June 21, 2012
11:36 am

        In the past week and a half I've gotten warmer to the idea of me liking One Direction আরো than Justin Bieber. It still hurts me to say it but I'm getting better. On the percent scale that says how much I like 1D and JB, it's 1D-65% and JB-35%. Slowly, দিন দ্বারা day, the 1D scale is going up and the JB scale is going down. I give it two days before the JB scale is at 10%. That's as low as its gonna get. It will never get to zero. I'll always have a place in my হৃদয় for JB. 

        "Get this queer off the front of your phone!" dad yelled from the living room. Shit. Why is my phone in there? Just last week I had a picture of JB as my screen saver and dad made me change it. I changed it back hoping that he wouldn't catch me. Well call me a মাছ cuz I just got caught. 
        "But, daddy!" I whined. Sometimes it works on him. Sometimes.
        "Change it!" he yelled again. I huffed and got up. I went to the living room and stood right in front of him. He handed me my phone. I stood there longer with my কুকুরছানা dog eyes trying to see if he would let me keep it. He motioned for me to hurry up. I groaned and walked to my room. I sat down on my বিছানা and stared at the JB pic on the screen. I wonder what I can put as the pic? I slapped myself on the forehead. One Direction of course! My dad doesn't even know who One Direction is yet. It would be perfectly ok to put a pic of 1D as the screen saver. I went to গুগুল an found 1 group pic and a individual pic of each if the boys. I put the group pic as the lock screen. And I was going to switch the individual pics out every day. It was gonna be a pic of Harry first. Oh! I almost forgot! Harry is my new favorite. I just listened to their solos and then pics and I just decided that I liked Harry better. 
        I logged onto fanpop, that's become my addiction, and checked my updates. A few days পূর্বে found out আপনি can read fanfiction on fanpop. I প্রণয় reading! I went to page like 60 something and read all of them from there to page 1. Later I decided to start my own fanfiction. I also discovered One Direction fanfiction (haha that rhymes. Sorry আপনি can really tell I have blonde in my hair. I have blonde moments all the time! And I'm really random) on a website called Wattpad.com. If আপনি like পাঠ করা 1D fanfiction then I recommend আপনি go to this website. When আপনি go to the website just type "One Direction" in the খুঁজুন box. The stories on that website are AMAZING! 
       Well on ফ্যানপপ there was this প্রবন্ধ that ব্যক্ত something I'll never forget. It was about Niall. The girl that wrote the প্রবন্ধ ব্যক্ত that she found a Niall quote. It ব্যক্ত "Once a group of অনুরাগী hugged all the members, except me; 
I was standing there smiling, but inside of me, in reality I was feeling really bad.’’  I don't know about আপনি but if I was প্রদত্ত the chance to meet 1D I would hug all of the members at least three times each. After I read that প্রবন্ধ Niall would definitely be the first one I hug. And his hug would be the longest. Even though there are sweet, lovable people in the world, in this case Niall, there will always be somebody, in this case the group of fans, that will make that sweet lovable person feel bad, and feel like they're not loved. But trust me; Niall Horan is loved.
        If আপনি act before আপনি think আপনি could really hurt somebody. Think about that.