January 29, 2016,
I asked "are আপনি sure আপনি don't want me to stay a few আরো days?" Kyle ব্যক্ত "trust me AJ; I've got everything under control! Let's just enjoy our last night together before আপনি leave tomorrow on tour." I sat down on the বিছানা and ব্যক্ত "I was really excited to leave; but now I'm a little worried!" Kyle asked as he put our four মাস old daughter Addison on to the changing টেবিল "worried? Why? আপনি can trust me with Carter and Addison while you're gone!" I ব্যক্ত "it's not that that am worried about! I'm so used to আপনি keeping me under control and out of trouble! It's pretty much going to be just me on my own for nine months! I'll be lucky if my manager even talks to me আরো than once a day! That leaves a lot of time for me to get into trouble! That's what I am worried about!" He ব্যক্ত "I know that you're worried about that; but just remember what আপনি have to come প্রথমপাতা to! Two children that প্রণয় আপনি and a husband that would do anything for you!" I asked "promise that you'll have the nursery painted and decorated দ্বারা the time I get back?" Kyle rolled his eyes and ব্যক্ত "yes babe; I promise!" I asked "promise me that the house will not be a disaster when I come প্রথমপাতা in nine months?" He ব্যক্ত "I can't guarantee that the house will be perfect when আপনি get back; but it'll be decent." I shut off the light on the nightstand and Kyle asked "you're going to sleep already?" I ব্যক্ত "yeah; I have a long nine months ahead of me of lots of work; I need my rest." He ব্যক্ত seeming disappointed "okay; I understand." I asked "why? What's wrong? Did আপনি want me to stay awake?" He ব্যক্ত "no; nevermind." I ব্যক্ত "okay" and rolled over as I turned the TV on.
January 30, 2016,
I woke up and noticed that it was still dark outside. I looked over at the clock which ব্যক্ত 4 AM on it and realized that I wasn't going to be able to fall back asleep. I got out of বিছানা and walked down the hallway and into Carter's room. As he slept I climbed into বিছানা and laid পরবর্তি to him. I looked at how peaceful he was and then looked around his bedroom. There were posters of the Power Rangers, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, SpongeBob SquarePants, and তারকা Wars all over the walls. It kind of reminded me of what this bedroom looked like when it was my room.
I chuckled as I stared at Carter's tiny feet sticking out from the bottom of his blanket and I carefully slipped his feet under the covers. I kissed his forehead and made my way downstairs. I went into the রান্নাঘর and got a bowl out of the dishwasher. I grabbed a box of Lucky charms out of the pantry and sat down on the living room পালঙ্ক after pouring myself something to eat.
I turned on the TV and flipped through the channels. I noticed "Michael Jackson's this is it" was playing on এমটিভি and decided to watch it; even though there was only about two মিনিট left before it ended. Just as it switched to the channel, the words "dedicated to Prince, Paris, and Prince Michael the সেকেন্ড a.k.a. Blanket” flashed across the screen. I paused the TV and looked up to the sky as I ব্যক্ত "I hope I'm doing the right thing দ্বারা going on tour again dad! I have a bad feeling about this! I have too much going for me to mess it all up! My family is counting on me; but আপনি know how Hollywood is! They chew আপনি up and spit আপনি out faster than আপনি can defend yourself!"
I was interrupted দ্বারা Kyle asking "who are আপনি talking to?" I asked "what are আপনি doing up?" He ব্যক্ত "I got up to go to the bathroom and noticed that আপনি weren't there পরবর্তি to me in bed." I ব্যক্ত "I really don't know if I should leave! I have a really bad feeling about this! I wish আপনি could go with me!" He ব্যক্ত as he sat down পরবর্তি to me "I wish we could to; but Carter's too busy with school right now and Addison is still really small. It just wouldn't be a good idea to subject her to all those germs with her weak immune system. Maybe when the kids are older we can go with আপনি পরবর্তি time." I sighed and ব্যক্ত "I don't know if there's going to be a পরবর্তি time Kyle." Kyle asked confused "what do আপনি mean?" I ব্যক্ত "TBS called and they want to make a reality প্রদর্শনী about our life after the tour is over. I agreed to do it because I just want to be able to make money without having to go anywhere. I put my life into our family! I just think that the superstar years are behind me!" Kyle asked "do আপনি hear yourself right now? Being a famous musician was your dream ever since আপনি were a little kid! আপনি can't just throw all the hours আপনি put into it away! I know once আপনি get back out on that stage that you'll find yourself again! You're losing touch with who আপনি are and আপনি need to spend some time putting yourself first; instead of everyone else! I know আপনি প্রণয় all three of us; but আপনি need a break and the best break for আপনি right now is the music!"
I kissed Kyle and got off of the পালঙ্ক and ব্যক্ত "I guess you're right." He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist as I stood at the রান্নাঘর sink. He ব্যক্ত "I know I'm right!" I ব্যক্ত as he kissed my neck several times "I'm going to miss আপনি so much!" He whispered seductively in my ear "you don't leave for another two hours!" I playfully bit my lip and asked "so; what are আপনি suggesting?"
Kyle picked me up and threw me over his shoulder as he ran up the stairs. I whispered "be quiet; I don't want to wake the kids up because if Carter knows I'm leaving he'll throw a huge separation anxiety induced fit!" Kyle tossed me on the বিছানা in our bedroom and shut the door as I asked "what are আপনি doing?" He turned on the water in the ঝরনা that was over our huge Jacuzzi tub." He carried me into the bathroom and tossed me into the Jacuzzi with my pajamas still on. I laughed and asked "what the hell are আপনি doing?" He ব্যক্ত "don't worry about your clothes! They'll be off in a few minutes!"
I shrieked as the ice cold water rained down on me from the showerhead. I turned off the ঝরনা and started to run the water from the faucet. I asked "why is the water so cold?" He ব্যক্ত "it's going to take a few মিনিট to warm up because the pipes froze last night! They are almost unfrozen; so it should be warmer any মিনিট now."
After stripping off his clothes, he climbed into the Jacuzzi and ব্যক্ত "you weren't kidding when আপনি ব্যক্ত the water was cold! Thank God আপনি didn't put the drain plug in to start filling the tub because this water is freezing!" I ব্যক্ত "I hope it warms up soon!" To keep ourselves warm, we started a passionate make out session. One thing led to another and আপনি get the point.
As we lay there in the Jacuzzi with our bodies pressed up against each other, Kyle ব্যক্ত "I প্রণয় আপনি so much!" He ran his fingers through my blonde fauxhawk and I ব্যক্ত as I bit his bottom lip "I প্রণয় আপনি too! Do আপনি want me to check and see if the water is warm enough now to start filling the tub?" He ব্যক্ত "yes; go ahead." I turned the water back on and screamed as I chuckled while scolding hot water hit my foot. I yanked my foot out of the way and ব্যক্ত "it's definitely hot now!"
As we sat there waiting for the huge Jacuzzi to start filling up with water, I ব্যক্ত "I'm going to be so lonely without আপনি sleeping পরবর্তি to me every night! Nobody to talk to! Just me in a big empty hotel room!" He ব্যক্ত "just know that I'm going to be feeling just as lonely as আপনি are when আপনি leave." I hit a button to make the water come out faster because it still wasn't that full. Then I realized I hit the wrong button. Sudsy bubbles came out of all the holes inside the Jacuzzi at full blast. Kyle chuckled and asked "aren't আপনি going to shut off the bubbles?" I frantically hit the button over and over again. I chuckled as I ব্যক্ত "oh no; I think the buttons stuck!"
Before we knew it, Kyle and I were completely buried in bubbles. I managed to pull the drain plug with my foot; but that really didn't help the situation. I managed to dig myself out of the bubbles and pulled Kyle out with me. We both burst out laughing as the tub started to overflow with bubbles. Kyle asked "what are we going to do?" I looked at the clock on the দেওয়াল and ব্যক্ত "Frank going to be here any মিনিট and I'm not even dressed yet!" Kyle desperately shoved both of his socks into the hole that the bubbles for coming out of. He ব্যক্ত "that should buy us some time!"
I went back out to the bedroom and put my clothes on before running to answer the door. I answered it and Frank was standing there as he asked "what took আপনি so long to answer the door? I've been sending out here for a half hour!" I ব্যক্ত "trust me; আপনি don't want to know." Kyle ran down the stairs and I ব্যক্ত "I have to go babe because I'm running late. Tell the kids I প্রণয় them and I'll see them soon!" He kissed me one last time and ব্যক্ত "I প্রণয় you! Have fun; just relax!" I ব্যক্ত "I প্রণয় আপনি too and don't forget to video chat with me at night after the concerts!"
After boarding the bus, I got on my laptop and started to play game of solitaire. A few মিনিট into it, I got bored and started to go through the pictures on my laptop. There were so many of Kyle and I with the kids. I had to stop looking at them because it was making me sad. I'm really starting to wonder if I made the right decision! I didn't really want to leave and I probably would never want to leave if it were up to me!
February 3, 2016,
After a long সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান in Arizona, I lay on my hotel room বিছানা and my iPad started beeping. I picked it up and noticed that Kyle was trying to video chat with me. I accepted the request and he ব্যক্ত "hey; I miss you! How was the concert?" I shrugged it off and ব্যক্ত "okay I guess; I want to just come home!" Kyle ব্যক্ত "you know; you've been pregnant pretty much the entire time you've been 21. আপনি should go out and have a few drinks!" I ব্যক্ত with a worried expression on my face "I don't think that's such a good idea Kyle! The idea of me drinking again gives me a bad feeling!" Kyle asked "what's the worst that could happen?" I ব্যক্ত "a lot of things!" He ব্যক্ত "just have fun; that's all I'm saying! আপনি don't have to overdo it!"
I logged off of the video chat and dialed the numbers of a few of my backup dancers. They came up to the room and I opened up the mini fridge. The whole entire door was stuffed with বিয়ার bottles.…
February 4, 2016,
I opened my eyes to the sound of someone knocking on the hotel room door and noticed that I was laying face first on the floor. I mustered up the strength to go open the door with my head pounding worse than it ever has before. I answered it and was surprised to see Kyle standing there. He asked "are আপনি excited to see me?" I rubbed my head and asked "what are আপনি doing here?" He ব্যক্ত "I know you've been having a hard time being away from me and the kids; so I decided to give আপনি a visit for a few weeks!"
Kyle walked in and noticed the hotel room was a complete disaster, he looked at me and I immediately burst out crying. He hugged me and asked "what's wrong?" I ব্যক্ত "I can't do this anymore! I don't want this anymore! I just want to be normal again! I don't want the fame and I don't want the money! All I need is my family! I mean it when I say that I'm done with all this and I want to go home! Don't try to talk me out of it because I think for once in my life I making a good decision! All I remember from last night's grabbing beers out of the fridge! I only had to backup dancers with me and they call me and told me I had 24 beers last night; and was throwing up all over the place!"
I think finally Kyle noticed how badly I wanted my normal life back. He ব্যক্ত "come on; let's go home!" As we walked past my manager Frank's hotel room, he asked "where do আপনি think you're going? আপনি have a contract!" I ripped the contract in half right in front of him and ব্যক্ত "not anymore I don't!"
We ended up driving all the way from Arizona back to Los Angeles in Kyle's car; which gave us a lot of time to talk. He ব্যক্ত "I'm sorry it took me so long to realize that you're done with being famous! I guess that means that because you'll be প্রথমপাতা all the time he take care of the kids I can open up my own body shop! Hey; do আপনি ever wonder why your dad put up with আপনি and your crap for so long?" I ব্যক্ত "sometimes; I just wish I could know exactly what he was thinking!"
TO BE CONTINUED IN SEAQUL STORY/FANFICTION
I asked "are আপনি sure আপনি don't want me to stay a few আরো days?" Kyle ব্যক্ত "trust me AJ; I've got everything under control! Let's just enjoy our last night together before আপনি leave tomorrow on tour." I sat down on the বিছানা and ব্যক্ত "I was really excited to leave; but now I'm a little worried!" Kyle asked as he put our four মাস old daughter Addison on to the changing টেবিল "worried? Why? আপনি can trust me with Carter and Addison while you're gone!" I ব্যক্ত "it's not that that am worried about! I'm so used to আপনি keeping me under control and out of trouble! It's pretty much going to be just me on my own for nine months! I'll be lucky if my manager even talks to me আরো than once a day! That leaves a lot of time for me to get into trouble! That's what I am worried about!" He ব্যক্ত "I know that you're worried about that; but just remember what আপনি have to come প্রথমপাতা to! Two children that প্রণয় আপনি and a husband that would do anything for you!" I asked "promise that you'll have the nursery painted and decorated দ্বারা the time I get back?" Kyle rolled his eyes and ব্যক্ত "yes babe; I promise!" I asked "promise me that the house will not be a disaster when I come প্রথমপাতা in nine months?" He ব্যক্ত "I can't guarantee that the house will be perfect when আপনি get back; but it'll be decent." I shut off the light on the nightstand and Kyle asked "you're going to sleep already?" I ব্যক্ত "yeah; I have a long nine months ahead of me of lots of work; I need my rest." He ব্যক্ত seeming disappointed "okay; I understand." I asked "why? What's wrong? Did আপনি want me to stay awake?" He ব্যক্ত "no; nevermind." I ব্যক্ত "okay" and rolled over as I turned the TV on.
January 30, 2016,
I woke up and noticed that it was still dark outside. I looked over at the clock which ব্যক্ত 4 AM on it and realized that I wasn't going to be able to fall back asleep. I got out of বিছানা and walked down the hallway and into Carter's room. As he slept I climbed into বিছানা and laid পরবর্তি to him. I looked at how peaceful he was and then looked around his bedroom. There were posters of the Power Rangers, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, SpongeBob SquarePants, and তারকা Wars all over the walls. It kind of reminded me of what this bedroom looked like when it was my room.
I chuckled as I stared at Carter's tiny feet sticking out from the bottom of his blanket and I carefully slipped his feet under the covers. I kissed his forehead and made my way downstairs. I went into the রান্নাঘর and got a bowl out of the dishwasher. I grabbed a box of Lucky charms out of the pantry and sat down on the living room পালঙ্ক after pouring myself something to eat.
I turned on the TV and flipped through the channels. I noticed "Michael Jackson's this is it" was playing on এমটিভি and decided to watch it; even though there was only about two মিনিট left before it ended. Just as it switched to the channel, the words "dedicated to Prince, Paris, and Prince Michael the সেকেন্ড a.k.a. Blanket” flashed across the screen. I paused the TV and looked up to the sky as I ব্যক্ত "I hope I'm doing the right thing দ্বারা going on tour again dad! I have a bad feeling about this! I have too much going for me to mess it all up! My family is counting on me; but আপনি know how Hollywood is! They chew আপনি up and spit আপনি out faster than আপনি can defend yourself!"
I was interrupted দ্বারা Kyle asking "who are আপনি talking to?" I asked "what are আপনি doing up?" He ব্যক্ত "I got up to go to the bathroom and noticed that আপনি weren't there পরবর্তি to me in bed." I ব্যক্ত "I really don't know if I should leave! I have a really bad feeling about this! I wish আপনি could go with me!" He ব্যক্ত as he sat down পরবর্তি to me "I wish we could to; but Carter's too busy with school right now and Addison is still really small. It just wouldn't be a good idea to subject her to all those germs with her weak immune system. Maybe when the kids are older we can go with আপনি পরবর্তি time." I sighed and ব্যক্ত "I don't know if there's going to be a পরবর্তি time Kyle." Kyle asked confused "what do আপনি mean?" I ব্যক্ত "TBS called and they want to make a reality প্রদর্শনী about our life after the tour is over. I agreed to do it because I just want to be able to make money without having to go anywhere. I put my life into our family! I just think that the superstar years are behind me!" Kyle asked "do আপনি hear yourself right now? Being a famous musician was your dream ever since আপনি were a little kid! আপনি can't just throw all the hours আপনি put into it away! I know once আপনি get back out on that stage that you'll find yourself again! You're losing touch with who আপনি are and আপনি need to spend some time putting yourself first; instead of everyone else! I know আপনি প্রণয় all three of us; but আপনি need a break and the best break for আপনি right now is the music!"
I kissed Kyle and got off of the পালঙ্ক and ব্যক্ত "I guess you're right." He walked over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist as I stood at the রান্নাঘর sink. He ব্যক্ত "I know I'm right!" I ব্যক্ত as he kissed my neck several times "I'm going to miss আপনি so much!" He whispered seductively in my ear "you don't leave for another two hours!" I playfully bit my lip and asked "so; what are আপনি suggesting?"
Kyle picked me up and threw me over his shoulder as he ran up the stairs. I whispered "be quiet; I don't want to wake the kids up because if Carter knows I'm leaving he'll throw a huge separation anxiety induced fit!" Kyle tossed me on the বিছানা in our bedroom and shut the door as I asked "what are আপনি doing?" He turned on the water in the ঝরনা that was over our huge Jacuzzi tub." He carried me into the bathroom and tossed me into the Jacuzzi with my pajamas still on. I laughed and asked "what the hell are আপনি doing?" He ব্যক্ত "don't worry about your clothes! They'll be off in a few minutes!"
I shrieked as the ice cold water rained down on me from the showerhead. I turned off the ঝরনা and started to run the water from the faucet. I asked "why is the water so cold?" He ব্যক্ত "it's going to take a few মিনিট to warm up because the pipes froze last night! They are almost unfrozen; so it should be warmer any মিনিট now."
After stripping off his clothes, he climbed into the Jacuzzi and ব্যক্ত "you weren't kidding when আপনি ব্যক্ত the water was cold! Thank God আপনি didn't put the drain plug in to start filling the tub because this water is freezing!" I ব্যক্ত "I hope it warms up soon!" To keep ourselves warm, we started a passionate make out session. One thing led to another and আপনি get the point.
As we lay there in the Jacuzzi with our bodies pressed up against each other, Kyle ব্যক্ত "I প্রণয় আপনি so much!" He ran his fingers through my blonde fauxhawk and I ব্যক্ত as I bit his bottom lip "I প্রণয় আপনি too! Do আপনি want me to check and see if the water is warm enough now to start filling the tub?" He ব্যক্ত "yes; go ahead." I turned the water back on and screamed as I chuckled while scolding hot water hit my foot. I yanked my foot out of the way and ব্যক্ত "it's definitely hot now!"
As we sat there waiting for the huge Jacuzzi to start filling up with water, I ব্যক্ত "I'm going to be so lonely without আপনি sleeping পরবর্তি to me every night! Nobody to talk to! Just me in a big empty hotel room!" He ব্যক্ত "just know that I'm going to be feeling just as lonely as আপনি are when আপনি leave." I hit a button to make the water come out faster because it still wasn't that full. Then I realized I hit the wrong button. Sudsy bubbles came out of all the holes inside the Jacuzzi at full blast. Kyle chuckled and asked "aren't আপনি going to shut off the bubbles?" I frantically hit the button over and over again. I chuckled as I ব্যক্ত "oh no; I think the buttons stuck!"
Before we knew it, Kyle and I were completely buried in bubbles. I managed to pull the drain plug with my foot; but that really didn't help the situation. I managed to dig myself out of the bubbles and pulled Kyle out with me. We both burst out laughing as the tub started to overflow with bubbles. Kyle asked "what are we going to do?" I looked at the clock on the দেওয়াল and ব্যক্ত "Frank going to be here any মিনিট and I'm not even dressed yet!" Kyle desperately shoved both of his socks into the hole that the bubbles for coming out of. He ব্যক্ত "that should buy us some time!"
I went back out to the bedroom and put my clothes on before running to answer the door. I answered it and Frank was standing there as he asked "what took আপনি so long to answer the door? I've been sending out here for a half hour!" I ব্যক্ত "trust me; আপনি don't want to know." Kyle ran down the stairs and I ব্যক্ত "I have to go babe because I'm running late. Tell the kids I প্রণয় them and I'll see them soon!" He kissed me one last time and ব্যক্ত "I প্রণয় you! Have fun; just relax!" I ব্যক্ত "I প্রণয় আপনি too and don't forget to video chat with me at night after the concerts!"
After boarding the bus, I got on my laptop and started to play game of solitaire. A few মিনিট into it, I got bored and started to go through the pictures on my laptop. There were so many of Kyle and I with the kids. I had to stop looking at them because it was making me sad. I'm really starting to wonder if I made the right decision! I didn't really want to leave and I probably would never want to leave if it were up to me!
February 3, 2016,
After a long সঙ্গীতানুষ্ঠান in Arizona, I lay on my hotel room বিছানা and my iPad started beeping. I picked it up and noticed that Kyle was trying to video chat with me. I accepted the request and he ব্যক্ত "hey; I miss you! How was the concert?" I shrugged it off and ব্যক্ত "okay I guess; I want to just come home!" Kyle ব্যক্ত "you know; you've been pregnant pretty much the entire time you've been 21. আপনি should go out and have a few drinks!" I ব্যক্ত with a worried expression on my face "I don't think that's such a good idea Kyle! The idea of me drinking again gives me a bad feeling!" Kyle asked "what's the worst that could happen?" I ব্যক্ত "a lot of things!" He ব্যক্ত "just have fun; that's all I'm saying! আপনি don't have to overdo it!"
I logged off of the video chat and dialed the numbers of a few of my backup dancers. They came up to the room and I opened up the mini fridge. The whole entire door was stuffed with বিয়ার bottles.…
February 4, 2016,
I opened my eyes to the sound of someone knocking on the hotel room door and noticed that I was laying face first on the floor. I mustered up the strength to go open the door with my head pounding worse than it ever has before. I answered it and was surprised to see Kyle standing there. He asked "are আপনি excited to see me?" I rubbed my head and asked "what are আপনি doing here?" He ব্যক্ত "I know you've been having a hard time being away from me and the kids; so I decided to give আপনি a visit for a few weeks!"
Kyle walked in and noticed the hotel room was a complete disaster, he looked at me and I immediately burst out crying. He hugged me and asked "what's wrong?" I ব্যক্ত "I can't do this anymore! I don't want this anymore! I just want to be normal again! I don't want the fame and I don't want the money! All I need is my family! I mean it when I say that I'm done with all this and I want to go home! Don't try to talk me out of it because I think for once in my life I making a good decision! All I remember from last night's grabbing beers out of the fridge! I only had to backup dancers with me and they call me and told me I had 24 beers last night; and was throwing up all over the place!"
I think finally Kyle noticed how badly I wanted my normal life back. He ব্যক্ত "come on; let's go home!" As we walked past my manager Frank's hotel room, he asked "where do আপনি think you're going? আপনি have a contract!" I ripped the contract in half right in front of him and ব্যক্ত "not anymore I don't!"
We ended up driving all the way from Arizona back to Los Angeles in Kyle's car; which gave us a lot of time to talk. He ব্যক্ত "I'm sorry it took me so long to realize that you're done with being famous! I guess that means that because you'll be প্রথমপাতা all the time he take care of the kids I can open up my own body shop! Hey; do আপনি ever wonder why your dad put up with আপনি and your crap for so long?" I ব্যক্ত "sometimes; I just wish I could know exactly what he was thinking!"
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