Really hesitant

I've seen people ask all the time and it seems like it would get old after a while. And so I've been really debating to ask but might as well get some guts for once and stop letting my anxiety get the best of me and ask....... so.. I was wondering if Peter actually knows that I exist and অথবা have visited me at all. I mean I think I've had a hole night of signs but I was just wondering if he has. Some people had ব্যক্ত to discribe what আপনি look like so
Brown almost aubern hair semi curly a little longer than shoulder hair length just got it cut a few weeks পূর্বে so it's about sholder length a almost blond streak kinda of blue in my hair pretty much always has it up In an bun অথবা a braid. Messy as heck room. Just kinda chills in my room (never have much to do. Kinda of a ridiculously boring life) watches things until sleeps. Always has something on to watch unless it shuts its self off.
Maybe a little too much info but I don't know. I don't normally talk about myself to people. Again the social anxiety. Hate it. Anyway it would be nice if আপনি guys could.
Thank আপনি so much. Sorry for being so long again.