Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 22: Wherever I Go
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I ব্যক্ত আরো to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought আপনি here. Since আপনি missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something আপনি both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He ব্যক্ত wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do আপনি think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do আপনি think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I ব্যক্ত again.
“No, আপনি could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank আপনি for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall ব্যক্ত smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall ব্যক্ত chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took আপনি for ice cream, and আপনি guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a সরানো on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I ব্যক্ত finally.
“Are আপনি sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed আপনি on the cheek before and how tight he hugged আপনি that night on the bus. It looked a little আরো than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told আপনি nothing is going on. Why don’t আপনি trust me?” I ব্যক্ত getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust আপনি Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want আপনি to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only প্রণয় you. আপনি know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like আপনি could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around আপনি all the time, without ever having to leave.” He ব্যক্ত letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I প্রণয় your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s আরো interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few আরো tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than আপনি Niall. I প্রণয় you.” I said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I প্রণয় you, I’m sorry for accusing আপনি of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see আপনি with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my প্রণয় for আপনি again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few মিনিট we would stop and চুম্বন and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are আপনি holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard আপনি were back home. I wanted to have আপনি over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She ব্যক্ত hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see আপনি tomorrow night then.” She ব্যক্ত hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if আপনি could go and she ব্যক্ত yes. Will আপনি come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out আরো from her later.” I said.
“Are আপনি okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way প্রথমপাতা I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See আপনি tomorrow?” he said.
“See আপনি then.” I said.
He gave me and small চুম্বন and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got প্রথমপাতা so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I ব্যক্ত sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, আপনি sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He ব্যক্ত making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I প্রণয় you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
We were driving only for a few minutes. When we got to wherever it was we were going Niall put his hands over my eyes. We stepped outside and I immediately knew it was the beach. He uncovered my eyes and I took in the scenery.
“Ally loved the beach.” I ব্যক্ত আরো to myself then Niall.
“I know, that’s why I brought আপনি here. Since আপনি missed the wake and the funeral, I thought this would be the best way to say goodbye. Going to her grave would be to emotional, but doing something আপনি both loved to do together, you’ll be able to let go.” He ব্যক্ত wrapping his arms around my waist.
“Thank you, for not giving up on me.” I said.
“I told you, I’m never going to leave you. Ever.” He said.
We linked hands and walked out onto the beach. We had left our shoes in the limo. I couldn’t help but feel Ally with us.
“Do আপনি think it’s possible that Ally’s spirit is here?” I asked Niall.
“Yeah.” He said, after considering it for a little while.
“Do আপনি think it’s crazy that I think her spirit is here?” I ব্যক্ত again.
“No, আপনি could be right.” He said.
We stopped walking and just stood in the water, letting it come in and hit our feet and then recede. I loved being here with Niall. This was perfect. I finally felt at peace with Ally’s death. She was gone and there was nothing I could do but live on for her.
“Thank আপনি for bringing me here.” I said.
“You’re welcome.” Niall ব্যক্ত smiling down at me.
“I’m not just saying this, but I think it really did help me.” I said.
“Well, that was the goal.” Niall ব্যক্ত chuckling a little.
I smiled at him. He really was beautiful.
“Hazel?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“Harry took আপনি for ice cream, and আপনি guys have been hanging out a lot lately, should I be worried?” he asked.
Part of me couldn’t believe he would think Harry would make a সরানো on me, and I would let him. Another part of me couldn’t believe that he would ask me this while I was grieving the death of my best friend, but then the last part of me saw how he looked. I couldn’t be mad at him when he looked at me like that.
“No, there is nothing to worry about.” I ব্যক্ত finally.
“Are আপনি sure?” he said, hesitant because of how long it took me to respond.
“Yeah, Harry and I are just good friends. He was trying to cheer me up.” I said.
“I saw the way he kissed আপনি on the cheek before and how tight he hugged আপনি that night on the bus. It looked a little আরো than friendly.” He said.
I couldn’t believe he was accusing me of cheating on him with Harry, his best friend.
“Niall, I told আপনি nothing is going on. Why don’t আপনি trust me?” I ব্যক্ত getting angry.
“It’s not that I don’t trust আপনি Hazel, I just, it hurts to see other guys around you. I just want আপনি to be my one and only.” He said.
“I am Niall, I only প্রণয় you. আপনি know that right?” I said.
“Yeah, but…” he trailed off.
“But what? I thought we were done with this?” I said.
“We are. Just forget it.” He said.
“No, tell me.” I said.
“I always feel like, like আপনি could do better than me. Like I’m not good enough, and that you’ll leave me for some guy who’s bigger and has big muscles and a perfect smile, and who can be around আপনি all the time, without ever having to leave.” He ব্যক্ত letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Niall, I very well could do that, but that’s not what I want. I want you. I প্রণয় your scrawny arms, and your braces. I don’t want a big tough guy, who’s আরো interested in working out than being with me.” I said.
Niall just nodded. He let a few আরো tears slide down his cheeks.
“No one is better than আপনি Niall. I প্রণয় you.” I said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too Hazel.” He said.
“Can I have a hug?” I said.
Niall quickly wrapped his arms around my waist and I wrapped my arms around his neck. We were still standing in the water. He lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist and nestled my head into his neck.
“Hazel, I প্রণয় you, I’m sorry for accusing আপনি of cheating on me. I just get really jealous when I see আপনি with other guys.” He said.
“It’s okay babe. Just promise me something.” I said.
“Anything.” He replied.
“That you’ll never doubt my প্রণয় for আপনি again.” I said.
“I promise.” He said.
He placed me down back in the sand and grabbed my hand. We continued walking down the beach. Every few মিনিট we would stop and চুম্বন and/or hug. I was finally not thinking about Ally when my phone rang. It was Ally’s mom. I didn’t know if I could talk to her yet. Niall saw it was her and pressed the talk button. I looked at him shocked but he gave me the ‘It’s for your own good’ look.
“Hello?” Ally’s mom said.
“Hi Mrs. Varen how are you.” I said.
“As well as I can be. How are আপনি holding up honey?” she said.
“I’ve been better.” I said.
“Well I heard আপনি were back home. I wanted to have আপনি over for dinner.” She said.
“Can I bring my boyfriend?” I asked.
“Sure.” She ব্যক্ত hesitantly.
“Thank you.” I answered.
“Well that’s all for now. I’ll see আপনি tomorrow night then.” She ব্যক্ত hanging up.
“What did she want?” Niall asked grabbing my hand.
“She wanted me over for dinner. I asked if আপনি could go and she ব্যক্ত yes. Will আপনি come?” I said.
“Yeah of course.” He said.
“It’s tomorrow night, she probably talked to my mom so I’ll find out আরো from her later.” I said.
“Are আপনি okay?” he asked me.
“Yeah. Yeah I am okay.” I answered. Honestly, I was okay.
After that we continued walking down the beach. When we got to the end we made our way back and got in the limo to go home. The whole way প্রথমপাতা I had my head rested on Niall as he hummed various songs in my ear. When we got back to my house he walked me to my door.
“See আপনি tomorrow?” he said.
“See আপনি then.” I said.
He gave me and small চুম্বন and then went back into the limo. I watched it pull away before I went inside. Today was one of the best days ever. It was late at night when I got প্রথমপাতা so I went straight to my room and collapsed onto my bed. My phone rang.
“Hello?” I ব্যক্ত sleepily.
“Hey babe.” Niall said.
“What’s going on?” I asked him.
“Nothing just getting into my hotel room.” He said.
“Cool.” I answered.
“Yeah, আপনি sound tired. Did I wake you?” he said.
“Nope I was just about to put my pajamas on.” I said.
“Cool, well goodnight princess.” He ব্যক্ত making a kissy noise into the phone.
“Goodnight.” I giggled.
“I প্রণয় you, sweet dreams.” He said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too.” I said.
When we hung up I put on my pajamas and slid into bed. Tomorrow was going to be rough. I didn’t know if I was ready to talk about Ally. I didn’t want to break down. That’s the last thing her parents need is me freaking out. I’m glad Niall was coming. He always knew what to say and do to make me feel better.
Harry's P.O.V
Their i was staring into her dark brown beutiful eyes that shined. she was looking back.
Ruby's P.O.V
i froze his eyes his eyes were gorgeous. so beutiful. "umm... we should go back now"i ব্যক্ত walking back akwardly. he probably thinks i not interested anymore. great. i headed back seeing dannyel smiling. "tell me everything what happened" ব্যক্ত dannyel the rest with harry. "we played some soccer....then i bumped into him and we stared at each other for like 3 minuets. i thought..i thought he was going to চুম্বন me but then i walked away." i ব্যক্ত looking down. she smiled and nodded. but she understood that i never had my first kiss. Anyway me and Dannyel headed back to the apartment. Still having the memory stuck in my head. I hopped in my pj.s and went to bed.
Their i was staring into her dark brown beutiful eyes that shined. she was looking back.
Ruby's P.O.V
i froze his eyes his eyes were gorgeous. so beutiful. "umm... we should go back now"i ব্যক্ত walking back akwardly. he probably thinks i not interested anymore. great. i headed back seeing dannyel smiling. "tell me everything what happened" ব্যক্ত dannyel the rest with harry. "we played some soccer....then i bumped into him and we stared at each other for like 3 minuets. i thought..i thought he was going to চুম্বন me but then i walked away." i ব্যক্ত looking down. she smiled and nodded. but she understood that i never had my first kiss. Anyway me and Dannyel headed back to the apartment. Still having the memory stuck in my head. I hopped in my pj.s and went to bed.
Ruby's P.O.V
their i was on the X-Factor stage. i heard them say a name. but it wasnt mine not my name they ব্যক্ত in pure excitment. my হৃদয় dropped in sadness. i walked off wiping the fresh tears coming down my face. "hey Rub's আপনি alright" asked my older brother harry. "no hazz im not i didnt make it okay go ahead laugh" i say running in the car. he came for me he pulled me in for a hug. "no worries প্রণয় আপনি will be found" says harry স্নেহ চুম্বন my head. we arrived প্রথমপাতা seeing nialll smashing on some chips. he ran to me asking if i made it. i frowned and he hugged me. and handed me a chip. i smiled and grabbed the bag. "MINE NOW" i say laughing heading upstairs. niall was following behind me laughing also.
their i was on the X-Factor stage. i heard them say a name. but it wasnt mine not my name they ব্যক্ত in pure excitment. my হৃদয় dropped in sadness. i walked off wiping the fresh tears coming down my face. "hey Rub's আপনি alright" asked my older brother harry. "no hazz im not i didnt make it okay go ahead laugh" i say running in the car. he came for me he pulled me in for a hug. "no worries প্রণয় আপনি will be found" says harry স্নেহ চুম্বন my head. we arrived প্রথমপাতা seeing nialll smashing on some chips. he ran to me asking if i made it. i frowned and he hugged me. and handed me a chip. i smiled and grabbed the bag. "MINE NOW" i say laughing heading upstairs. niall was following behind me laughing also.
It 7:00 AM and my mom called me from downstairs. "HONEY! IT'S TIME TO GO!"
I got my backpack and headed downstairs.
"Bye mom!" I waved goodbye and walked outside.
I was surprised because I found a limo instead of what I would thought it would be. A big truck.
A man in a suit escorted me into the limo and then we were off. But that is not all.
"Hi." the '5 nice boys' ব্যক্ত to me.
"Hi?!?!"
It was 1D. Oh.My.God.
"I'm Liam"
"I'm Harry"
"I'm Louis"
I'm Niall"
"And I'm Zayn."
And I was like 0_0
"LA here we come!" Niall exclaimed.
The driver turned the radio on and surprisingly enough, it was MY song.
No not Rebecca Black. Not Justin Bieber...
ME! Jenette Gold.
What could be better? Your own song on the radio, in a limo, with 1D গান গাওয়া along to it?
NOTHING. JUST NOTHING.
I got my backpack and headed downstairs.
"Bye mom!" I waved goodbye and walked outside.
I was surprised because I found a limo instead of what I would thought it would be. A big truck.
A man in a suit escorted me into the limo and then we were off. But that is not all.
"Hi." the '5 nice boys' ব্যক্ত to me.
"Hi?!?!"
It was 1D. Oh.My.God.
"I'm Liam"
"I'm Harry"
"I'm Louis"
I'm Niall"
"And I'm Zayn."
And I was like 0_0
"LA here we come!" Niall exclaimed.
The driver turned the radio on and surprisingly enough, it was MY song.
No not Rebecca Black. Not Justin Bieber...
ME! Jenette Gold.
What could be better? Your own song on the radio, in a limo, with 1D গান গাওয়া along to it?
NOTHING. JUST NOTHING.
I woke up to my cat, Amy, purring পরবর্তি to me.
Suddenly, my phone rang. It was the record label!
"Hello? Is this Jenette Gold."
"Ms. Gold! Hello this is Jim!"
"Hi Jim"
"Next Friday আপনি are going to LA for your big show, remember?"
"Yes."
"You will have 5 nice boys coming along with you. Is that okay?"
5 nice boys..5 nice boys...I tried to think who it will be. "I don't mind." I replied to Jim. "Okay then! I will see আপনি later."
Jim hung up.
I tried to think of who those "5 nice boys" would be until I looked at my poster across the room..."
Suddenly, my phone rang. It was the record label!
"Hello? Is this Jenette Gold."
"Ms. Gold! Hello this is Jim!"
"Hi Jim"
"Next Friday আপনি are going to LA for your big show, remember?"
"Yes."
"You will have 5 nice boys coming along with you. Is that okay?"
5 nice boys..5 nice boys...I tried to think who it will be. "I don't mind." I replied to Jim. "Okay then! I will see আপনি later."
Jim hung up.
I tried to think of who those "5 nice boys" would be until I looked at my poster across the room..."
ok so im trying অনুরাগী fic agien
alerm clook gos off
cassey: i dont what to get up
mom: cassey get down here now
cassey: *mumbles* আপনি just dont get it do you
mom: cassey now অথবা eles
joe: yah cassey nooowwwww
cassey: *mumbles agine* i hate my brother
cassey gos down stairs
mom: your gonna get it
cassey: how * in a reley scard way *
mom: well আপনি will see
dad: take it easy on her
cassey: bye
cassey walks out door
amanda: নমস্কার its looser ha ha ha
cassey: well at leat i dont wher so much make up i look like a clown
amanda: well at lest i dont need make up like আপনি do
Buse pulls up
at scool
cassey: নমস্কার thay look like one direction
alerm clook gos off
cassey: i dont what to get up
mom: cassey get down here now
cassey: *mumbles* আপনি just dont get it do you
mom: cassey now অথবা eles
joe: yah cassey nooowwwww
cassey: *mumbles agine* i hate my brother
cassey gos down stairs
mom: your gonna get it
cassey: how * in a reley scard way *
mom: well আপনি will see
dad: take it easy on her
cassey: bye
cassey walks out door
amanda: নমস্কার its looser ha ha ha
cassey: well at leat i dont wher so much make up i look like a clown
amanda: well at lest i dont need make up like আপনি do
Buse pulls up
at scool
cassey: নমস্কার thay look like one direction