3x06; This Time I Want It All
Rachel was rushing down the street, on her way to work. It was her first দিন back. She was already pretty late, so as she turned to dial Margaery's number simply to tell her to keep an eye on her class before she'd arrive, she suddenly bumped into someone. And since it was the streets of লন্ডন at the busiest time of the morning, the person she'd bumped into hadn't even stopped. Rachel hissed in pain as she attempted to get back up, trying to avoid leaning on her bad leg.
"Oh, gosh", she whispered, holding onto her side in pain. What now? She moved over to the side of the রাস্তা and dialed Margaery's number.
"Hey", she took a breath. "I.. I think I'm gonna be late."
"Is everything okay?" Margaery asked in confusion. "Where are you?"
"I was on my way, but I fell and it hurts, so I think I need to go lie down for a bit", Rachel said. "I didn't get far, I'll just go প্রথমপাতা for a bit and then-"
"No! It could be something serious! I'm coming to pick আপনি up!" Margaery announced before hanging up.
"No, what about the kids-", but her friend had already ended the call. Rachel sighed, closing her eyes. This was the last thing she needed.
Rana was staring at Jasper. They were sitting at a cafe. They had decided to sit down and talk about what might happen with them and the child. Though Rana had no intention of changing her mind অথবা her plans, she felt that she at least owed it to Jasper to hear his side. Maybe.
"So", Jasper sighed. "You've met with a couple? Are they nice?"
"They are very nice", Rana muttered. "Nicer than me anyway."
"Don't do that."
"Do what?"
"Do the self-pity thing when I'm mad at you", Jasper growled, staring at his cup of coffee. "You should have told me. I had a right to know, আপনি know."
"I know", Rana said. "I was scared. And... I guess I didn't want আপনি to try to convince me to keep the baby."
"I don't want to keep the baby", Jasper whispered. "I want you. I've wanted you, always. But we're not ready for a kid. You're not even ready for me. And I... I would suck as a father."
"You wouldn't suck", Rana found herself saying. "But you're right, we're not ready. We can't."
"Why couldn't আপনি just give the baby to Rachel?" Jasper asked.
"Because she's not ready to raise a child on her own", Rana said. "And I couldn't have asked that of her."
"She would have ব্যক্ত yes."
"Maybe that's what scares me", Rana said. "Having my own child so close to me every day, but them not knowing who I am. I don't want that."
"What do আপনি care? You're leaving right after this is done", Jasper hissed. "And here I thought আপনি were staying partly because of me."
Rana looked at him sadly. "I am. Jasper, I am."
"No, you're not", Jasper said, taking a sip of his drink. "I don't mean to be hurtful. You're pregnant, I don't want to upset you. But I'm pretty damn pissed."
"I know", Rana said. "And I don't want আপনি to pretend to be something you're not."
Jasper rolled his eyes. "So was it an act? Being nice to me while আপনি were hiding your pregnancy?"
"Being nice?" Rana snorted. "Pretty much. Being with you? No. Not ever."
Jasper sighed, burying his head in his hands. "I wish that were good enough."
Rana smiled sadly. "Yeah, me too."
Atie and Liam were sitting on her bed, listening to music. Atie was পাঠ করা through one of her পছন্দ বই when suddenly Liam moved to চুম্বন her.
"Hey, no, not yet", Atie muttered. "I'm not done!"
Liam groaned, laying down on the bed. "You torture me, woman."
"Oh, ever the dramatic one, right?" Atie smirked as she kissed him before turning back to her book. "Have আপনি talked to your family yet?"
"No", Liam muttered. "I'm going to go and see dad tomorrow."
Atie frowned. "Are আপনি sure that's a good idea?"
"I don't know, but I figured that maybe he wants to apologize", Liam ব্যক্ত as he sat back up on the বিছানা with a smile on his face. "I just want আপনি to get along with them."
"I tried!"
"I know that, I know", Liam shushed her as he kissed her cheek. "I know. And it's not your fault. AND we will figure it out."
"Stop being so optimistic", Atie teased.
Liam shrugged. "I'm happy. আপনি make me happy. Why should I not be optimistic?"
Atie smiled. "Stop."
"No", Liam took her hand. "It's true. When I'm with you, it's... I'm happy. I don't think I've ever been this happy with anyone. And I don't want it to stop."
"It won't", Atie promised, স্নেহ চুম্বন him. "You'll have me as long as আপনি want."
"Good", Liam murmured. "Does forever sound good to you?"
Atie pulled back. "That sounds a bit intimidating right now."
"I'm joking", Liam chuckled softly. "I'm not going to drop down on one knee just yet."
"Good", Atie smiled gently. "Yet."
"Yeah", Liam murmured before tossing her book to the floor and স্নেহ চুম্বন her.
"Oh, very well, just this once", Atie laughed as she kissed him back, wrapping her arms around him. "Oh, and দ্বারা the way?" she gave him a smile. "I'm happy, too."
"Good", Liam smiled.
Rachel was lying in the hospital বিছানা in shock as Margaery held her hand in support. Rana and Atie were also there, Margaery had called them, and they were standing a few feet away. The doctor was talking to her but all Rachel could hear were the words “kidney failure”, “transplant”, and “dialysis”.
“I don’t understand?” Rachel whispered.
The doctor sighed and sat down, “Your kidneys were weak after your first accident. Honestly, weather আপনি fell today অথবা not আপনি would have gone into kidney failure regardless. Your fall just speeded up the process.”
“Why was she not informed of this when she first got into her accident!?” Margaery demanded.
The doctor sighed, “Honestly, we didn’t even check for it. Her life was in grave danger and our number one priority was saving her. It would have been caught in her পরবর্তি check up, but like I ব্যক্ত the fall she had speeded everything up.”
“So what happens now?” Rachel asked.
“You get put on dialysis and we wait for a donor.” the doctor ব্যক্ত softly. “Do আপনি have family that could donate?”
Rana finally spoke up, “Well, Oliver and Atie are a different blood type but Rachel and I have the same blood type.” she ব্যক্ত quickly. “Could i donate?”
The doctor eyed Rana, “Are আপনি with child?”
Rana looked down at her stomach and sighed, “Yeah, so?”
“Donating a kidney is major surgery. Forget the surgery they won’t even let আপনি donate blood while your pregnant. I’m sorry but there is no way you’re qualified for this.”
Rana sighed and rolled her eyes, just another thing her pregnancy ruined for her.
Rachel looked at her sisters and smiled softly, “Don’t worry about it, we’ll figure it out.”
“Do আপনি know how long people are on those donor lists?” Atie asked. “Years.”
“Then we’ll wait for however long we have to.” Rachel insisted.
“What about Robb?” Atie asked suddenly. “I’m sure he has connections.”
“No way!” Rachel yelled. “No one goes to Robb, no. He is not getting involved in this. Promise me আপনি guys won’t tell him!”
Atie sighed and Rana rolled her eyes, “Screw that!” Rana spit.
“Excuse me? This is my life i get to decide.” Rachel ব্যক্ত glaring at both of her sisters.
“Um, no. This involves all of us believe it অথবা not.” Rana ব্যক্ত angrily. “And if Robb can help us then he’s going to help us.” she ব্যক্ত storming out of the room with Atie following after her.
Rachel groaned and buried her head in her hands.
Atie sighed as she entered her house and shot Liam a small smile when she saw that he was sitting at the dining table. “How is she?” Liam asked softly.
Atie shrugged her shoulder, “Not good, to be honest.”
Liam shot her a sad smile and pulled her to him so she was sitting on his lap. “It’s going to be fine.” He ব্যক্ত softly placing a চুম্বন on her neck.
“Yeah, whatever. I don’t want to talk about it.” Atie ব্যক্ত softly. “You nervous about talking to your father tomorrow?”
Liam let out a তিক্ত laugh, “I guess. I mean I don’t want to go but he’s my father.”
“Yeah, I get it.” Atie ব্যক্ত smiling. She leaned her head against his shoulder and started playing with the মণ্ডল of his t-shirt. “I’m sleepy.”
“Let’s put আপনি to bed.” Liam ব্যক্ত softly getting up and leading Atie to her room. Atie quickly changed into her pajamas and laid down in bed. Liam smiled and placed a চুম্বন on her lips and was about to walk out when Atie grabbed his hand. “No stay.” she insisted.
“But the rules.” Liam ব্যক্ত softly.
“Screw them. Rachel isn’t here. Besides I don’t want to be alone tonight.”
“Okay.” Liam ব্যক্ত smiling softly and laying down পরবর্তি to her. “I প্রণয় you, Atie.” Liam ব্যক্ত softly. When he got no response and he turned around to look at his girlfriend and saw that she had already fallen asleep.
Rachel was rushing down the street, on her way to work. It was her first দিন back. She was already pretty late, so as she turned to dial Margaery's number simply to tell her to keep an eye on her class before she'd arrive, she suddenly bumped into someone. And since it was the streets of লন্ডন at the busiest time of the morning, the person she'd bumped into hadn't even stopped. Rachel hissed in pain as she attempted to get back up, trying to avoid leaning on her bad leg.
"Oh, gosh", she whispered, holding onto her side in pain. What now? She moved over to the side of the রাস্তা and dialed Margaery's number.
"Hey", she took a breath. "I.. I think I'm gonna be late."
"Is everything okay?" Margaery asked in confusion. "Where are you?"
"I was on my way, but I fell and it hurts, so I think I need to go lie down for a bit", Rachel said. "I didn't get far, I'll just go প্রথমপাতা for a bit and then-"
"No! It could be something serious! I'm coming to pick আপনি up!" Margaery announced before hanging up.
"No, what about the kids-", but her friend had already ended the call. Rachel sighed, closing her eyes. This was the last thing she needed.
Rana was staring at Jasper. They were sitting at a cafe. They had decided to sit down and talk about what might happen with them and the child. Though Rana had no intention of changing her mind অথবা her plans, she felt that she at least owed it to Jasper to hear his side. Maybe.
"So", Jasper sighed. "You've met with a couple? Are they nice?"
"They are very nice", Rana muttered. "Nicer than me anyway."
"Don't do that."
"Do what?"
"Do the self-pity thing when I'm mad at you", Jasper growled, staring at his cup of coffee. "You should have told me. I had a right to know, আপনি know."
"I know", Rana said. "I was scared. And... I guess I didn't want আপনি to try to convince me to keep the baby."
"I don't want to keep the baby", Jasper whispered. "I want you. I've wanted you, always. But we're not ready for a kid. You're not even ready for me. And I... I would suck as a father."
"You wouldn't suck", Rana found herself saying. "But you're right, we're not ready. We can't."
"Why couldn't আপনি just give the baby to Rachel?" Jasper asked.
"Because she's not ready to raise a child on her own", Rana said. "And I couldn't have asked that of her."
"She would have ব্যক্ত yes."
"Maybe that's what scares me", Rana said. "Having my own child so close to me every day, but them not knowing who I am. I don't want that."
"What do আপনি care? You're leaving right after this is done", Jasper hissed. "And here I thought আপনি were staying partly because of me."
Rana looked at him sadly. "I am. Jasper, I am."
"No, you're not", Jasper said, taking a sip of his drink. "I don't mean to be hurtful. You're pregnant, I don't want to upset you. But I'm pretty damn pissed."
"I know", Rana said. "And I don't want আপনি to pretend to be something you're not."
Jasper rolled his eyes. "So was it an act? Being nice to me while আপনি were hiding your pregnancy?"
"Being nice?" Rana snorted. "Pretty much. Being with you? No. Not ever."
Jasper sighed, burying his head in his hands. "I wish that were good enough."
Rana smiled sadly. "Yeah, me too."
Atie and Liam were sitting on her bed, listening to music. Atie was পাঠ করা through one of her পছন্দ বই when suddenly Liam moved to চুম্বন her.
"Hey, no, not yet", Atie muttered. "I'm not done!"
Liam groaned, laying down on the bed. "You torture me, woman."
"Oh, ever the dramatic one, right?" Atie smirked as she kissed him before turning back to her book. "Have আপনি talked to your family yet?"
"No", Liam muttered. "I'm going to go and see dad tomorrow."
Atie frowned. "Are আপনি sure that's a good idea?"
"I don't know, but I figured that maybe he wants to apologize", Liam ব্যক্ত as he sat back up on the বিছানা with a smile on his face. "I just want আপনি to get along with them."
"I tried!"
"I know that, I know", Liam shushed her as he kissed her cheek. "I know. And it's not your fault. AND we will figure it out."
"Stop being so optimistic", Atie teased.
Liam shrugged. "I'm happy. আপনি make me happy. Why should I not be optimistic?"
Atie smiled. "Stop."
"No", Liam took her hand. "It's true. When I'm with you, it's... I'm happy. I don't think I've ever been this happy with anyone. And I don't want it to stop."
"It won't", Atie promised, স্নেহ চুম্বন him. "You'll have me as long as আপনি want."
"Good", Liam murmured. "Does forever sound good to you?"
Atie pulled back. "That sounds a bit intimidating right now."
"I'm joking", Liam chuckled softly. "I'm not going to drop down on one knee just yet."
"Good", Atie smiled gently. "Yet."
"Yeah", Liam murmured before tossing her book to the floor and স্নেহ চুম্বন her.
"Oh, very well, just this once", Atie laughed as she kissed him back, wrapping her arms around him. "Oh, and দ্বারা the way?" she gave him a smile. "I'm happy, too."
"Good", Liam smiled.
Rachel was lying in the hospital বিছানা in shock as Margaery held her hand in support. Rana and Atie were also there, Margaery had called them, and they were standing a few feet away. The doctor was talking to her but all Rachel could hear were the words “kidney failure”, “transplant”, and “dialysis”.
“I don’t understand?” Rachel whispered.
The doctor sighed and sat down, “Your kidneys were weak after your first accident. Honestly, weather আপনি fell today অথবা not আপনি would have gone into kidney failure regardless. Your fall just speeded up the process.”
“Why was she not informed of this when she first got into her accident!?” Margaery demanded.
The doctor sighed, “Honestly, we didn’t even check for it. Her life was in grave danger and our number one priority was saving her. It would have been caught in her পরবর্তি check up, but like I ব্যক্ত the fall she had speeded everything up.”
“So what happens now?” Rachel asked.
“You get put on dialysis and we wait for a donor.” the doctor ব্যক্ত softly. “Do আপনি have family that could donate?”
Rana finally spoke up, “Well, Oliver and Atie are a different blood type but Rachel and I have the same blood type.” she ব্যক্ত quickly. “Could i donate?”
The doctor eyed Rana, “Are আপনি with child?”
Rana looked down at her stomach and sighed, “Yeah, so?”
“Donating a kidney is major surgery. Forget the surgery they won’t even let আপনি donate blood while your pregnant. I’m sorry but there is no way you’re qualified for this.”
Rana sighed and rolled her eyes, just another thing her pregnancy ruined for her.
Rachel looked at her sisters and smiled softly, “Don’t worry about it, we’ll figure it out.”
“Do আপনি know how long people are on those donor lists?” Atie asked. “Years.”
“Then we’ll wait for however long we have to.” Rachel insisted.
“What about Robb?” Atie asked suddenly. “I’m sure he has connections.”
“No way!” Rachel yelled. “No one goes to Robb, no. He is not getting involved in this. Promise me আপনি guys won’t tell him!”
Atie sighed and Rana rolled her eyes, “Screw that!” Rana spit.
“Excuse me? This is my life i get to decide.” Rachel ব্যক্ত glaring at both of her sisters.
“Um, no. This involves all of us believe it অথবা not.” Rana ব্যক্ত angrily. “And if Robb can help us then he’s going to help us.” she ব্যক্ত storming out of the room with Atie following after her.
Rachel groaned and buried her head in her hands.
Atie sighed as she entered her house and shot Liam a small smile when she saw that he was sitting at the dining table. “How is she?” Liam asked softly.
Atie shrugged her shoulder, “Not good, to be honest.”
Liam shot her a sad smile and pulled her to him so she was sitting on his lap. “It’s going to be fine.” He ব্যক্ত softly placing a চুম্বন on her neck.
“Yeah, whatever. I don’t want to talk about it.” Atie ব্যক্ত softly. “You nervous about talking to your father tomorrow?”
Liam let out a তিক্ত laugh, “I guess. I mean I don’t want to go but he’s my father.”
“Yeah, I get it.” Atie ব্যক্ত smiling. She leaned her head against his shoulder and started playing with the মণ্ডল of his t-shirt. “I’m sleepy.”
“Let’s put আপনি to bed.” Liam ব্যক্ত softly getting up and leading Atie to her room. Atie quickly changed into her pajamas and laid down in bed. Liam smiled and placed a চুম্বন on her lips and was about to walk out when Atie grabbed his hand. “No stay.” she insisted.
“But the rules.” Liam ব্যক্ত softly.
“Screw them. Rachel isn’t here. Besides I don’t want to be alone tonight.”
“Okay.” Liam ব্যক্ত smiling softly and laying down পরবর্তি to her. “I প্রণয় you, Atie.” Liam ব্যক্ত softly. When he got no response and he turned around to look at his girlfriend and saw that she had already fallen asleep.
