My হৃদয় was crying the whole time that I was fighting against the you, my brother, on that fiery planet. Did I not keep the promises I had made long ago? What happen to us my brother? When did আপনি decide to travel down that dark path of the Sith? Why couldn’t আপনি have told me that আপনি planning this before it was too late for me to save you? I loved you.
I had grown to প্রণয় you. I grew attached to you. I’ve sacrificed everything so I could train আপনি against my better judgement. I knew from the beginning that আপনি were dangerous and that your future was clouded, but if only I had known that your destiny now lies in the darkness.
আপনি gave me a reason to live after I had হারিয়ে গেছে my father to the Sith? আপনি were my soul reason that I hadn’t strayed to the dark side of the Force?
Could আপনি not have seen what I had lost, just so I could honour a promise I had made to আপনি and to Qui-Gon.
Not only have I হারিয়ে গেছে my father, my Master, to the Sith, but now I have হারিয়ে গেছে a son, my brother and the best friend I could ever had to the Sith.
What is it about the Sith that had encouraged আপনি to embrace the darkness, my brother?
Only with the Light would আপনি have seen your beautiful children being born. Only আপনি could have প্রদত্ত your beautiful wife something to live for. Padme had হারিয়ে গেছে the will to live because of you, my brother and now I must travel through this Sith forsaken Empire alone without আপনি দ্বারা my side.
With out আপনি I have nothing.
I have হারিয়ে গেছে so much since you’ve been gone.
I loved you, but I couldn’t প্রদর্শনী আপনি my true feelings to you. I am a Jedi, I could not afford to প্রণয় someone again. For it will only bring me pain in the end. I have হারিয়ে গেছে the ones I had truly cared for because of you.
Because of আপনি and your Emperor. The Jedi are no more. Even if there were some Jedi living in this world that আপনি have helped created, my brother, আপনি would have hunted down every Jedi and kill them like animals. Have আপনি not learn anything after আপনি have massacred Tusken Raiders? They may have been the ones to have killed your mother, but surely আপনি must’ve learnt that lesson. Killing things out of anger, hate, fear, and all of the other ingredients that strive a Sith to do their worst to innocents, is not the way to go.
আপনি have driven away all of those who have truly cared for দ্বারা your actions. I am not even sure if I could ever face আপনি again after what আপনি have done to my family and friends.
I trusted আপনি and look what আপনি have done to that trust I had for আপনি and for আপনি alone. I should’ve known better the দিন I had decided to train you. I should’ve gone along with the Council’s wishes and to against the promise I had made to Qui-Gon. It probably would’ve saved me from this pain in my chest.
Could আপনি not hear my হৃদয় breaking as our lightsabers clashed against one another? Could আপনি not see the tears burning my eyes? Could আপনি not see that I had come to save you, not kill আপনি – but your hatred had taken over the goodness within your heart.
আপনি couldn’t see past through the lies that Palpatine had spun right in front of you? আপনি had killed innocent younglings because of your blind faith in that evil, twisted man. Did I not tell আপনি not to trust politicians?
Why didn’t আপনি listen to me when I had told আপনি specifically to be aware of your friend Palpatine? আপনি would trust him, but not me, with your dirty little secrets.
All I have ever done is the best I could, but আপনি wouldn’t open your eyes up. Your anger and your lust for power had driven আপনি to madness.
I guess that the Council was correct all along. আপনি were dangerous and someone not worthy of my trust.
After what আপনি have done to the Jedi, to Padme, and to yourself. what have আপনি have আপনি learnt? What did আপনি gain after our হৃদয় wrenching duel back on Mustafar? Have আপনি learnt your lesson, yet? আপনি were always a slow learner, my brother, but that didn’t stop me from loving আপনি until the very end.
My হৃদয় is still crying after all of these years since you’ve been gone, my brother. I wish আপনি have been here to have seen your son to grow up to be fine young man, who is still ignorant of his destiny. He is the hope that everyone has been waiting for.
And one দিন he’ll be ready to face you, unaware of আপনি being his father, he has been graving to know for so long. I wish I could tell him, but that will only break his spirit. Perhaps turn him into you? I don’t want to see that child to become the পরবর্তি victim.
My weary old অস্থি wouldn’t be able to handle it.
I know that one দিন we’ll be meeting again, but not yet, not yet I say to myself. For I know that will be the last time I will see you, my brother.
I have been sitting, অথবা laying about, in my little hovel on Tatooine remembering the good old days that are long gone দ্বারা now and I will never have the privilege of spending some quality time with Bant, Garen, Reeft, অথবা even with you, my brother.
For it was because of আপনি that my বন্ধু have now become one with the Force and I am anxiously waiting for the দিন when I will be meeting with them again. Perhaps I will even see my old Master again and to ask him why? Why did he make me promise? What did he see in আপনি that we could not?
Until we meet again my brother. I will be staying right here in my hovel and wait for the opportune moment. I will never forget the goodness of your old heart, which has now become consumed দ্বারা your hatred.
আপনি were my truest friend, Anakin Skywalker. Never forget that. I wish আপনি were still alive. I never again want to see what আপনি have become. but we will. For it is the will of the Force and I have always been, always will be, a loyal servant of the Light side of the Force. I am a Jedi, just as আপনি once were my brother, and so will die as a Jedi.
Because of আপনি I am recollecting all that has been হারিয়ে গেছে and forgotten. To even remember what it was like to be a guardian of peace and justice is what I wish I still was. And not as a broken Jedi Master.
Until the end of time, I will live on.
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