So, we're up and about now. You're softly humming a song and drumming on the counter and egg cartons.
"Don't drum on the stove, Eo," I tell you.
"That would suck," আপনি laugh, enchanting my ears.
"And hurt,"
আপনি agree and flip the French Toast. I ask if আপনি want any help. আপনি say that you've got it, and I nod and say 'kay.
You're so cute. You're glowing, like when আপনি do when you're around children, animals, সঙ্গীত অথবা dancing. When you're yourself. Playing a game, just... Amazing.
I sense আপনি about to turn around, so I mess with the bowl of ফলমূল on the table. I don't want আপনি to catch me staring... That'd be odd!
"Have any dreams?" আপনি ask. Your voice sounds like your facing me.
I blush. I'm not gonna tell আপনি about the dream. It's... Just no... "Not that I remember."
"Liar," আপনি laugh. "I know you."
"What dreams did you have?" I turn the answer onto you.
"New song and dance," আপনি say. "Now, your dream?" আপনি have that tell... me... the... secret look and tone of voice.
"What was the song?"
"Next week!" আপনি Smile. "Dream অথবা no French toast!"
"Damn you," I stick my tongue out.
আপনি ruffle my hair. I blush and fix it. "It was about the guy I like..." Truth.
"And? Who is this guy?"
"I... I can't tell ya..."
"I wanna make sure he's right for you."
"You would approve," I give আপনি a thumbs up.
"How old is he?"
"You sound like my dad..."I roll my eyes. "Age is just a number, that's it. It's not important..."
"Older than 18?" আপনি ask, eyebrow raised.
What of আপনি put things together and find out it's you? I feel tears well up in my eyes.
"Hey," আপনি say, gently lifting my chin up with your finger. Your eyes are gentle and caring... Like আপনি understand. I try to look away cuz আপনি can read me like a book. "Look at me, Adds..." I can't help but Cry. "Love is blind... But... Are আপনি sure he's the one?"
"I-I-I..." আপনি come over and hold me in your warm, caring eyes. "I প্রণয় him so much..." I was so close to saying you.
"I don't want him to do anything innaproprate to you..."
"He wouldn't... I... I just don't know if he feels like I do..."
"Tell me about him... I'll talk to him." You'd be having a conversation with yourself.
I know you're trying to do good, but I just Cry harder. It's you. That's all I want to say. So Badly. So much. It hurts. I clutch onto আপনি like you're the only thing in the world. Because to me আপনি are. I want to be with আপনি so much... Yo wipe my eyes and gently rock me, whispering all the right things. Then আপনি চুম্বন my tear-stained cheek. "Whatever Happens, Addiline, I'll always প্রণয় you... আরো than the sun and the stars. আরো than anyone. Even আরো than Diana! But don't tell her I ব্যক্ত that."
I chuckle. But my হৃদয় is pounding, fluttering. প্রজাপতি are invading my stomach.
Your প্রণয় for Diana is stong, but আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি প্রণয় me more. আপনি hold me close. আপনি gently say me me how I feel towards you. How you're Happier when I'm around and sadder when I'm not. "And I want আপনি to know, if anyone hurts আপনি , it'll be their ass."
"Michael..." I manage. "You know all those things আপনি said?"
"Those things that I meant every word about?" আপনি ask, moving my hair from my face.
I nod, sniffing. "I... I feel the same way..."
15 and 28... That maybe 13 years, but who cares?
আপনি hold me close. I hug আপনি tight. A giant weight has been lifted... "I প্রণয় আপনি so much..." I murmur. "I just... wish we were closer in age, so it wouldn't be weird for the family..."
"I know..." Your voice is shakey with emotion. আপনি tremble. I don't want আপনি to tremble, so I hold আপনি even tighter. "Three years..." আপনি but your lips to my cheek. Shivers. "But, I'm so Happy আপনি প্রণয় me the way I প্রণয় you. I could care less about what anybody else thinks.
So, now we're watching TV. I'm cuddled in your arms. Safe, warm, loved. I চুম্বন your hand and আপনি Smile. I tell আপনি how beautiful your Smiles are. আপনি blush, thank me, and then compliment mine.
The phone rings, and আপনি reluctantly go pick it up.
"Hello?" আপনি say. ... Then আপনি get this saddened look on your face. "I'm so sorry... Do আপনি wanna talk to A-"
I get up, worried. What happened? I mouth, হৃদয় getting that holy-sh!t-what-happened?! panicky feeling. আপনি point to the phone. i nod.
"... Yes ma'am, I will." You're so polite! "Wait- No, no ma'am!" আপনি even sound polite in your WTFNO! voice. "I mean... No, it's not that, it's just..." This sounds awkward. What is she saying?! "I never ব্যক্ত that..."
I take the phone away. "Mom! What the stuff?!"
She উত্তর in an odd tone, that sounds really familiar. "Honey, give the phone back to Michael..."
"Methinks you're makin him feel weird. What happened?" আপনি মোড়ানো your arms around me, gently stroking my hair and giving me Butterflies.
Mom's silent for a moment. "I'll tell আপনি when I come to pick আপনি up."
"Mom, please?" I ask.
"No." She says firmly. "Give the phone back to Michael.
"Don't make him feel awkward," I tell her.
"Kay,"
I hand আপনি the phone and আপনি say Hello. I can't hear Mom talking but, judging from your হৃদয় rate, she's got somethin' up. "Linda, I don't think-" I feel আপনি tense. I Hold your free Hand, and আপনি relax a little. "Linda, let it wait a little while... No... She's right here." আপনি squeeze my hand. "Okay... Your mother wants আপনি to go upstairs and make sure আপনি have everything.
"Tell her I do," I চুম্বন your hand.
আপনি put the phone to my ear. "I just don't want her eavesdropping..." I roll my eyes. "Let me tell 'er..." আপনি put your hand over the reciever and চুম্বন my forehead. I চুম্বন your cheek and reluctantly go upstairs.
"Don't drum on the stove, Eo," I tell you.
"That would suck," আপনি laugh, enchanting my ears.
"And hurt,"
আপনি agree and flip the French Toast. I ask if আপনি want any help. আপনি say that you've got it, and I nod and say 'kay.
You're so cute. You're glowing, like when আপনি do when you're around children, animals, সঙ্গীত অথবা dancing. When you're yourself. Playing a game, just... Amazing.
I sense আপনি about to turn around, so I mess with the bowl of ফলমূল on the table. I don't want আপনি to catch me staring... That'd be odd!
"Have any dreams?" আপনি ask. Your voice sounds like your facing me.
I blush. I'm not gonna tell আপনি about the dream. It's... Just no... "Not that I remember."
"Liar," আপনি laugh. "I know you."
"What dreams did you have?" I turn the answer onto you.
"New song and dance," আপনি say. "Now, your dream?" আপনি have that tell... me... the... secret look and tone of voice.
"What was the song?"
"Next week!" আপনি Smile. "Dream অথবা no French toast!"
"Damn you," I stick my tongue out.
আপনি ruffle my hair. I blush and fix it. "It was about the guy I like..." Truth.
"And? Who is this guy?"
"I... I can't tell ya..."
"I wanna make sure he's right for you."
"You would approve," I give আপনি a thumbs up.
"How old is he?"
"You sound like my dad..."I roll my eyes. "Age is just a number, that's it. It's not important..."
"Older than 18?" আপনি ask, eyebrow raised.
What of আপনি put things together and find out it's you? I feel tears well up in my eyes.
"Hey," আপনি say, gently lifting my chin up with your finger. Your eyes are gentle and caring... Like আপনি understand. I try to look away cuz আপনি can read me like a book. "Look at me, Adds..." I can't help but Cry. "Love is blind... But... Are আপনি sure he's the one?"
"I-I-I..." আপনি come over and hold me in your warm, caring eyes. "I প্রণয় him so much..." I was so close to saying you.
"I don't want him to do anything innaproprate to you..."
"He wouldn't... I... I just don't know if he feels like I do..."
"Tell me about him... I'll talk to him." You'd be having a conversation with yourself.
I know you're trying to do good, but I just Cry harder. It's you. That's all I want to say. So Badly. So much. It hurts. I clutch onto আপনি like you're the only thing in the world. Because to me আপনি are. I want to be with আপনি so much... Yo wipe my eyes and gently rock me, whispering all the right things. Then আপনি চুম্বন my tear-stained cheek. "Whatever Happens, Addiline, I'll always প্রণয় you... আরো than the sun and the stars. আরো than anyone. Even আরো than Diana! But don't tell her I ব্যক্ত that."
I chuckle. But my হৃদয় is pounding, fluttering. প্রজাপতি are invading my stomach.
Your প্রণয় for Diana is stong, but আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি প্রণয় me more. আপনি hold me close. আপনি gently say me me how I feel towards you. How you're Happier when I'm around and sadder when I'm not. "And I want আপনি to know, if anyone hurts আপনি , it'll be their ass."
"Michael..." I manage. "You know all those things আপনি said?"
"Those things that I meant every word about?" আপনি ask, moving my hair from my face.
I nod, sniffing. "I... I feel the same way..."
15 and 28... That maybe 13 years, but who cares?
আপনি hold me close. I hug আপনি tight. A giant weight has been lifted... "I প্রণয় আপনি so much..." I murmur. "I just... wish we were closer in age, so it wouldn't be weird for the family..."
"I know..." Your voice is shakey with emotion. আপনি tremble. I don't want আপনি to tremble, so I hold আপনি even tighter. "Three years..." আপনি but your lips to my cheek. Shivers. "But, I'm so Happy আপনি প্রণয় me the way I প্রণয় you. I could care less about what anybody else thinks.
So, now we're watching TV. I'm cuddled in your arms. Safe, warm, loved. I চুম্বন your hand and আপনি Smile. I tell আপনি how beautiful your Smiles are. আপনি blush, thank me, and then compliment mine.
The phone rings, and আপনি reluctantly go pick it up.
"Hello?" আপনি say. ... Then আপনি get this saddened look on your face. "I'm so sorry... Do আপনি wanna talk to A-"
I get up, worried. What happened? I mouth, হৃদয় getting that holy-sh!t-what-happened?! panicky feeling. আপনি point to the phone. i nod.
"... Yes ma'am, I will." You're so polite! "Wait- No, no ma'am!" আপনি even sound polite in your WTFNO! voice. "I mean... No, it's not that, it's just..." This sounds awkward. What is she saying?! "I never ব্যক্ত that..."
I take the phone away. "Mom! What the stuff?!"
She উত্তর in an odd tone, that sounds really familiar. "Honey, give the phone back to Michael..."
"Methinks you're makin him feel weird. What happened?" আপনি মোড়ানো your arms around me, gently stroking my hair and giving me Butterflies.
Mom's silent for a moment. "I'll tell আপনি when I come to pick আপনি up."
"Mom, please?" I ask.
"No." She says firmly. "Give the phone back to Michael.
"Don't make him feel awkward," I tell her.
"Kay,"
I hand আপনি the phone and আপনি say Hello. I can't hear Mom talking but, judging from your হৃদয় rate, she's got somethin' up. "Linda, I don't think-" I feel আপনি tense. I Hold your free Hand, and আপনি relax a little. "Linda, let it wait a little while... No... She's right here." আপনি squeeze my hand. "Okay... Your mother wants আপনি to go upstairs and make sure আপনি have everything.
"Tell her I do," I চুম্বন your hand.
আপনি put the phone to my ear. "I just don't want her eavesdropping..." I roll my eyes. "Let me tell 'er..." আপনি put your hand over the reciever and চুম্বন my forehead. I চুম্বন your cheek and reluctantly go upstairs.
LMP just পোষ্ট হয়েছে a message on her MySpace page describing her সাম্প্রতিক visit to Michael's grave site at Forest Lawn. Presley -- who was married to MJ back in the '90s -- says she believes Michael "deserves more" than the "few bouquets, candles and gifts" that currently surround Michael's grave.
Presley -- who notes Michael's infatuation with sunflowers -- is calling for অনুরাগী to send a "Sun Shower" to the tomb because, "I know how much he loved and appreciated being showered with Gifts and ফুলেরডালি দ্বারা his fans."
Presley suggests that if every অনুরাগী sends "one silk sunflower" to the site, "the whole area around him and in front of him ... could be filled up in no time."