Anna's POV:
2 months had past living my life with Zayn,I was excited and it seemed my belly grew some.Telling the others made me nervous,I had everyone over for ডিনার but Drew he went back to Iraq.When he left I was confident he would come back.I hugged him and let him go on the plane.When I told my dad,He hugged me and cried.He told me it would be like seeing mom again,Thats how happy he would be.I was at the doctor to check up on the baby.Zayn stood পরবর্তি to me.The doctor was doing an ultrasound.The doctor looked at me funny,He took a deep breath in.He looked at his chart.
"You say you've been experiencing cramps,and heavy bleeding?"
"Yes..."I worried.
"Mam,It maybe because your having a miscarriage."
I wanted to kill myself,I guess that the world just doesn't want me to have a happy ending.All I ever wanted was a little girl,To hear the pit pat of little feet hitting the floor,To hear the cry of a new born,To see a smile on a child's face that looks similar to me,but it seemed like I'd never get that.I ran out the doctors office in tears,I ran and sat out side against the car.Zayn chased after me.He hugged me and held me.He got angry punched the ground.I held him.Our world was ending.Having him made me feel better but I wasn't enough.I was হৃদয় broken.
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I হারিয়ে গেছে track of time,
Zayn wanted to try again,but I didn't want to feel the হৃদয় break again.I didn't want to get hurt,so we stopped having sex.If I guessed it had been months,of wasting away.I was silent most of the time,I quit eating so they had to take me to the hospital.The doctor ব্যক্ত it was clinical depression.I wanted to kill that doctor.While my প্রণয় was ফ্রোজেন others প্রণয় grew.Loiue proposed to Amber on her birthday.She moved out of her foster প্রথমপাতা and now lives with us.Niall started dating Courtney.No one talks when I walk in the room.Zayn tried to be faithful and stayed with me,Til one দিন he couldn't take it any longer.I didn't cry I felt no emotion as he yelled at me.He quit wearing his ring.It was like I was dead but barely alive.I completed my 1st বছর of collage,Thats all I ever did.Now I just laid in bed,staring at an old ছবি of me and Zayn.Back when I felt the love.I got up and took a walk around the house.No one was around.I looked inside Nialls room.I found the teddy ভালুক Zayn gave me when I pasted out.It was stuffed under his bed.I grabbed it and hugged it,I started to cry.
Niall stepped out of the ঝরনা he was shirtless with a towel wrapped around him.
"Um...that's.."
I gazed at him.He wiped my tears.
"I know it hurts to remember a Love."he told me.
I kissed him,I don't know why but I did.He kissed me back and laid me on the bed.He's towel fell off.He took my pant off and touched me.That moment...I remembered,I felt the love,I felt emotion,But it wasn't for Niall.It was to late.He already did it.I grabbed my clothes and ran away from him.
"Anna!"he yelled.
"Zayn!"I yelled.
Harry grabbed me,He hugged me,
"I know,Its okay."he held me.
"I made a stupid desicion,Im a stupid bitch."I sobbed.
"Anna!"Niall walked out his room.He still had his শার্ট off he put on his pants.
He tried to grab me,Harry punched him.He fell back.
"Back up!"he yelled.
Zayn stood in the hall way he watched the whole thing go down.
"Anna,I fucking hate you!Go kill yourself,You stupid whore."Zayn yelled at me.He ran out the door.
I ran downstairs to the kitchen.Liam was in there.I tried to take the ছুরি he had.
"Give me it!!"I yelled.
Amber ran in the kitchen.
"STOP IT!!"she yelled.
She pulled me away.I punched her and ran out the door.