December 13, 2009, today is the দিন I start my tour and I was packing my bags. I walked downstairs and Blanket grabbed on to my শার্ট crying. I picked him up and he wrapped his arms around my neck. He said” please don’t go”, I said” I’ll be back on বড়দিন Eve”. I haven’t seen my tour bus yet and it’s waiting for me in the driveway. With Blanket still in my arms I walked outside so I could say goodbye to everyone. Prince, Paris and Grandma were পরবর্তি to my tour bus. My bus had a mural of me moonwalking on শীর্ষ of my name and of my dad passing me his rhinestone দস্তানা with the word LEGECY underneath him. I said” OK Blanket আপনি have to let go of me now”. Prince took him from me and I gave them each a hug. Blanket was now in Princes arms and I said” I will be back, I প্রণয় আপনি but আপনি need to stop crying অথবা you’re going to make yourself throw up”. Grandma passed me a bag and I said” what is this”? She said” just a little something I found at your dads”. I pulled out my toy story বালিশ cases from 1996 and said” wow these are so old”. I hugged her and waved goodbye as I got on the bus. When I got inside I was star-struck. There is two flat screen TVs, two bedrooms, Xbox 360, a six headed ঝরনা and a full sized kitchen. Uncle Frank said” did I get আপনি a sweet set up অথবা what”? I went and opened a bag of chips and turned on the Xbox. Sitting down I said” I could get used to this”. Tony the bus driver started driving and we set off for Maine because I want to work my way down the states. When it was time to eat we stopped at K.F.C. When I was about to take a sip of my soda uncle Frank put something in front of me. I said” Is that cement in a cup”? He said” no that is your protein drink”. I ব্যক্ত with a disgusted look on my face” it’s grey”. He ব্যক্ত “just drink it fast”. I picked it up and tipped it upside down over my mouth. Uncle Frank had to tap the cup with a spoon to get it to come out. The drink was so gross I ran into the bathroom gaging. He said” if আপনি throw it up আপনি will have to drink another one”. Trying not to puke I opened the door and said” that was the most awful thing I have ever had in my life”!!! He ব্যক্ত laughing” well get used to it because আপনি have to drink them every day”. To think that this is only the beginning, WOW…..

December, 14, 2009, I can’t believe I’m finally at this point in my life. I waited so long for my moment and it’s just a few hours away!!! I was sitting backstage at the Portland civic center craving a slice of pizza. I hate the fact I have my dairy intake restricted before I perform. Uncle Frank was looking out the window and said” oh my god Alanna আপনি have to come see this, it is CRAZY”. I looked out the window and thousands of অনুরাগী were lining the sidewalks. My eyes widened as I stood there silently with my mouth open. He put his arm on my shoulder and said” আপনি ready for this kid…you have some big shoes to fill, even আরো so a legacy to continue”? I shook my head yes in shock. What he whispered in my ear পরবর্তি has a huge impact on me. He said” remember kid every দিন creates your HISTORY”. It is four মিনিট before I am going on stage and I’m crouched down in the elevator that is about to shoot me onto the stage. I can hear the অনুরাগী counting backwards….5….4….3…..2……1. I shoot up and firmly plant my feet on the stage. As I put my sunglasses in my pocket I remember what my dad had ব্যক্ত about making the অনুরাগী wait for it. I unzip my জ্যাকেট and throw it to the side. Then I pointed to my right hand and don’t stop till আপনি get enough started. I let out an”ooooo” and the crowd went wild. After that I sung three আরো songs and stopped to talk to the fans. I said” how আপনি guys doing tonight”? They started screaming and I said” come on I know আপনি can be louder than that’’. They got super loud and I said” that’s what I’m talking about”. Someone came out and put a মল behind me. I said” let me ask আপনি something…….do আপনি ever wonder…..WHO’S LOVING YOU”? This song is a real test on my vocal skills. I belted out the words” wheeeeeeeeeen I had আপনি I treated আপনি baddddddddddd and wrong, my dear”. I saw tears roll down faces of অনুরাগী and said” hold the hand of the person পরবর্তি to you”. After that song there was an intermission and I went back stage to change outfits. I quickly put on my Billie Jean pants as Uncle Frank held a water bottle for me. Right before going onstage he said” good luck kid”. I put my brief case on the মল then snapped my fingers and a spotlight appeared. I put the fedora hat on my head then slid on the rhinestone glove. When I moonwalked across the stage it felt so good. The only song left was thriller. I danced like I had never danced before and I think I’m getting used to wearing the suit. When I made my exit balloons fell from the ceiling. When I got backstage Uncle Frank gave me a huge hug and said” your father would have been so proud you. He passed me the phone and it was my whole family on speaker phone. I said” it was epic আপনি guys, but I’m out of breath so I can’t talk I প্রণয় you”. I could not wait to have some পিজা and get some sleep!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!