Niall Horan Fanfic Chapter 25: Wouldn’t Change a Thing
“Hazel, it’s nothing permanent, like I’m not proposing, but I was just wondering if আপনি ever thought about us like getting married?” he ব্যক্ত really fast.
I still didn’t know what to say. I was in complete shock.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to throw that at আপনি like this. I should have waited.” He ব্যক্ত looking at the ground.
“No.” I ব্যক্ত finally.
“No what?” he asked nervously.
“No আপনি shouldn’t have waited.” I said.
“So? Have আপনি thought about it?” he asked.
“Yeah, a lot actually. I never ব্যক্ত anything, cause I didn’t know if we were on the same page.” I ব্যক্ত smiling at him.
“I think we are.” He said.
“Me too.” I laughed.
Niall looked at me for a really long time. I can’t believe he actually thought of marrying me. It was crazy. I could not be the person Niall James Horan wanted to spend the rest of his life with, but I guess I was.
“But, when আপনি propose, it better be romantic. Like sky লেখা অথবা fireworks অথবা something big.” I joked.
“And here I was thinking আপনি were simple.” He ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন me lightly.
“I was kidding. However আপনি do it, I’ll love.” I said.
“Good, but for now I have something for you.” He ব্যক্ত pulling out a small box from his pocket.
“What is that?” I ব্যক্ত getting nervous.
Did he already have an engagement ring? Man this boy was ten steps ahead.
“Don’t worry,” he said, “It’s a promise ring.”
“A who?” I said, I sort of lived under a rock.
“A promise ring…man you’re slow. It’s like a promise that we’ll be together forever, but not a serious as an engagement ring.” He ব্যক্ত smiling.
“Well why are আপনি smiling at me? Put that thing on my finger and চুম্বন me!” I squealed.
“You’re bossy.” He ব্যক্ত while placing the ring on my finger.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Niall.” I said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too muffin.” He laughed.
“I hate pet names.” I ব্যক্ত making a gagging noise.
“I know that’s why I ব্যক্ত it.” He ব্যক্ত grabbing my hand.
We laid down on the সৈকত and watched the sunset. I rested my head on Niall’s chest and listened to him breathing, as he stroked my hair. I loved being with him like this.
“Babe?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“I hate to ruin the moment, but I need to go back to Ireland soon.” He said.
“So আপনি decide to tell me now?” I asked getting upset.
“I know, I’m really sorry, but I haven’t been প্রথমপাতা for a long time, and I miss it.” He said.
“Yeah, I know.” I said.
“I’m going to miss you.” He said.
“When are আপনি leaving?” I asked.
“Tomorrow afternoon.” He mumbled.
“What!? And আপনি didn’t think that was something important to mention?” I ব্যক্ত getting mad.
“Hazel, please don’t be mad. I was going to tell আপনি sooner but with all the fighting with Ally’s parents I didn’t want to hurt you, and then tonight, I didn’t know how to bring it up, and I needed to tell আপনি before tomorrow, I just…it’s messed up now.” He ব্যক্ত looking sad.
“Yeah well maybe আপনি should have thought it through more.” I ব্যক্ত turning away from him.
“Hazel please.” He said.
“Just leave me alone. Take আপনি and your stupid promise ring back to Ireland and leave me alone.” I ব্যক্ত letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“Hazel…” Niall ব্যক্ত desperately.
“Just take me home.” I said.
We walked to the car and he drove me প্রথমপাতা in silence. He pulled up to my house, and I was about to get out of the car. Niall grabbed my arm and stopped me.
“What?” I snapped at him.
“Why are আপনি so mad at me?” he said.
“You should have told me sooner.” I said.
“I didn’t know how.” He said.
“Yeah well that’s not my problem.” I said.
“Do আপনি not remember what we just talked about?” he asked me.
“Yeah, I do.” I said.
“We were talking about getting married. আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি would marry me Hazel. I gave আপনি a promise ring, and over one stupid little thing আপনি ripped it off and told me to get out of your life. How is that supposed to make me feel?” he said.
“Niall it’s not a stupid little thing! It’s a big thing. আপনি are going to leave and go to another country on another continent, without me. আপনি easily leave me all the time. Like I’m that disposable.” I ব্যক্ত crying.
“You’re not disposable Hazel! I want to marry you. I want to be with আপনি forever. That’s not a small thing. I want আপনি and me to be together forever.” He ব্যক্ত sounding really hurt.
“I hate you.” I said.
“What?” Niall said.
“You make me প্রণয় আপনি too much Niall. I need আপনি too much.” I ব্যক্ত burying my face in my hands.
“Babe, please just forgive me. I’m so, so sorry about not telling আপনি sooner. I didn’t know it would hurt আপনি this much. Just please don’t be mad at me anymore. I hate fighting with you.” He said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Niall.” I ব্যক্ত grabbing him and pulling him into a hug.
“I প্রণয় আপনি so much.” He said.
“Can I have it back?” I said.
“Of course.” He ব্যক্ত placing the ring back on my finger.
“I’m sorry for flipping out.” I said.
“It’s okay.” He said.
“No, no it’s not. I ব্যক্ত ‘I hate you’ that was terrible. I didn’t mean it like that. I just hate that I need আপনি so much.” I said.
“Don’t worry about it.” He said.
“I don’t want আপনি to leave.” I said.
“Trust me; I don’t want to leave either. Will আপনি come with me?” he said.
“I don’t want to invade your family time.” I said.
“You are my family Hazel, my mom will প্রণয় to see আপনি and I don’t want to leave you.” He said.
“Niall…” I said.
“No Hazel, you’re coming with me, and that’s final.” He said.
“Fine,” I said, “but now আপনি need to come in and help me pack.”
“Cool.” He laughed.
We got out of the car and went into my house. No one was home. No one ever was. We went up to my room and pulled my suitcases from the closet. I opened my draws and dumped everything out. Niall neatly folded everything and placed it in my suitcase. He was the neat one in the relationship.
Once we finished packing my stuff we went and sat on the couch. Niall turned on the T.V. I sat down on his lap and he started rocking me back and forth.
“I want to marry you.” He said.
“In time.” I said.
“No now.” He whined.
“You’re crazy.” I said.
“Crazy in প্রণয় with you.” He cooed at me.
“You need sleep.” I said.
“No I need to marry you.” He said.
“You are too mushy.” I laughed ruffling his hair.
“You are too beautiful.” He ব্যক্ত rubbing circles on my cheek with his thumb.
“Go home.” I said.
“Come with me?” he asked.
“Fine.” I said.
He ran upstairs and grabbed my suitcases, then took them out to the car. Then he came back in and scooped me up and carried me to the car. I was so tired that I fell asleep on the way to his hotel.
“Hazel wake up.” Niall ব্যক্ত shaking me.
“Whhaattt?” I ব্যক্ত groggily.
“You need to walk into the hotel if I carry your suitcases.” He laughed.
“Piggy back me.” I said.
“Ok hop on.” He said.
I climbed up onto his back and he carried me and my stuff into the hotel. We got in the elevator and went upstairs. When we got to his room he couldn’t grab his key because he was holding too much.
“Reach into my left front pocket and grab it.” He said.
“I refuse to reach into your pants.” I ব্যক্ত resting my head on his shoulder.
“Hazel stop অভিনয় like a five বছর old and get the key.” He said.
“You forgot the please.” I ব্যক্ত to test his patience.
“Please get the key.” He said.
“Ok, but only because I প্রণয় you.” I said.
We finally got into the hotel room and he placed me on the bed. I laid down and was so close to falling asleep, but Niall kept banging draws and turning lights on and off, while he was packing his stuff.
“Are আপনি almost done?” I laughed.
“Done!” he shouted jumping onto the বিছানা with me.
“Can we snuggle?” I said.
“Yes of course princess.” He ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন me.
I rested my head on his chest and he twirled my hair around his fingers.
“Night.” I said.
“Goodnight.” He ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন my forehead.
“I প্রণয় you.” I whispered.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too.” He said.
“Hazel, it’s nothing permanent, like I’m not proposing, but I was just wondering if আপনি ever thought about us like getting married?” he ব্যক্ত really fast.
I still didn’t know what to say. I was in complete shock.
“I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to throw that at আপনি like this. I should have waited.” He ব্যক্ত looking at the ground.
“No.” I ব্যক্ত finally.
“No what?” he asked nervously.
“No আপনি shouldn’t have waited.” I said.
“So? Have আপনি thought about it?” he asked.
“Yeah, a lot actually. I never ব্যক্ত anything, cause I didn’t know if we were on the same page.” I ব্যক্ত smiling at him.
“I think we are.” He said.
“Me too.” I laughed.
Niall looked at me for a really long time. I can’t believe he actually thought of marrying me. It was crazy. I could not be the person Niall James Horan wanted to spend the rest of his life with, but I guess I was.
“But, when আপনি propose, it better be romantic. Like sky লেখা অথবা fireworks অথবা something big.” I joked.
“And here I was thinking আপনি were simple.” He ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন me lightly.
“I was kidding. However আপনি do it, I’ll love.” I said.
“Good, but for now I have something for you.” He ব্যক্ত pulling out a small box from his pocket.
“What is that?” I ব্যক্ত getting nervous.
Did he already have an engagement ring? Man this boy was ten steps ahead.
“Don’t worry,” he said, “It’s a promise ring.”
“A who?” I said, I sort of lived under a rock.
“A promise ring…man you’re slow. It’s like a promise that we’ll be together forever, but not a serious as an engagement ring.” He ব্যক্ত smiling.
“Well why are আপনি smiling at me? Put that thing on my finger and চুম্বন me!” I squealed.
“You’re bossy.” He ব্যক্ত while placing the ring on my finger.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Niall.” I said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too muffin.” He laughed.
“I hate pet names.” I ব্যক্ত making a gagging noise.
“I know that’s why I ব্যক্ত it.” He ব্যক্ত grabbing my hand.
We laid down on the সৈকত and watched the sunset. I rested my head on Niall’s chest and listened to him breathing, as he stroked my hair. I loved being with him like this.
“Babe?” he said.
“Yeah?” I answered.
“I hate to ruin the moment, but I need to go back to Ireland soon.” He said.
“So আপনি decide to tell me now?” I asked getting upset.
“I know, I’m really sorry, but I haven’t been প্রথমপাতা for a long time, and I miss it.” He said.
“Yeah, I know.” I said.
“I’m going to miss you.” He said.
“When are আপনি leaving?” I asked.
“Tomorrow afternoon.” He mumbled.
“What!? And আপনি didn’t think that was something important to mention?” I ব্যক্ত getting mad.
“Hazel, please don’t be mad. I was going to tell আপনি sooner but with all the fighting with Ally’s parents I didn’t want to hurt you, and then tonight, I didn’t know how to bring it up, and I needed to tell আপনি before tomorrow, I just…it’s messed up now.” He ব্যক্ত looking sad.
“Yeah well maybe আপনি should have thought it through more.” I ব্যক্ত turning away from him.
“Hazel please.” He said.
“Just leave me alone. Take আপনি and your stupid promise ring back to Ireland and leave me alone.” I ব্যক্ত letting a tear roll down my cheek.
“Hazel…” Niall ব্যক্ত desperately.
“Just take me home.” I said.
We walked to the car and he drove me প্রথমপাতা in silence. He pulled up to my house, and I was about to get out of the car. Niall grabbed my arm and stopped me.
“What?” I snapped at him.
“Why are আপনি so mad at me?” he said.
“You should have told me sooner.” I said.
“I didn’t know how.” He said.
“Yeah well that’s not my problem.” I said.
“Do আপনি not remember what we just talked about?” he asked me.
“Yeah, I do.” I said.
“We were talking about getting married. আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি would marry me Hazel. I gave আপনি a promise ring, and over one stupid little thing আপনি ripped it off and told me to get out of your life. How is that supposed to make me feel?” he said.
“Niall it’s not a stupid little thing! It’s a big thing. আপনি are going to leave and go to another country on another continent, without me. আপনি easily leave me all the time. Like I’m that disposable.” I ব্যক্ত crying.
“You’re not disposable Hazel! I want to marry you. I want to be with আপনি forever. That’s not a small thing. I want আপনি and me to be together forever.” He ব্যক্ত sounding really hurt.
“I hate you.” I said.
“What?” Niall said.
“You make me প্রণয় আপনি too much Niall. I need আপনি too much.” I ব্যক্ত burying my face in my hands.
“Babe, please just forgive me. I’m so, so sorry about not telling আপনি sooner. I didn’t know it would hurt আপনি this much. Just please don’t be mad at me anymore. I hate fighting with you.” He said.
“I প্রণয় আপনি Niall.” I ব্যক্ত grabbing him and pulling him into a hug.
“I প্রণয় আপনি so much.” He said.
“Can I have it back?” I said.
“Of course.” He ব্যক্ত placing the ring back on my finger.
“I’m sorry for flipping out.” I said.
“It’s okay.” He said.
“No, no it’s not. I ব্যক্ত ‘I hate you’ that was terrible. I didn’t mean it like that. I just hate that I need আপনি so much.” I said.
“Don’t worry about it.” He said.
“I don’t want আপনি to leave.” I said.
“Trust me; I don’t want to leave either. Will আপনি come with me?” he said.
“I don’t want to invade your family time.” I said.
“You are my family Hazel, my mom will প্রণয় to see আপনি and I don’t want to leave you.” He said.
“Niall…” I said.
“No Hazel, you’re coming with me, and that’s final.” He said.
“Fine,” I said, “but now আপনি need to come in and help me pack.”
“Cool.” He laughed.
We got out of the car and went into my house. No one was home. No one ever was. We went up to my room and pulled my suitcases from the closet. I opened my draws and dumped everything out. Niall neatly folded everything and placed it in my suitcase. He was the neat one in the relationship.
Once we finished packing my stuff we went and sat on the couch. Niall turned on the T.V. I sat down on his lap and he started rocking me back and forth.
“I want to marry you.” He said.
“In time.” I said.
“No now.” He whined.
“You’re crazy.” I said.
“Crazy in প্রণয় with you.” He cooed at me.
“You need sleep.” I said.
“No I need to marry you.” He said.
“You are too mushy.” I laughed ruffling his hair.
“You are too beautiful.” He ব্যক্ত rubbing circles on my cheek with his thumb.
“Go home.” I said.
“Come with me?” he asked.
“Fine.” I said.
He ran upstairs and grabbed my suitcases, then took them out to the car. Then he came back in and scooped me up and carried me to the car. I was so tired that I fell asleep on the way to his hotel.
“Hazel wake up.” Niall ব্যক্ত shaking me.
“Whhaattt?” I ব্যক্ত groggily.
“You need to walk into the hotel if I carry your suitcases.” He laughed.
“Piggy back me.” I said.
“Ok hop on.” He said.
I climbed up onto his back and he carried me and my stuff into the hotel. We got in the elevator and went upstairs. When we got to his room he couldn’t grab his key because he was holding too much.
“Reach into my left front pocket and grab it.” He said.
“I refuse to reach into your pants.” I ব্যক্ত resting my head on his shoulder.
“Hazel stop অভিনয় like a five বছর old and get the key.” He said.
“You forgot the please.” I ব্যক্ত to test his patience.
“Please get the key.” He said.
“Ok, but only because I প্রণয় you.” I said.
We finally got into the hotel room and he placed me on the bed. I laid down and was so close to falling asleep, but Niall kept banging draws and turning lights on and off, while he was packing his stuff.
“Are আপনি almost done?” I laughed.
“Done!” he shouted jumping onto the বিছানা with me.
“Can we snuggle?” I said.
“Yes of course princess.” He ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন me.
I rested my head on his chest and he twirled my hair around his fingers.
“Night.” I said.
“Goodnight.” He ব্যক্ত স্নেহ চুম্বন my forehead.
“I প্রণয় you.” I whispered.
“I প্রণয় আপনি too.” He said.