"So tell me what I've missed since আপনি hit stardom." I say, glancing at Niall. "Not too much, really." he says. "Has there been anyone?" I question. "It's complicated right now." Niall উত্তর hesitantly. "Oh." I say, looking down. He clears his throat. "What about you, Kate?" I shake my head. "No one." Niall stops me. "Oh come on, I know there has been at least one lad." I look at him bitterly. "I ব্যক্ত no one, Niall. No one means no one." I turned quickly and went into the student garden. "Kate..." Niall started softly, following me into the garden. "Stop." I ব্যক্ত quietly. I did not need another lecture from someone about my প্রণয় life, especially him. "You have to have someone that আপনি want." Niall says. Tears well up in my eyes. "The only person I wanted left. Then, he came back and now I want him all over again. But আপনি know what, Niall? It's complicated with him and a much prettier girl!" I snapped, trying to hold back my tears. "What are আপনি saying Kate?" he asks, clearly confused দ্বারা my outburst. "I'm saying I want you, Niall." I snapped again. Then turning my back to him I whispered, "I want you." The silence from behind me is enough to know that I made a mistake. "I'm going home." I mumur quietly, leaving the garden and heading to the nurse's office. Now there's no chance of ever being with Niall. It's going to be awkward between us now. I tell myself sadly.