he would try and get to you. Did he tell আপনি anything?”
“Just that he’s your brother, that I was in ‘his realm’ and that he was waiting for me.” I ব্যক্ত as I took a step backwards away from Dom.
“That’s it?” He asked.
“Well…” I ব্যক্ত as I remembered Elijah’s parting words. “That and that he would be watching me and that we would meet again.”
“I’ll kill him.” Dom ব্যক্ত as he clenched his fists. “Elizabeth, I need আপনি now!”
I heard her footsteps about a মিনিট before Elizabeth was standing পরবর্তি to Dom, her perfection pissing me off even আরো then I was before. I already felt like crap, now I had to feel like I looked horrible because this perfect being was in our presence….GREAT.
I realized that this was all because of my response, because of my freaking out. I did my best to calm myself, noticing that the heartbeat would slow down when I wasn't upset and that I could make it speed up and set off alarms when I got anxious.
"Alex?" My mother said, and I knew the tone of her voice. It was the tone I would hear when I was younger and causing trouble. "Alexandra Sofia, I know আপনি can hear me."
"Oh crap." I thought to myself. I knew that she didn't use my full name, not unless I was in deep trouble. I tried again to সরানো something but just like each time before nothing happened.
"I think we need to calm her down." Someone said, then I heard drawers opening and felt the weirdest sensation that my body was getting heavy..then I slept..again.
Chapter 9
I was annoyed…this falling asleep and waking up somewhere completely different was making me really crabby! I was wondering where I would be this time when things came around and was happy to find that I was laying in soft green grass, the blue sky unlike any I’ve ever seen before and as I looked around I saw mountains, dark gray mountains as far as I could see, some with snow on the caps, others with green clusters which I assumed were trees অথবা a forest. The air was cool and crisp, the smell that of a thick forest, full of pine and wood. I could hear small জন্তু জানোয়ার stirring as I sat up, and as I wondered what they were I heard the voice I’d been waiting to hear.
“Alexandra!!”
I looked to my right and found that Dom was running towards where I was sitting and before I knew it I was on my feet, running towards him, wanting to be পরবর্তি to him আরো then anything. He got to me before I took a few steps, his strong arms wrapping around me and pulling me close to him.
“Are আপনি alright?” He asked as he hugged me tightly, I had the urge to tell him that I couldn’t breath because he was holding me to tight, but I decided against it and rested my head against his chest. I was so happy, so content..I didn’t want to leave his arms ever, I just wanted to stay here নিরাপদ with him. He held me close against him for a few মিনিট before I felt a soft pressure on my hair, I wasn’t sure but I think he kissed my head. Part of me wanted to pull back and look up at him, but another part of me wanted to stay here, held নিরাপদ against his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
“Alex,” He ব্যক্ত as he gently pulled me away from him, my face automatically becoming a pout. “Alex, are আপনি alright?”
“Um…I think so.” I ব্যক্ত as I smiled up at him. “This whole thing is really confusing and annoying and I have no clue what is happeneing..but..” I ব্যক্ত not wanting to finish the sentence.
“But what?” He asked as he smiled down at me.
“But..” I ব্যক্ত as I took a deep breath and blew it out. “But I feel better when I’m here, with you.”
He looked down at me, his face was stoic, hiding any অথবা all emotions that I was feeling and because he was looking at me that way my হৃদয় started to pound and my mind instantly started thinking the worse. That he didn’t like me, that I just embarrassed myself দ্বারা telling him that he made me feel better, my হৃদয় pounding as I felt the tears welling up in my eyes.
“Alex?” He asked as he raised one had up, his fingers gently cupping my cheek. “Alex, what’s wrong?”
I wanted to say something, অথবা tell him that nothing was bothering me..but when I went to open my mouth tears began streaming down my face making me feel weak and stupid. I wanted to run, to get away from him and this whole situation but when I turned I felt a hand grasp mine, holding me in place.
“Alex,” He ব্যক্ত as he held on to my hand. “Please wait…what are আপনি afraid of?”
I just shook my head, I didn’t know what to say অথবা how to say it…I couldn’t tell him that he made me feel safe, that he made all of this easier. I wanted to tell him what was going on, tell him everything from the beginning, ask him what was going on? Where I was? How he knew me?? Who Ethan was? What happened to me?
“I..” I ব্যক্ত as he watched me. “I have so many questions. I have no clue what’s going on, where we are..who আপনি are, who the other guy is..”
“Other guy?” He interrupted me. “What other guy?”
“Ethan.” I ব্যক্ত as I watched him closely, his eyes narrowing in anger.
“When did আপনি see him? Where?” He asked as his fingers dug into my hand.
“Dom, you’re hurting me.” I ব্যক্ত as I pulled my hand from his and rubbed my aching fingers.
“Ethan…I should have known. I knew he would know when আপনি entered, I knew he would try and get to you. Did he tell আপনি anything?”
“Just that he’s your brother, that I was in ‘his realm’ and that he was waiting for me.” I ব্যক্ত as I took a step backwards away from Dom.
“That’s it?” He asked.
“Well…” I ব্যক্ত as I remembered Elijah’s parting words. “That and that he would be watching me and that we would meet again.”
“I’ll kill him.” Dom ব্যক্ত as he clenched his fists. “Elizabeth, I need আপনি now!”
I heard her footsteps about a মিনিট before Elizabeth was standing পরবর্তি to Dom, her perfection pissing me off even আরো then I was before. I already felt like crap, now I had to feel like I looked horrible because this perfect being was in our presence….GREAT.
