মাইকেল জ্যাকসন Article: MJ অনুরাগী who became অনুরাগী after his death

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MJ অনুরাগী who became অনুরাগী after his death

posted by House34

I've liked the great ..singer, Michael Jackson, for a while back..I remember when I was a kid and I was watching TV and I was hearing about MJ..and I've always loved his music.
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.

I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..

I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.

Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..

The পরবর্তি দিন after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..

আপনি see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.

And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I ..

since he's left, I've been trying to find out আরো things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather আরো and আরো information so I can let the world know I am his অনুরাগী and I want to make him live forever.

I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.

I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to প্রদর্শনী the world I have been blessed with প্রণয় and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.

But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.

I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..

I hate that I've known আরো about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I প্রণয় him since.. 19_ _ whatever and আপনি just think আপনি প্রণয় him but আপনি don't".. :( " I প্রণয় Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"

It's killing me.

What is a true অনুরাগী ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a অনুরাগী either.

..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they প্রণয় him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I প্রণয় Michael আরো than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?

I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's প্রণয় and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I প্রণয় him less.

I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know আরো about him. And প্রণয় him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before অথবা who wish they were born earlier..and so on..

I just wish everyone would accept that আপনি CAN be an MJ অনুরাগী even if আপনি started loving him after he passed.

Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another অনুরাগী of his music..as I used to be.

It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ অনুরাগী in real অনুরাগী and not real অনুরাগী is soo sad :(

suzanna19mj, ShyannaLovesMJ and 17 others like this

Waterwhip I'm with you. I went through almsot the exact same thing. I am also sick of people telling me I am a fake. If he was still alive, I . . . I wouldnt know who he was. I wouldnt know anything and I might as well be another ignorant hater. But,no, I am no hater nor am I a fighter. I am a proud lover of Michael Joseph Jackson.

DangerousPYT ...okay,i ve been a fan way b4 he died and i knew of his works...i h8 how people think that you r a fake if u didnt know him b4.do they know what lives in your brain and heart? NO! So tell 'em to STFU and as long as you know you have a love that cannot lie 4 michael,they cant hurt u no matter what they say.

droberson1104 This article is articulated so well!!! I have also heard of people who knew of him but may or may not have been into his music. These people never considered themselves fans...UNTIL NOW!!! I think that is so AWESOME!!! Him leaving us is such a shock that it made a lot of us (including me) realize how unique and wonderful he always was. The MAN may be gone but his MESSSAGE is still here with us and if you got the message NOW, it is NEVER too late. The added plus to this whole thing is you get to discover all of the music, art, poetry, and humanitarianism that was either covered by his "eccentricities" or "scandals". Enjoy ALL of his music and short films. Enjoy his style. Enjoy the MAN, which some people tried to keep us away from. He left it ALL for you and us, the world. But MOST importantly, get his MESSAGE and don't ever let go of it!!! Take care friend!!!

OmerBhattisBaby This is soo beautiful,i love michael jackson so much,he is and musical angel JUST GREAT

MichaelsShamone Very nice article. I must say that it was wrong that some people started ''Loving'' MJ even more after he passed away I mean,I don't know how to explain this. I don't judge anyone,I myself am so young that when I was younger Michael wasn't on TV so much anymore but I remember that I Loved to dance on his songs,they played most of his 80's song I was 2 years old at that time and I was still a young child so basicly I don't remember All of it,but I also Must say that if your Love is True for Michael,then that is the most important not when or where you become a fan. I don't blame people because if you are so young and nobody told you about someone then how would you know about them? :( I feel so Sad .. still can't believe that he's Gone .. I still Cry .. Every single day ..

liberiangirl_mj You are so right!! I think in the same way, I never liked how many people are dividing the fans in real fans (before his death) and fake fans (after his death) Those people are really stupid!!! Because MJ is LEGEND, THE KING!! He will have fans after hundreds of years too.. will always be people who will want to discover him, who will love him and protect his legacy. I feel happy when I see young teens loving and being MJ fans!! It's AWESOME to see this. It's awesome to see that his music, genius, love.. will always be here through his fans. There were fake fans too after his death, I know it, I sow it. There were people who cared just few months.. and then they disappeared, they thought they love him but they didn't. (there were persons who told me this... that they are not MJ fans anymore.. and I was really sad when I heared it) The true love never disappear, the true love always stay there.. deep in your heart. And that's the only thing that counts. Your love for Michael.. not the year when you became a fan..

Lovetreehill To be a fan is not a number of years. To be a fan is not how many pictures you posted in this club or how you are active ! To be a fan is a feeling, a heart feeling. Nobody here has the right to say "You're a true or fake fan" Nobody on Earth has the right to judge other ! Only you know how he makes you feel. and to be fan what does it mean in fact ??? I don't know, I have no translation ! All is in our heart and can't be describe by words. I only know Michael was, is and will stay unique, nobody can't be compared to him and the World needs so much many big hearts like him !!! He's missed ! so missed :(

smoothmichael yes i am one those ppls who was fan after hes death idk how i didnt notice the man name Michael Jackson i love him and miss him

louvictoriaa I know exactly what you mean I was the same, I knew who Michael Jackson was and I liked his music my mum told me when I was younger my favourite song was Rockin' Robin. Anyway but I didn't know much about him personally now I do I've been researching reading books and all sorts. But in a way there are such people as 'fake fans' I believe they are the people who didn't like Michael Jackson when he was alive and believed everything that the Media said about him (like he bleached his skin, he never he had a rare skin disease called Vitiligo). But then when he died they claimed they loved him and he was a great person. That's just my opinion. :)

House34 @Lovetreehill "and to be fan what does it mean in fact ??? I don't know, I have no translation ! All is in our heart and can't be describe by words." :( I love you @louvictoriaa, I hope these people you talk about will realize how amazing Michael Jackson was. They have to!...maybe they will start finding out things about him and they'll start loving him

ShyannaLovesMJ I remember when I was younger, and it was the year after he died, and had turned 6. I remember hearing a song on the radio, and it was Man In The Mirror. By the first time I heard this song, I fell in love. The next year, when I was 7, I have learned to explore more sites on the web. And I have already learned that Michael Jackson sung Man In The Mirror. I decided to look Michael Jackson up to get to know more about him. And one thing I didn't know... was that he was dead already. I had a deep pain in my heart. But I still managed to become a fan of him for what comes in the future, but my brother and sister have kinda judged me for it. And to this day, I still love him. But only if I wasn't born so late, and didn't become a fan too late, I would felt better for myself. But now to this day, it's hard to let go, and listening to a song he made about his loneliness scarred me deeply, and if there was someone who was a fan just like me, who can tell me everything will be okay, but I feel like there isn't many anymore. And if there are, they probably won't because they will think I'm annoying, or they're just to far away. And right now.. I feel very lost, and I have no one to relate to without getting annoying. I just hope. But I agree with you.

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Michael and Me 4

posted by MissJackson77

The room went quiet. I could hear Michael's light breathing over the too of the men who were sat opposite Michael. I peeped out from under the টেবিল to see what was going on. I saw about 12 guys, 11 dressed in black স্যুইটস্‌ and 1 dressed in a grey one. I was assuming the grey-suited guy was the main guy. I saw Michael, he was looking a little nervous but professional. I saw one of the men stand up, leaning on the টেবিল with his hands.
"So, what do আপনি want from us?" the guy asked, with a yell. Michael now looked angry. Michael stood up.
"You know what I want, I want আপনি to back off!" He yelled...

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Michael and Me

posted by MissJackson77

[For this story, my name is going to be Becky. Hope আপনি like the story, please tell me what আপনি think of it, Thank you:)]

Chapter 1: [In 1988, BAD era Michael]
"Michael pass me the ball!" I called ahead to Michael, who was running with the ball I was asking for, about 10 metres ahead of me. We were in the field near Neverland, which was huge. Me and Michael always enjoyed playing there.
"You gotta catch me first!" Michael giggled, running faster. I tried to run a little faster but I wasn't very good at running and I have asthma which makes me tired quicker. I gave up and stopped running, falling...

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You're Everything To Me: off the দেওয়াল era part 12

posted by KikiKool1983

Michael and Quincy sat in the room, listening to the tapes that were recorded just a few hours ago. It was unclear what Quincy thought, but Michael felt the grown up and disco feel it had. " This is gonna sell." He mumbled excitedly. Quincy nodded in agreement before standing up. " নমস্কার Mike, I gotta go, my wife Peggy is waiting for me. And so is her চিংড়ি gumbo. See ya later Funky." He left.

Now I was alone, with nobody to be found. So, I packed up everything and left. Mother was probably get worried, so I called my driver to get me home, since my car was in the ভান্দার getting repainted.

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Fancy and Michael: A Forever Friendship part 11

posted by KikiKool1983

Michael's P.O.V.

Just sitting here watching Joseph and Tito arguing for about two hours now.

" Boy, I know আপনি don't wanna get married, right? That Deidre, Deanna, Dana, Daphne girl, whatever her name is will get in the way." Joseph scowled, crossing his arms.

" But Joseph, she won't be any harm to the group. She just wants me! And her name is DeeDee." Tito argued.

I really don't understand why Joseph flips out when somebody wants to get married. He did when Rebbie had gotten married, though we weren't able to make it.

Tito is getting around that age where people start to feel free, so I don't...

Michael Jackson - If...

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My Dear Friend Part 22

posted by Eternalmike

Michael's P.O.V
So Joseph told everyone to get dressed. I was the first to do so because I'm so excited! Also curious. Still wondering. It's 11:26 right now.

Dahlias family made a stop to the gas station. Daniel went to পাম্প the gas while Dahlia and her mother went to the bathroom. After they went to the bathroom, they got to the car and Daniel was finished pumping the gas.Daniel gave back Moms gas card. Then they continued to drive to the Jacksons house.
About an ঘন্টা later, they arrived at the house. Joseph and the boys were outside to greet them. When Dahlia got out the car, Michael ran towards...

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Michael And Bugs Bunny

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My Dear Friend Part 14

posted by Eternalmike

Dahlia now

6 years later... Dahlia is now used to her life in Nevada. Michael and his brothers are getting really famous and are moving to California.But Michael and his brothers and Joseph stop in Nevada. Dahlia never forgot about Michael, she has a huge crush on him now. Michael didn't either, they're going to meet for the first time in 6 years...

Dahlia's P.O.V
So Mia (my best friend) and I were watching the Brady bunch today! Our পছন্দ character is Marcia Brady. The Brady Bunch is always entertaining to watch with Mia. Mia is so fun and crazy! But I miss Michael my supporter. I saw him perform in...

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You're Everything To Me: The Jacksons Era part 7

posted by KikiKool1983

Michael now

4 years later...

1978

Michael's P.O.V.

Things been going well, but I feel like I'm missing something. I haven't seen Jaycee since she moved to New York with her family back in '74. The only thing I have left of her is a স্বর্ণ chain নেকলেস she gave me after one of my concerts. To tell the truth, I really do miss her and if I had the chance to, I would tell her that I প্রণয় her. My thoughts were interrupted when I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was Diana; as in Diana Ross. That's right, we were still shooting the Wiz.

" Mike, time to shoot again. আপনি okay?" She asked with a smooth, calm voice...

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Behind The Scenes Of The 1971 টেলিভিশন Special, "Going Back To Indiana"

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My Dear Friend Part 12

posted by Eternalmike

Dahlia

Dahlia's P.O.V(last দিন of school)
So I'm moving two days after today. I'm going to the lunchroom with Michael who's holding onto me. "I'm gonna miss আপনি so much" Michael said. Michael is clinging to me like glue.We sit down at our usual table.Michael asked me if he could have Athena.I told him no but inside I wanted to say yes. I'm going to miss him so much!

Michael's P.O.V(After school into vacation)
I clung to Dahlia like no tomorrow! I invited her and Athena tomorrow to spend our last দিন together. I প্রণয় her so much, I can't let go so easily! I just feel like going with her to Nevada but...

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My Dear Friend Part 11

posted by Eternalmike

Dahlia's P.O.V (After school)
So I return প্রথমপাতা and my parents called me in the living room. I walked in and ব্যক্ত "What's going on?" I know that when they call me into the living room, something's going on. My parents were shaky like they didn't know how to tell the news to me.It was silent for a মিনিট and then my dad spoke out the news that changed my life.
"Honey, I got a job that's far away from our house so we're moving."
My jaw just flew open."We are moving to Nevada" My mom said. My jaw was still flung open. My brother walked in and ব্যক্ত " Wow, looks like she's pretty shocked!" My dad said...

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My Dear Friend Part 8

posted by Eternalmike

The Jackson 5

Michael's P.O.V
So it's 6:25 AM and it's way before I get up for school! I live close to school so I get up at 7. Plus, it's Friday! I'm so psyched that Dahlia's coming over and maybe Athena ( I just want that cat so bad!!) I can't wait!!

Dahlia's P.O.V
So it's lunch time at school and I just told him I'm bringing Athena. Michael has this goofy smile that's just adorable.I know he can't wait for Athena!
After school
So I have Athena in the car with my dad. Athena is পরবর্তি to me looking out the window.I have a feeling we're near 2300 Jackson street...
Here we are! I'm at Michael's house and Michael...

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Michael Oh Michael.

posted by awsomegtax

Dear Michael Jackson

I know আপনি aren't here with us now, and heaven took আপনি to soon. If only আপনি could read this, I want আপনি to know that we your অনুরাগী will never forget আপনি অথবা your amazing legacy. I continue to play your সঙ্গীত in my car, and when I am at প্রথমপাতা at times. আপনি run across my mind everyday, and not a দিন goes দ্বারা that I don't think about আপনি অথবা your amazing legacy. Your সঙ্গীত pulls me out of my darkest hours, and brightens them, and I am so blessed I met so many people here at the Michael Jackson ফ্যানপপ Club. I am লেখা from my heart, and I just want আপনি to know how much we প্রণয় and miss আপনি Michael.

~ Love, Cody.

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My Dear Friend Part 6

posted by Eternalmike

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Dahlia's P.O.V
So I thought of a flashback to when me and Michael first met.He was always such a nice guy. We talked every time we had the chance. My first দিন turned from the worst to the best and it was all because of Michael.They say the best things in life come when আপনি aren't looking for them. In that classroom on the first day, I gave up looking for that person and just sat randomly. That দিন I thought I was going to be the loneliest person in Kindergarten.But Michael picked me up from the ground and made me an individual at this school. I feel like I know my place because of him.Ever...

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CRAZY.SEXY.COOL &KING OF POP chapter 2

posted by journeemj

Chapter 2 : kick your game

After the সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান we met fans,signed autographs, and took pictures. After all of our group duties were done we were ushered to a tented Window limo. pebbles blew a চুম্বন and waved us good bye saying that she would meet up with us tonight over dinner. We would of went right now with me, T-boz and chilli being hungry n all (for god sake she's eating for two now :) ) but pebbles ব্যক্ত she had some 'important" manager things to handle. yeah right her husband is her boss I know what they're doing :)

on our way to not just any hotel but MGM GRAND HOTEL ! :

"so chilli আপনি wanna...

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CRAZY.SEXY.COOL &KING OF POP chapter 1

posted by journeemj

Chapter 1 :1,2,3,4 Yall Oooooh..... on the TLC Tip

T-L-C , T-L-C, T-L-C. , that was the Chant of the crowd before we hit the stage. wow just thinking we have millions of অনুরাগী now and it's our first tour and our album has been out for six months and has reached #14 on the charts. ME Lisa Nicole Lopes being a member of a inspirational girl group !!!! Putting the এল-মৃত্যু পত্র in TLC with my cool rapping style. I can see myself in days beyond now still giving that kick to the সঙ্গীত industry for female rappers.

enough of that .….

Pebbles knocks on our dressing room door and sticks her head in "you girl's ready...

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You're Everything To Me: The Jacksons Era Chapter 6

posted by KikiKool1983

Jaycee's P.O.V.

When Michael dropped me off, I felt sick to my stomach. Something is nagging at me, I just can't figure it out. It didn't help that Jada was in the car either, she's very annoying and pushy. The whole time her mouth was going ' Why are we leaving?' ' Can I stay at Hayvenhurst?' ' Can we stay longer?' ' Why do we have to go প্রথমপাতা so early?'.

Not only that, but I threw up on the way. I threw up on the sidewalk, on the রাস্তা and in Michael's limo. When we finally got there, my vision was blurry, my throat had a knot in it and my back was killing me. This was officially the worst...

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Fancy and Michael: A Forever Friendship part 7

posted by KikiKool1983

Colette

পরবর্তি Morning...

Fancy's P.O.V.

In the dining room, we were eating প্যানকেকস while listening to some of Motown's greatest hits. Watching Michael eat reminded me of when we used to eat প্যানকেকস at my house back in Gary. I miss all the good times we had together...

( Flashback 1966)

Orlando, Florida

Michael and I were watching the waves cascade over the সৈকত floor and flush away. The sun's warm rays pressed heat on our backs while the cotton like clouds hovered over our heads.

Our feet was deep in the golden brown sand while our hands were clutched together. Gary was nothing like Florida. This...

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Is it Me অথবা I'm going Insane Finale

posted by Eternalmike

Marlon

Both Mikes gasped."Haylee, what makes আপনি think that আপনি can keep him here?" Other M ব্যক্ত defensively."Easy, I'm going to destroy the portal so he can never go back to that দুশ্চরিত্রা he calls his girlfriend!" Haylee responded holding a hammer."Wait, how did আপনি get here?" Michael asked."By following that dumb guy" Haylee ব্যক্ত pointing at Other Mike"Stevie Wonder can follow your footsteps"."Hey I'm not dumb Haylee and Stevie Wonder us blind" Other Michael ব্যক্ত defending himself."That's the thing dumb ass!" Haylee ব্যক্ত snickering."Hey stop snickering at other Mike! He's my best friend in this world...