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আপনি threw your head back,covering your eyes with the sleeves of your hoodie. আপনি were trying so hard to not let the nasty tweets get to you. One tear made its way down your face,ruining some of your eyeliner. আপনি started wiping instantly,fixing your makeup.
"What are আপনি doing?" Niall walked in,taking your hands away from your watery eyes
আপনি glanced into his bright eyes,looking away,"Nothing"
"Lemme see your laptop!" Niall shouted as he realized what might have happened
আপনি shooed him away,"NO,NIALL!"
"GIVE ME THE LAPTOP!" Niall shouted again,taking the laptop from your desk
আপনি stood পরবর্তি to him as he scrolled through all the nasty tweets আপনি had recieved just an ঘন্টা ago. Niall glared at the screen,slamming the laptop shut. He stormed towards his room,taking his phone in his hand. আপনি stayed in your room,hopping up onto the bed.
Eleanor walked in,her hair tied up in a messy bun,"Hey! Niall told me what happened..were আপনি really listening to those fans?"
"Yeah..I mean,most of the times they say something,they're right!" আপনি argued,covering your eyes once again as আপনি lay back
Eleanor sighed,lying down besides you,"Let me tell আপনি something,they don't know how in প্রণয় আপনি and Zayn are!"
"ELEANOR! They hate me for being in love. They hate me for even knowing Zayn!" আপনি screamed,"They think that I'm using him for fame. They think I'm a স্বর্ণ digger. They think I'm a whore. They say I'm a slut. They say our relationship is for publicity! They say I'm using him for everything!! THEY EVEN THINK I'M CHEATING ON HIM!" আপনি let the tears stream down your face
"I know what you're going through..I got hate as well..but I'm going to tell আপনি one thing. Don't listen to them! They don't know what they're talking about. If আপনি were cheating on him,you would know. If you're using him,you would know! So don't listen to them!" Eleanor wiped a tear from your cheek as it started falling
আপনি stared at her for a while,"I-I miss him so much right now. If he was here..he would've made me feel better..but he's not. Because he's probably looking for a better girl then me. I don't deserve to be with Zayn..." আপনি got up,"I'll be back,Eleanor. Tell the boys the same."
আপনি threw your hair into a ponytail,clipping a black bow into your bun. আপনি shaked your way into your Hollister sweats and put on a tank top. আপনি stepped into your brown boots,heading out of the house. আপনি knew it was cold,but আপনি didn't care right now. আপনি headed towards the train station. The tweets went through your mind once again...
...@VSpinkZayn আপনি don't deserve to be with Zayn...
...@VSpinkZayn ur a whore...
...@VSpinkZayn ur pretty,but forreals..ur obviously using Zayn..
...@VSpinkZayn ur a pain in the 1d family's ass...
You waited patiently at the station. আপনি heard the honking of the পরবর্তি train and felt the sun sparkling on your pale skin. আপনি stood up,stepping onto the tracks.
"Zayn,I want আপনি to know I've always loved you. Don't end up like me. This is a foolish mistake,but I let the hate get to me. Don't quit the band because of me. Just know I প্রণয় you. I've always loved you. They never knew what we did best. They never knew what আপনি did to my heart..I will always প্রণয় you,Zayn" আপনি muttered,shutting your eyes.
আপনি heard the train approaching you. The honks became আরো frequent and louder. আপনি held your hands at your side.
"I প্রণয় you,Zayn" আপনি mutttered as the impact of the train hit you.
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Zayn waited at home,waiting for আপনি to come home. Not knowing what had went wrong.
"Where is she?! Eleanor,she didn't tell আপনি where she was going?" Zayn started screaming
Eleanor shook her head,"Zayn,calm do-"
Zayn's phone began ringing. He ran towards the phone,snatching it up quickly. He glanced at the number before answering.
"This is Zayn Malik. WHAT DO আপনি MEAN SHE'S GONE?!! SHE CAN'T BE GONE!" Zayn screamed into the phone
Zayn hung up the phone,throwing it at the wall. The tears were already streaming down his red face. He waited for the boys to come. He slouched to the floor,blinking.
"I always loved you..." Zayn muttered
