*May 4th, 1988. দিন before the wedding*
"Okay and then আপনি shall say your vows, exchange rings and then চুম্বন and be on your way!" ব্যক্ত the minister. Michael and I and our family came to the church we are marrying in to do the rehearsal before the night is out. Tomorrow is mine and Michael's wedding. His arm is healed, my hair has shortened to shoulder length with চকোলেট low-lights and bleach blonde high-lights, Michael's look hasn't changed, and everything for the wedding is ready and prepared for tomorrow. I can't believe it's finally here. Michael and I are getting married tomorrow! Michael and I shook hands with the minister and we were all dismissed out of the church.
"Should we get something to eat before we separate for the night, baby?" asked Michael. "Sure. Where ever আপনি want to go." We decided we wanted to go to The Cheesecake Factory and just have some dessert. Michael ordered the Vanilla শিম cheesecake and I ordered tiramisu cheesecake. As usual, when Michel and I go out in public together (which is EXTREMELY little) we get attacked with প্রশ্ন দ্বারা papparizzi and অনুরাগী want pictures and blah blah blah. So these two little girls walk up to us and ask,"Are আপনি Michael Jackson and Evanescence?" we both nodded our heads and smiled at them They were so adorable.
"Can we have a picture with you? Pleeaase?" ব্যক্ত the one girl. We couldn't help but say yes to the sweet little faces. Their mother held up the camera and we each had a child on our laps and smiled, holding the children tight to us. "Thank আপনি Evanescence! Thank আপনি Michael Jackson!" ব্যক্ত the girls. We both ব্যক্ত good-bye and waved to them as they skipped with glee, holding hands and left the restaurant.
"They were too cute. So precious." ব্যক্ত Michael, taking a small bite of his cheesecake. "Yeah. They really were adorable. Maybe we'll have a girl just as beautiful as them." "Well with your perfection, I don't see how we couldn't" ব্যক্ত Michael, giving me a wink as I shockingly blushed at his comment. I have grown used to Michael complimenting me so I don't understand why I am blushing all of a sudden.
After we finished our cheesecake and left, Michael and I went back প্রথমপাতা so he could pack his bag to stay with his sister, Janet, for the night. I didn't want Michael to leave but we wanted to keep the tradition of the groom and bride sleeping apart. I assisted Michael with his clothes and helped him make sure he had everything. We headed downstairs and waited for Janet in the kithen. When we finally heard Janet pull up to the driveway and honk, we both went into depression. "I'll see আপনি tomorrow." ব্যক্ত Michael "I'll be the one white." "That's pretty convincing." I giggled at Michael's মতামত and hugged him tightly. I didn't want to forget how warm he felt against my chest.
After we released each other's grip from the hug, Michael starred into my eyes as I did so to him. He started to carress the side of my face and glide his fingers across my lips. I closed my eyes and kissed each of his finger tips as his fingers slid them across my mouth. When Michael finally put his whole hand on my cheek, he whispered softly, "I wish I could stay with আপনি for a while. আপনি look so beautiful tonight. You're eyes are so beautiful. You're mouth is so sweet. A lot of people don't understand me, but that's because they don't know me at all. They don't know how much I need you. God, I need you. I প্রণয় আপনি so much" I was touched দ্বারা what Michael ব্যক্ত to me. I couldn't help but pull him in for one kiss.
"I প্রণয় you" I ব্যক্ত just before he smashed his lips against mine. He was getting excited with every touch and every time our lips would lock together. "Just one আরো time" Michael whispered as we continued to kiss. "One আরো time what?" "Let me make প্রণয় to আপনি one আরো time while we're still like this." he moaned inbetween our চুম্বন as he was pushing me towards the রান্নাঘর counter and taking a grip at the front of my jeans. "No, Michael. আপনি have to go. We don't have time" "Please. Let me প্রণয় you. I want আপনি so much" he was moaning while sliding me up on শীর্ষ of the counter and pulling his waist in between my open legs. "Michael, stop. আপনি have to go. I'll be completely yours tomorrow. আপনি can have your way with me tomorrow night. I promise." I said, pulling myself off the counter
He wasn't happy but he knew I was right. There was no time and Janet was waiting for him. "Tomorrow is our day. It'll be perfect." I ব্যক্ত as I gave him one last hug. "I প্রণয় you, Michael." he didn't say anything. Just gave me a চুম্বন on the forehead and smiled. I watched as he grabbed his bag and headed out the door. I ran after him to walk him to the car and send him off. "Wait! Michael!" he sat in the passenger আসন of the car and rolled down the window. I stuck my head in and gave one আরো চুম্বন and my "T" নেকলেস I always wore that he gave me when we were children. "I'll still be with আপনি as long as আপনি have this necklace." Michael smiled and gave me a চুম্বন on the cheek and said,"Thank you. I প্রণয় আপনি too. See আপনি tomorrow" and they drove away.
After they drove away, I headed inside and went upstairs to take a shower. It was nine o'clock and I needed to clean up before I head to bed. I took a nice, long, hot ঝরনা then dried my hair and laid down. I was shocked দ্বারা how exhausted I felt. I figured দ্বারা how excited I am for tomorrow that I would be wide awake but every মিনিট I felt my eye lids getting heavier and heavier. I was thankful I actually was tired. Because then that means I could get better beauty sleep. And Lord knows I need it.
I could feel myself drifting further and further into a slumber. I didn't fight it because this is what I wanted. Within seconds, I knew I was asleep. And before I know it, I'll be waking up tomorrow morning, getting ready to marry Michael Jospeh Jackson.
"Okay and then আপনি shall say your vows, exchange rings and then চুম্বন and be on your way!" ব্যক্ত the minister. Michael and I and our family came to the church we are marrying in to do the rehearsal before the night is out. Tomorrow is mine and Michael's wedding. His arm is healed, my hair has shortened to shoulder length with চকোলেট low-lights and bleach blonde high-lights, Michael's look hasn't changed, and everything for the wedding is ready and prepared for tomorrow. I can't believe it's finally here. Michael and I are getting married tomorrow! Michael and I shook hands with the minister and we were all dismissed out of the church.
"Should we get something to eat before we separate for the night, baby?" asked Michael. "Sure. Where ever আপনি want to go." We decided we wanted to go to The Cheesecake Factory and just have some dessert. Michael ordered the Vanilla শিম cheesecake and I ordered tiramisu cheesecake. As usual, when Michel and I go out in public together (which is EXTREMELY little) we get attacked with প্রশ্ন দ্বারা papparizzi and অনুরাগী want pictures and blah blah blah. So these two little girls walk up to us and ask,"Are আপনি Michael Jackson and Evanescence?" we both nodded our heads and smiled at them They were so adorable.
"Can we have a picture with you? Pleeaase?" ব্যক্ত the one girl. We couldn't help but say yes to the sweet little faces. Their mother held up the camera and we each had a child on our laps and smiled, holding the children tight to us. "Thank আপনি Evanescence! Thank আপনি Michael Jackson!" ব্যক্ত the girls. We both ব্যক্ত good-bye and waved to them as they skipped with glee, holding hands and left the restaurant.
"They were too cute. So precious." ব্যক্ত Michael, taking a small bite of his cheesecake. "Yeah. They really were adorable. Maybe we'll have a girl just as beautiful as them." "Well with your perfection, I don't see how we couldn't" ব্যক্ত Michael, giving me a wink as I shockingly blushed at his comment. I have grown used to Michael complimenting me so I don't understand why I am blushing all of a sudden.
After we finished our cheesecake and left, Michael and I went back প্রথমপাতা so he could pack his bag to stay with his sister, Janet, for the night. I didn't want Michael to leave but we wanted to keep the tradition of the groom and bride sleeping apart. I assisted Michael with his clothes and helped him make sure he had everything. We headed downstairs and waited for Janet in the kithen. When we finally heard Janet pull up to the driveway and honk, we both went into depression. "I'll see আপনি tomorrow." ব্যক্ত Michael "I'll be the one white." "That's pretty convincing." I giggled at Michael's মতামত and hugged him tightly. I didn't want to forget how warm he felt against my chest.
After we released each other's grip from the hug, Michael starred into my eyes as I did so to him. He started to carress the side of my face and glide his fingers across my lips. I closed my eyes and kissed each of his finger tips as his fingers slid them across my mouth. When Michael finally put his whole hand on my cheek, he whispered softly, "I wish I could stay with আপনি for a while. আপনি look so beautiful tonight. You're eyes are so beautiful. You're mouth is so sweet. A lot of people don't understand me, but that's because they don't know me at all. They don't know how much I need you. God, I need you. I প্রণয় আপনি so much" I was touched দ্বারা what Michael ব্যক্ত to me. I couldn't help but pull him in for one kiss.
"I প্রণয় you" I ব্যক্ত just before he smashed his lips against mine. He was getting excited with every touch and every time our lips would lock together. "Just one আরো time" Michael whispered as we continued to kiss. "One আরো time what?" "Let me make প্রণয় to আপনি one আরো time while we're still like this." he moaned inbetween our চুম্বন as he was pushing me towards the রান্নাঘর counter and taking a grip at the front of my jeans. "No, Michael. আপনি have to go. We don't have time" "Please. Let me প্রণয় you. I want আপনি so much" he was moaning while sliding me up on শীর্ষ of the counter and pulling his waist in between my open legs. "Michael, stop. আপনি have to go. I'll be completely yours tomorrow. আপনি can have your way with me tomorrow night. I promise." I said, pulling myself off the counter
He wasn't happy but he knew I was right. There was no time and Janet was waiting for him. "Tomorrow is our day. It'll be perfect." I ব্যক্ত as I gave him one last hug. "I প্রণয় you, Michael." he didn't say anything. Just gave me a চুম্বন on the forehead and smiled. I watched as he grabbed his bag and headed out the door. I ran after him to walk him to the car and send him off. "Wait! Michael!" he sat in the passenger আসন of the car and rolled down the window. I stuck my head in and gave one আরো চুম্বন and my "T" নেকলেস I always wore that he gave me when we were children. "I'll still be with আপনি as long as আপনি have this necklace." Michael smiled and gave me a চুম্বন on the cheek and said,"Thank you. I প্রণয় আপনি too. See আপনি tomorrow" and they drove away.
After they drove away, I headed inside and went upstairs to take a shower. It was nine o'clock and I needed to clean up before I head to bed. I took a nice, long, hot ঝরনা then dried my hair and laid down. I was shocked দ্বারা how exhausted I felt. I figured দ্বারা how excited I am for tomorrow that I would be wide awake but every মিনিট I felt my eye lids getting heavier and heavier. I was thankful I actually was tired. Because then that means I could get better beauty sleep. And Lord knows I need it.
I could feel myself drifting further and further into a slumber. I didn't fight it because this is what I wanted. Within seconds, I knew I was asleep. And before I know it, I'll be waking up tomorrow morning, getting ready to marry Michael Jospeh Jackson.
The mega-lawyer who successfully defended Michael Jackson in his molestation case is coming out swinging at Dr. Murray's defense team -- blaming MJ's death squarely on Murray because the singer was "not suicidal."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest মতামত -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest মতামত -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
The prosecutor in the Michael Jackson manslaughter preliminary hearing -- which begins tomorrow -- will not call Michael's eldest son, Prince Michael, to testify about what he saw the দিন his dad died ... sources tell TMZ.
Dr. Conrad Murray has ব্যক্ত after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered দ্বারা Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly দ্বারা administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the দিন he died.
Dr. Conrad Murray has ব্যক্ত after administering CPR he ran downstairs and asked the chef to send up Prince Michael, who saw his dad's lifeless body lying in the bed.
In fact, we're told no one from MJ's family will be called to the stand during the prelim.
As TMZ first reported, prosecutors plan to call 30 witnesses during the 2-week prelim ... many of whom will be medical professionals offering opinions about the standard of care administered দ্বারা Dr. Murray.
There will be no "star witness" in the prelim. Sources tell us the various witnesses will form building blocks, making the case that Dr. Murray acted recklessly দ্বারা administering Propofol and other drugs to Jackson the দিন he died.
Show some respect by him. Let's say NO.
The owners of the Neverland Ranch -- the former প্রথমপাতা of Michael Jackson -- want to turn the property into a teenage সঙ্গীত haven.
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small সঙ্গীত institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including লেখা and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The সেকেন্ড -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small সঙ্গীত institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including লেখা and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The সেকেন্ড -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
All alone wishing on stars
Waiting for আপনি to find me
One sweet night I knew I would see
A stranger who'd be my friend
When someone in the dark reaches out to you
And touches off a spark that comes shining through
It tells আপনি never be afraid
Then somewhere in your হৃদয় আপনি can feel the glow
A light to keep আপনি warm when the night winds blow
Like it was written in the stars I knew
My friend, my someone in the dark was you
Promise me we'll always be
Walking the world together
Hand in hand where dreams never end
My তারকা secret friend and me
When someone in the dark reaches out to you
And touches off a spark that comes shining through
It tells আপনি never be afraid
Then somewhere in your হৃদয় আপনি can feel the glow
A light to keep আপনি warm when the night winds blow
Look for the রামধনু in the sky
I believe আপনি and I
Could never really say goodbye
Wherever আপনি may be
I'll look up and see
Someone in the dark for me
Wherever আপনি may be
I'll look up and see
Someone in the dark for me
Waiting for আপনি to find me
One sweet night I knew I would see
A stranger who'd be my friend
When someone in the dark reaches out to you
And touches off a spark that comes shining through
It tells আপনি never be afraid
Then somewhere in your হৃদয় আপনি can feel the glow
A light to keep আপনি warm when the night winds blow
Like it was written in the stars I knew
My friend, my someone in the dark was you
Promise me we'll always be
Walking the world together
Hand in hand where dreams never end
My তারকা secret friend and me
When someone in the dark reaches out to you
And touches off a spark that comes shining through
It tells আপনি never be afraid
Then somewhere in your হৃদয় আপনি can feel the glow
A light to keep আপনি warm when the night winds blow
Look for the রামধনু in the sky
I believe আপনি and I
Could never really say goodbye
Wherever আপনি may be
I'll look up and see
Someone in the dark for me
Wherever আপনি may be
I'll look up and see
Someone in the dark for me
Not that we're trying to flatter ourselves, but don't people in Bahrain get TMZ?
AQ Business Consultants has filed a petition in the Michael Jackson Estate case, asking the judge for permission to belatedly file a creditor's claim, on grounds it didn't know there was a time in asking for money.
AQ claims it helped Michael refinance $320,000,000 in loans, for which it was entitled to a $3.2 million fee. AQ claims it's still owed $1.2 mil.
The deadline for filing a claim has passed, but AQ claims it didn't get proper notice.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "I don't believe the claim has any merit but they're late in filing regardless."
But here's the thing ... TMZ is big in Bahrain, so what's the deal?
AQ Business Consultants has filed a petition in the Michael Jackson Estate case, asking the judge for permission to belatedly file a creditor's claim, on grounds it didn't know there was a time in asking for money.
AQ claims it helped Michael refinance $320,000,000 in loans, for which it was entitled to a $3.2 million fee. AQ claims it's still owed $1.2 mil.
The deadline for filing a claim has passed, but AQ claims it didn't get proper notice.
Howard Weitzman, the lawyer for the Estate, tells TMZ, "I don't believe the claim has any merit but they're late in filing regardless."
But here's the thing ... TMZ is big in Bahrain, so what's the deal?
Katherine Jackson told Oprah Winfrey ... it was Dr. Conrad Murray himself who broke the news that Michael Jackson was dead.
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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
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On an episode of "Oprah" airing today, Katherine explained how everyone at the hospital was reluctant to tell her what happened to her son.
She says Dr. Murray took so long in explaining things ... she had to cut him off, saying, "'Well, what happened? How is he? Did he make it?' And he said, 'No, he's gone.'"
See also
* Katherine Jackson's Partner -- My Bad!
* Katherine Jackson's Partner Backtracks on 'New' Song
* Rift in Michael Jackson's Family Over Song
t appears Katherine Jackson is going to do what Oksana Grigorieva couldn't ... appear on "The Oprah Winfrey Show."
Production trucks have arrived at the Jackson family compound in Encino along with two black SUVs. Members of the production crew told TMZ they are there for "an Oprah shoot."
A security guard told TMZ Oprah will not be প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে up ... so this could be filming for an introductory segment of the show.
No word on what the interview might be about ... but we're guessing the words Michael and Jackson will be used often.
UPDATE 5:10 PM PT -- No one has left yet, but there has been a visitor ... the Domino's পিজা delivery guy!
UPDATE 6:23 PM PT -- The production trucks are getting a parking ticket. Put it on Oprah's tab.
UPDATE 6:39 PM PT -- The two SUVs have taken off and the production crew has begun to load equipment. Looks like it's a wrap.
Production trucks have arrived at the Jackson family compound in Encino along with two black SUVs. Members of the production crew told TMZ they are there for "an Oprah shoot."
A security guard told TMZ Oprah will not be প্রদর্শিত হচ্ছে up ... so this could be filming for an introductory segment of the show.
No word on what the interview might be about ... but we're guessing the words Michael and Jackson will be used often.
UPDATE 5:10 PM PT -- No one has left yet, but there has been a visitor ... the Domino's পিজা delivery guy!
UPDATE 6:23 PM PT -- The production trucks are getting a parking ticket. Put it on Oprah's tab.
UPDATE 6:39 PM PT -- The two SUVs have taken off and the production crew has begun to load equipment. Looks like it's a wrap.
Dr. Conrad Murray won't just face the judge in his manslaughter case on Monday -- we're told an army of MJ অনুরাগী plans a little surprise of its own ... in the protest department.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the অনুরাগী group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson অনুরাগী plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly বিভক্ত করা for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
A rep for Justice4MJ -- the অনুরাগী group planning the demonstration -- tells TMZ that scores of Jackson অনুরাগী plan to attend ... and it's all going down on the freeway overpass near the L.A. courthouse.
We're told when the hearing ends ... the protesters plan to march from the courthouse -- then quickly বিভক্ত করা for the overpasses as Murray makes his exit. They will bid Dr. Murray adieu as he drives off -- probably not in the friendliest of ways.
But we're guessing the protest is the least of Dr. Murray's worries.
The company suing the Michael Jackson estate for $300 million over the Jackson family সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান that never took place just got two strikes against it, and the pitcher was a federal judge.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান before doing any other gigs. দ্বারা launching the লন্ডন series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান before doing any other gigs. দ্বারা launching the লন্ডন series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
