Jaylie's POV
Moving. A বছর পূর্বে I would have simply refused to. But that was before...
It's all because of my jackass boyfriend(well, ex-boyfriend now), Blake.
~Flashback~
I was sitting in my room tweeting when my phone buzzed. It was a message from Blake. Oh, how I প্রণয় Blake so much!, I thought. We've been dating for two months. And these are the best two months I've ever had.
Conversation:
Blake-hey, Honey Suckle ;)
Me-heyyy wat's up?
Blake-just thinking about u and how I'm missing u so much <3
Me-awww u know u just saw me when u picked me up from school about an ঘন্টা ago
Blake-it's only been an hour? Wow it feels like all day. Can I come over?
Me-well, of course! :)
10 মিনিট later I heard the doorbell. That was Blake.
"I've got it! It's Blake!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs. As soon as I opened the door Blake grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me. He started backing me up so he could come in without breaking the kiss.
"EWWW! MOMMA! DADDY! JAYLIE AND BLAKE ARE KISSING!" my 4 বছর old brother, Riley screamed.
"You won't be to happy when আপনি get old enough to have a girlfriend and she does that to you," my other 15 বছর old brother, Dylan, told him.
"Come on, let's go to my room," I ব্যক্ত to Blake. We walked up he stairs and went to my room and shut the door. Blake was already sitting on my বিছানা when I turned around. I sat beside him.
"Now, where were we?" he asked as he leaned in and started স্নেহ চুম্বন me. It was just a soft চুম্বন at first but then he started to deepen the kiss(something I enjoyed). Then we started playing tug-of-war with our tongues(I enjoyed that also). Then, to my surprise, he gently leaned me back on the bed. He began to চুম্বন my neck and nibble my ear. He then ran his hands underneath my শার্ট and lifted it over my head and took it off. I did the same with him. But once he began to unhook my bra, I stopped him.
"No, Blake, wait," I said.
"Wait for what?" he asked.
"I'm sorry, but I'm just not ready yet," I ব্যক্ত apologeticly.
"Jaylie, আপনি always say that. Your eighteen years old! Yes আপনি are ready," he said. "I've been ready for a মাস now but I've been waiting for you. I don't know how much longer I can wait."
"Just please give me some আরো time, okay?" I pleaded.
"No. I'm not wasting anymore time. I've u won't, then we're done," he said.
I justes stared at him, shocked. "Well, fine! If thats all আপনি care about then I don't want আপনি as a boyfriend anyway!" I yelled at him. And with that he left.
Later that night at 2am...
I was laying there in my বিছানা trying to get some sleep when I heard my window open. Oh, shit! I forgot to lock it! I got up and I saw it was Blake holding a bouquet of red roses.
"I'm sorry for what I ব্যক্ত earlier. I can't live without you. And if living with আপনি in my life means having to wait...then I will," he said. I looked at him. His cute face in the moonlight. I had to forgive him. I smiled and ran to him and kissed him. He picked me up and carried me to the bed. We ended up getting to the exact same place we were last time. And, just like last time, I stopped him.
"Blake-" I started.
"Shhh. Don't talk. Let our bodies talk, not our mouths."
"But-"
"But nothing. Shut up like I said."
I was shocked to hear him say that. He's never ব্যক্ত anything like that to me before. Before I could register what he was doing, he put a piece of হাঁস tape on my mouth. I started hyperventilating. Then, to my horror, he got a pocket ছুরি out and held it against my throat.
"Now আপনি know what I mean দ্বারা shut up and don't সরানো don't you?" he asked.
Before he could continue, my bedroom door opened and my light was flipped on.
"Jaylie...? Jaylie, what-?" Riley didn't finish the question. "Momma! Daddy! Somebody's hurting Jaylie! Hurry!"
In a blink of an eye, my mom and dad were in my room.
And let's just say that after that, i dont think Blake would ever try that again.
That didn't stop him from hurting me without being near me. When we went back to school, he told every one that I was pregnant and he wasn't the father. So now every one was calling me a whore, a slut, অথবা a slutty whore. I came প্রথমপাতা crying every দিন and my dad got sick of it so...he decided to move.
~End of Flashback~
So there আপনি have it. I'm going to start my college life as a new person. At Los Angeles, California.
This is my first fanfic so I hope আপনি like it and please leave comments! :)
I'll post the পরবর্তি part tomorrow অথবা maybe the পরবর্তি day
Moving. A বছর পূর্বে I would have simply refused to. But that was before...
It's all because of my jackass boyfriend(well, ex-boyfriend now), Blake.
~Flashback~
I was sitting in my room tweeting when my phone buzzed. It was a message from Blake. Oh, how I প্রণয় Blake so much!, I thought. We've been dating for two months. And these are the best two months I've ever had.
Conversation:
Blake-hey, Honey Suckle ;)
Me-heyyy wat's up?
Blake-just thinking about u and how I'm missing u so much <3
Me-awww u know u just saw me when u picked me up from school about an ঘন্টা ago
Blake-it's only been an hour? Wow it feels like all day. Can I come over?
Me-well, of course! :)
10 মিনিট later I heard the doorbell. That was Blake.
"I've got it! It's Blake!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs. As soon as I opened the door Blake grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me. He started backing me up so he could come in without breaking the kiss.
"EWWW! MOMMA! DADDY! JAYLIE AND BLAKE ARE KISSING!" my 4 বছর old brother, Riley screamed.
"You won't be to happy when আপনি get old enough to have a girlfriend and she does that to you," my other 15 বছর old brother, Dylan, told him.
"Come on, let's go to my room," I ব্যক্ত to Blake. We walked up he stairs and went to my room and shut the door. Blake was already sitting on my বিছানা when I turned around. I sat beside him.
"Now, where were we?" he asked as he leaned in and started স্নেহ চুম্বন me. It was just a soft চুম্বন at first but then he started to deepen the kiss(something I enjoyed). Then we started playing tug-of-war with our tongues(I enjoyed that also). Then, to my surprise, he gently leaned me back on the bed. He began to চুম্বন my neck and nibble my ear. He then ran his hands underneath my শার্ট and lifted it over my head and took it off. I did the same with him. But once he began to unhook my bra, I stopped him.
"No, Blake, wait," I said.
"Wait for what?" he asked.
"I'm sorry, but I'm just not ready yet," I ব্যক্ত apologeticly.
"Jaylie, আপনি always say that. Your eighteen years old! Yes আপনি are ready," he said. "I've been ready for a মাস now but I've been waiting for you. I don't know how much longer I can wait."
"Just please give me some আরো time, okay?" I pleaded.
"No. I'm not wasting anymore time. I've u won't, then we're done," he said.
I justes stared at him, shocked. "Well, fine! If thats all আপনি care about then I don't want আপনি as a boyfriend anyway!" I yelled at him. And with that he left.
Later that night at 2am...
I was laying there in my বিছানা trying to get some sleep when I heard my window open. Oh, shit! I forgot to lock it! I got up and I saw it was Blake holding a bouquet of red roses.
"I'm sorry for what I ব্যক্ত earlier. I can't live without you. And if living with আপনি in my life means having to wait...then I will," he said. I looked at him. His cute face in the moonlight. I had to forgive him. I smiled and ran to him and kissed him. He picked me up and carried me to the bed. We ended up getting to the exact same place we were last time. And, just like last time, I stopped him.
"Blake-" I started.
"Shhh. Don't talk. Let our bodies talk, not our mouths."
"But-"
"But nothing. Shut up like I said."
I was shocked to hear him say that. He's never ব্যক্ত anything like that to me before. Before I could register what he was doing, he put a piece of হাঁস tape on my mouth. I started hyperventilating. Then, to my horror, he got a pocket ছুরি out and held it against my throat.
"Now আপনি know what I mean দ্বারা shut up and don't সরানো don't you?" he asked.
Before he could continue, my bedroom door opened and my light was flipped on.
"Jaylie...? Jaylie, what-?" Riley didn't finish the question. "Momma! Daddy! Somebody's hurting Jaylie! Hurry!"
In a blink of an eye, my mom and dad were in my room.
And let's just say that after that, i dont think Blake would ever try that again.
That didn't stop him from hurting me without being near me. When we went back to school, he told every one that I was pregnant and he wasn't the father. So now every one was calling me a whore, a slut, অথবা a slutty whore. I came প্রথমপাতা crying every দিন and my dad got sick of it so...he decided to move.
~End of Flashback~
So there আপনি have it. I'm going to start my college life as a new person. At Los Angeles, California.
This is my first fanfic so I hope আপনি like it and please leave comments! :)
I'll post the পরবর্তি part tomorrow অথবা maybe the পরবর্তি day
Yesterday was an amazing দিন and a milestone in our One Direction calender. We had our first radio play today and it was an incredible experience for all of us. We waited so long for today and it finally arrived! A big thank আপনি to Scott Mills for being an amazing host and putting us at ease, we were very very nervous this morning and Scott made it a very enjoyable interview for us. It was the most surreal experience of my life so a BIG thankyou Radio One, Scott and the team.
Lastly I want to say a huge thank আপনি to all of আপনি অনুরাগী for all your support and for being so patient whilst we made the record. Your support so far has been amazing and we wouldn’t be here without আপনি so I hope আপনি like the record! We can’t wait to get out there and perform it! A massive thanks to everyone for pre ordering :) and please keep spreading the word as there is lots আরো to come!!
Lots of প্রণয় Liam and the boys xxx
Lastly I want to say a huge thank আপনি to all of আপনি অনুরাগী for all your support and for being so patient whilst we made the record. Your support so far has been amazing and we wouldn’t be here without আপনি so I hope আপনি like the record! We can’t wait to get out there and perform it! A massive thanks to everyone for pre ordering :) and please keep spreading the word as there is lots আরো to come!!
Lots of প্রণয় Liam and the boys xxx