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Jacob sat on the ledge of the balcony and sipped back root beer.The night sky glittered with stars and glowed vibrantly
He sighed and looked down at the city রাস্তা below.
"I know what you're thinking..." Sara ব্যক্ত walking up behind Jacob and hugging him tightly "Stop thinking it."
Jacob looked over his shoulder and into her eyes. He kissed her softly and ব্যক্ত "I wasn't... trust me."
"Oh, then what were আপনি thinking about?" she asked sweetly as he climbed off of the wall.
"You, in bed.... with me..." He smiled, holding her hips and স্নেহ চুম্বন her.
Sara grinned on his lips and pulled them underneath the archway. He shoved her up against the দেওয়াল and kissed her neck.
"So abrasive, Mr. Jones." Sara groaned as he digs is fingers in her sides.
"All for you, Darling." He replied, pulling off her শার্ট and স্নেহ চুম্বন her shoulder.
She shivers and tugs at his বেল্ট sharply. Jacob tightened his jaw and began to breathe down her back. His head spinning with lust, screaming her name at the শীর্ষ of it's lungs.
She slides her hand down his pants and strokes his groin. He rolls around and slaps his back up against the wall. Groaning intensely.
Sara feels her hand become wet and smiles, pulling it out of his pants and licking her fingers. Jacob panted and slid to the floor with his back on the wall. He breathed heavily and ran his fingers through his hair, smiling widely. Then his head span and suddenly. Black.
When he woke up, Jacob look to his right and saw Sara sleep. He sat up and held his head. Thoughts slammed against his skull when suddenly one word was forced through his lips. "Conner...." He groaned. Then he laid back and covered his face with his hands, silently crying.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Her beauty is that of a million diamonds glittering in the sun
Each reflecting its own রশ্মি of light making brilliant patterns
The দেবদূত gasp in the wake of her presence
She in herself being a masterpiece of God’s work
As his giant gentle hands molded her he knew exactly who she would be
She would be the one who could make a man stop and gasp
Who could content a man just being within his arms
Making him fill with warmth through just a brush of the lips
Whose smile could light up the surrounding darkness

Whose laugh could make anyone believe they had wings
She would be the one who that young man would fall for
Who would see her true beauty in the surrounding gloom
Who would long for mere মিনিট with her
Who would always long for just the feel of her hand

He would know how lucky he was
He wouldn’t mistake infatuation over love
He would realize all prayers had been answered
He would simply pray “I want her to be the one”
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
This sinking warmth through obscurity,
Beyond the sweet in between where and what you're doing,
There is a view of an uncharted place,
Where you're the brunt of a joke and everyone's laughing,
I am not who I seem, who আপনি thought I could be,
The support আপনি could lean up against when আপনি need,
I'm the dark when আপনি want, the lights out at all costs,
This is mine, that is yours, I'm the bricks in your wall.

Goodbye forever, my darling, whether
I was everything আপনি thought I'd be অথবা not,
I was a bad man, oh, to stop আপনি girl from loving me.
Goodbye forever, my darling, whether
I was everything...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
আপনি made this harder than it had to be
The absolute marker, patching into me.
You flashed your রঙ at me, quite prematurely.
Now I know what you're up to and it feels so good.
It's right.

We've got your number,
We can reset the system screen.
Hang your secrets, hang em' up, hang em' up now!
These filthy pleasantries and
The march of little children.
Hang your secrets, hang em' up, hang em' up now!

The truth will, cut আপনি down to pieces.
One eight four (184), lets burn it down!
If I can't keep from living with this regret,
You need to change the way I feel, about us!

I listened to them chuckle as they eat....
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posted by scarykids-emo
It's hiding in the dark
It's teeth are razor sharp
I feel like a monster
I feel it deep within
My veins tainted with monster
Alcohol runs though my body
Foggy mind and running blood
Slices among splices
Drip drop patter splat. 
It cools on the linoleum as my head swirls
My lip quivers and tears fall
Clear liquid stains my cheeks
Mixing with the rustic blood
Delilah screams and kicks at the door, 
waiting to come out. 
My breathing excels,
she claws her way into my mind. 
Taking a back seat,
I let her take over. 
Quitting isn't an option.
The crash to come is great as she inhales toxins
Clouded with thoughts of self raw hate
There is no escape.
The blade hits the floor as Delilah snorts up again. 
Swigging the ভদকা and flying on monster. 
Giggling on the height it takes her
posted by scarykids-emo
It feels like my হৃদয় has been ripped out of my chest and crushed into a million pieces. I can't breathe and tears are streaking my face. My lips have a blue tint & air is coming short. I've cussed at the দেওয়াল and screamed into the empty air. I feel myself leaving, but I'm still here. Every thing is wrong and I want your help. I look like I got hit দ্বারা a bus so says my cousin. I can't eat let alone breathe right. Why are আপনি so far yet so close? Just pull me to আপনি and call me yours. I need আপনি Lucas. I want আপনি beside me, to caress my face and চুম্বন me softly... We can just leave and run. We can take Anna and leave, never turning back. I want you, Lucas. Need you. I just want to hear your voice whisper in my ear and tell me আপনি প্রণয় me. I feel myself leaving, maybe. Maybe not. I haven't the sllightest idea, but without you. It feels like I'm fading.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
The way I hated myself was all consuming.
It wrapped me in fire, and refused to let me free.

I’d lay in that bed, and I’d swear at myself with a passion I knew not existed.
I’d lay in that bed, and count every damn reason I deserved to be dead.
I’d lay in that bed, and I’d color the world around me with such anger.
I’d lay in that bed, and commit my own private suicide every night before I slept.
I’d lay in that bed, and when I felt the first rays of sun crash into my eyes, I’d weep at the thought of having to endure myself another day.

I’d lay in that bed, and beg God to just be...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
They সরানো too fast to be words behind your teeth
The give and go of most of your memories
But I'm not the one that they need pray for
If I've got it all then what does do
Leave it alone
Oh that once little boy we used to know
Are আপনি willing... well?

Help!!!
Now off to the hell your God has [sold]
To find
That never again will আপনি rely

On the words of your friends
In the unwritten end
For when আপনি go they won't be following
Now sell all your friends
For the unwritten end
Cause when আপনি go they won't be following him

I'll সরানো the ছুরি to প্রদর্শনী আপনি of my cut
With the worst of truth from here
I drew no blood
So...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
The মহাকাশ where nothingness seems to writhe
Our voice unheard in this quiet fight
This march we lead will breed us on
To them we're nothing, to them we're pawns
Just relay it to feel like we belong

Now as we take a picture on these streets
Remember, I depend on আপনি as much as আপনি on me
Don't try to think and let's not pretend
We made আপনি mothers, we made আপনি men
We made আপনি mothers, we made আপনি men

Oh, it's no surprise nobody listens anymore
To what we're saying, to what was ব্যক্ত
And in your absence we promised আপনি
Oh, we'll behave, oh, we'll behave
So just keep running, everything will look...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Faint white figures paint my sleep
please don't tell my secrets keep them hidden (you got it, আপনি got it, আপনি got it)
if the words that matter reach your face from floor
will আপনি be wondering if, অথবা (do I need what is প্রদত্ত অথবা honest)
does it cost me scarring if the words stay true
even number your nephew (I don't want it, don't want it, don't want it anymore)

[Chorus]
and when the answer that আপনি want
is in the প্রশ্ন that আপনি state
come what may
come what may
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In a pain that buckles out your knees
could আপনি stop this if I plead (you got it, আপনি got it, আপনি got it)
so destined I am to walk among the...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Good evening, ladies and gentlemen, I
have a story to tell you, of one's slow decline,
Where a girl yanked on the strings, to break this man's heart,
Oh lord, I think I deserve a little better than this, I think I've earned it,
So I'll just keep humming this song and hope আপনি follow.

Turn me over, roll me 'round,
To find the truth that I don't want found,
Oh, don't believe everything আপনি hear,
I'm the snake waiting for you, dear,
And eventually you'll come to me,
I know আপনি will.

Oh, I know আপনি will.

Your lipstick crazy, I make my pass,
The drink turns over, the glass smashed,
And with the kindness...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
The wish আপনি plead, the things আপনি sought,
we all think, we all thought.
The things I've done in the world I've seen,
don't measure up to আপনি my queen.
Ooh, I take one for the other, and work my way through this machine.

God damn this cursed iron fist, when I lose control...
Oh no...
God damn this cursed iron fist, when I lose control...

The first train out, the last one home.
We'll all sing, "We're going home".
As the curtain swings to cover all our secrets kept, our প্রণয় enough.

God damn this cursed iron fist, when I lose control...
Oh no..
Oh girl, this is what I've become, I'm going to leave it up...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
She gave her heart, to a falling star
The news filtered through of this tragedy
All the walls went up,
Around the world she climbs
As the tears from her eyes fall
No one understands and no one will
All she has lost,
If he’s not here, then where?
If he’s not here, then where?
If he’s not here, then where?
If he’s not here, then where?

What she found in there
You’re the cold, blue glare
The words distressed in unfamiliar
Where the feeling’s sear,
an emptiness had hung
And in her chest she clenched
Reality settled as the memories raced.
Well, on a screen he lived.

She teared, “Your selfishness has robbed আপনি of the man আপনি could’ve been
I won’t change a thing about you, I প্রণয় আপনি dearly, my friend.”
If he’s not here then where?
If he’s not here then where?
My love, I’ve been searching for my Aftermath.
If he’s not here then where?
If he’s not here then where?
My love, I’ve been searching for my Aftermath.
Getting called a whore and a slut
As I walk down the halls
The preps snide remarks
And the jocks jokes.
I guess I’m not normal
With my thick eyeliner, black clothes and worse attitude.
My arms lined with neat slits and they know.
“Go die এমো স্টাইল bitch” they taunt.
I smile and accept because I know I will.
Sooner than later I’ll be gone.
I accept the sneers and flip off the jocks.
Tackling the nearest cheerleader.
Pinning her arms above her head,
And swinging away.
Ruining her pretty little face
She screams and yelps with each blow
Watching her nose gush, I spit in her face.
“Do it again Bitch!” I scream
I lean into her ear and whisper “I dare you”
The hide torn away from my knuckles
Theyre covered in blood, hers and mine
I get up and watch her curl into a ball
The dean of students heading my way
“she started it” I say, turning around
And walking away
Into the halls they stretch on and on
To whom of which I got lost.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Breathless kisses
Burning touches
Soft-spoken words of love
Urgently spoken words of passion.
A man and a woman
One complete love
Since time began
Predestined to be as one.
We've been together before
In other lifetimes
We've fought dragons
And have been torn from each others arms
Yet our প্রণয় prevailed.
We've walked on this earth many times together
Perhaps for a moment
Perhaps for years
But our হৃদয় is one heart
And we were meant to be.
So when our time on earth
Once again comes to a close
Have no worries my dear
For we will find each other again
And again
And again.
For our প্রণয় is ageless
Eternal
A প্রণয় for all time.
posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
I can feel it in the way your blood and হৃদয় beats
My body's cold and it thinks that I'm already gone
Or is it in the way your body moves
I'd like to tell you
But I think that আপনি already know
The words I drag out from your mouth speak
So listen up world, listen up world
In her vision I have প্রদত্ত company
They see no evil in leading their bodies from home

Believer, you'll leave her, in leaving them all
No but I don't buy it
Like anything আপনি do, as anyone আপনি are
Ten Speed, if I must... then I must

Believer, you'll leave her, in leaving them all
No but I don't buy it
Like anything আপনি do, as anyone আপনি are...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Across the floor in the hand of where we drove the drill
A cautious ear to the mouth of your confession
Think of all the things we put him through
In the face of his God would he tell the truth?

Still recorded were the words that dribbled out his kiss
When eyes go blind in this man of what could once become
Sever the limbs off his torso in sleep
And burn what remains so the world may now see

No longer, will we wait for your answers
Back to the hell where you've come from
Think of all the times you've once had
Write them in a letter that says goodbye

You'll listen to reason
While you're face down in the...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Was it in the cold of that ছুরি আপনি screwed
In the হৃদয় of the enduring?
'Cause when আপনি opened that door
You knew, well now there'd be no returning

Or room to mourn what we have lost
And to wait while the willing
As you, the hound of blood and rank
And boy, you've got another thing coming

Come on, come on, come on
You've got a deal to make
I thought আপনি wanted to
Come on and set me free, yeah

I'll dig until we've made your grave
Oh, you've been a bad, bad boy
I could until I call it out
And sink it in a sad, sad song, n-n-no, no, no

Why the bother? I'm no brother
You’re the wrong I need
Boy, we all found...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Here, sleep, at the bottom of hell
Your time has come to pick the road
You walk in this tale

Turning, as a coward you've earned
Through sickness, in health, is only won
Now go and bite your tongue

You're just of the worst of me
With the hope they'll understand
No, they know you're just a boy
So grow up and be a man

Little baby, oh, kick and আপনি scream, আপনি whine
Victims pay the price eventually
The curse that sees your lie

You've got nothing to prove, stay afraid
Young brother, you've got nothing to prove

Your answer is in there, just stare down the barrel
This sincerest apologies, won't write আপনি out of this...
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posted by XXxxCutsxxXX
Is there a word অথবা right to say
Even in this old fashioned way?
Go make your move, girl
I'm not coming home

Would things have changed if I could've stayed?
Would আপনি have loved me either way?
Dressed to the blues
Day to দিন with my মণ্ডল up

Decision sits, so make it quick
A breath inhaled from an air so sick
I cursed the দিন that I learned
Of the web আপনি spun
You had your hold till bleeding

Hey, hey, if it was up to me
I would've figured আপনি out
Way before the বছর clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

Hey, hey, if it was up to me
I would've never walked out
So until the sun burns out
Oh, I hope you're waiting...
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posted by scarykids-emo
When I first met আপনি
I felt like I had known আপনি forever,
telling আপনি my secrets
and what I didn't want ever.
you listened to me
I bet আপনি thought I'd never end,
who would have thought
we would become আরো than just friends.
Over a period of time,
I got to know the real you.
A boy so caring and gentle,
with a হৃদয় so true.
You've survived your life
with hurt and loneliness দ্বারা your side.
I told আপনি I'd never leave
because of the feelings I have inside.
I know আপনি
like no one I have ever known,
and sometimes I wonder
what I'd do if আপনি were gone?
So I have decided
time উত্তর all.
If it is...
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