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marina197646 said:
Dear Diary:
Mood: Apathetic.
My life is spiralling downward.
I couldn't get enough money to go to the
Blood Red Romance and Suffocate me dry concert.
It sucks 'cause they play some of my পছন্দ songs
like "Stab My হৃদয় Because I প্রণয় You" and
"Rip Apart My Soul" and of course,
"Stabby Rip Stab Stab".
And it doesn't help that I couldn't
get my hair to do that flippy thing.
Like that guy from that band can do.
Some days, আপনি know...
I'm an এমো স্টাইল kid, non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if আপনি looked just like me
I have paint on my nails and make-up on my face
I'm almost এমো স্টাইল enough to start shaving my legs
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression,
most just call me a fag
'Cause our dudes look like chicks,
and our chicks look like dykes
'Cause এমো স্টাইল is one step below transvestite!
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be এমো স্টাইল
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be এমো স্টাইল
I'm dark, and sensitive with low self-esteem
The way I dress makes every দিন feel like হ্যালোইন
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I গাউন my sister's mascara now, I'm grounded for a week.
Sulking and লেখা কবিতা are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me,
it's never any fun.
They say they already have a pussy,
they don't need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be এমো স্টাইল
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be এমো স্টাইল
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be এমো স্টাইল
I play গিটার and write suicide notes
I must be এমো স্টাইল
My life is just a black abyss,
আপনি know, it's so dark.
And it's suffocating me.
Grabbing ahold of me and tightening its grip,
tighter than a pair of
my little sister's jeans...
which look great on me দ্বারা the way.
When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a live journal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I told my বন্ধু I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth,
আপনি can read me "Catcher in the Rye", and watch me jack off.
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I ব্যক্ত I like girls, I'd only be half right!
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be এমো স্টাইল
Screw XBox, I play old school নিন্টেডো
I must be এমো স্টাইল
I like to whine and hit my parentals
I must be এমো স্টাইল
Me and my বন্ধু all look like clones
I must be Eee-Mo
My parents just don't get me, আপনি know.
They think I'm gay just because they saw me চুম্বন a guy.
Well, a couple guys. But I mean, it's the 2000s.
Can't 2 ... অথবা 4 dudes make-out with
each other without being gay?
I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways.
I don't know diary,
sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me,
you're my best friend...
I like tacos.
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