Problems:
Heart:
“Miss হৃদয় I’m going to ask আপনি one আরো time, and I’d like if আপনি told me the truth.”
My mind was some place else. I’ve been answering the same প্রশ্ন over and over again with the same answer. The light burned my eyes and my stomach twisted as I stared down at the picture once again. There he laded...Dead. His body torn and cut, with flesh and blood seeping out with a pool of blood laying পরবর্তি to him. The thing that made me the most sick was his eyes..So lifeless and dark and dull. Then the same প্রশ্ন shaped me back to reality.
“Miss Heart?” Her voice dark and mean, I hated the sound of her voice.
“Yes?” My voice sounded shaky and tired against hers.
“Did আপনি kill Jon EverHeart?” Sh waited for me to answer.
“No.”
~~~~~~~~~~~
WoodLine:
It just happened...
I didn;t mean for it to happen but it’s 100% my fault I know it is.
It happened 12 years পূর্বে on July 1st 2000 at 12:13 am. Me and my best friend Emily were playing outside, we both loved to be outside in the sun. My mom went inside for a মিনিট so we contuied to play when Emily asked me if we could have something to eat. I liked to think of myself as a big girl at the time and hurried inside to the রান্নাঘর to see what I could find. On the counter there was a bag of little white candies so a grabbed them and brought them outside and we ate some. I ate three অথবা four but Emily had seven অথবা ten.
They weren’t Candies...
They were Pills...
Emily died that day..she fell asleep on my বিছানা and never woke up. It;s all my fault she died and I should be the one that’s died because I don’t want to be here anyway. Shes gone and I’m living a life were I wish I could die..
~~~~~
I stare down at my paper with me head down and my hands are sweating.
“Miss Fever? Miss Fever are আপনি alright?” I looked up to see the women who had brought me into this small dark room. I nodded to make myself clear even though I knew I wasn’t.
“Good now this is just a test that everyone must take and we won’t প্রদর্শনী it to anyone just put down your deepest thoughts and then hand it in, আপনি may take as long as আপনি want.” She walked away and shut the door leaving me alone. I looked back down to the paper a whole blank to fill. She thought to her self for a মিনিট thinking about what she should right about and then she got an idea.
Name- Anima Fever
Age- 15
Okay...here’s what;s goes on in my mind.
*Suicide
*loneliness
*Pain
*Love
*Pills
*Abuse
People at school could care less if I was dead অথবা alive pretty much I’m invisible. I always smile everyday all the time and I have বন্ধু and a loving family and a good life. But somehow I’m sad. I’m tired of living and being sad and sometimes I believe they won’t care unless something dramatic happens. And I think someday something will..Like me dying..
~~~~~~
They ব্যক্ত no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..
Heart:
“Miss হৃদয় I’m going to ask আপনি one আরো time, and I’d like if আপনি told me the truth.”
My mind was some place else. I’ve been answering the same প্রশ্ন over and over again with the same answer. The light burned my eyes and my stomach twisted as I stared down at the picture once again. There he laded...Dead. His body torn and cut, with flesh and blood seeping out with a pool of blood laying পরবর্তি to him. The thing that made me the most sick was his eyes..So lifeless and dark and dull. Then the same প্রশ্ন shaped me back to reality.
“Miss Heart?” Her voice dark and mean, I hated the sound of her voice.
“Yes?” My voice sounded shaky and tired against hers.
“Did আপনি kill Jon EverHeart?” Sh waited for me to answer.
“No.”
~~~~~~~~~~~
WoodLine:
It just happened...
I didn;t mean for it to happen but it’s 100% my fault I know it is.
It happened 12 years পূর্বে on July 1st 2000 at 12:13 am. Me and my best friend Emily were playing outside, we both loved to be outside in the sun. My mom went inside for a মিনিট so we contuied to play when Emily asked me if we could have something to eat. I liked to think of myself as a big girl at the time and hurried inside to the রান্নাঘর to see what I could find. On the counter there was a bag of little white candies so a grabbed them and brought them outside and we ate some. I ate three অথবা four but Emily had seven অথবা ten.
They weren’t Candies...
They were Pills...
Emily died that day..she fell asleep on my বিছানা and never woke up. It;s all my fault she died and I should be the one that’s died because I don’t want to be here anyway. Shes gone and I’m living a life were I wish I could die..
~~~~~
I stare down at my paper with me head down and my hands are sweating.
“Miss Fever? Miss Fever are আপনি alright?” I looked up to see the women who had brought me into this small dark room. I nodded to make myself clear even though I knew I wasn’t.
“Good now this is just a test that everyone must take and we won’t প্রদর্শনী it to anyone just put down your deepest thoughts and then hand it in, আপনি may take as long as আপনি want.” She walked away and shut the door leaving me alone. I looked back down to the paper a whole blank to fill. She thought to her self for a মিনিট thinking about what she should right about and then she got an idea.
Name- Anima Fever
Age- 15
Okay...here’s what;s goes on in my mind.
*Suicide
*loneliness
*Pain
*Love
*Pills
*Abuse
People at school could care less if I was dead অথবা alive pretty much I’m invisible. I always smile everyday all the time and I have বন্ধু and a loving family and a good life. But somehow I’m sad. I’m tired of living and being sad and sometimes I believe they won’t care unless something dramatic happens. And I think someday something will..Like me dying..
~~~~~~
They ব্যক্ত no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..
Problems:
Heart:
“Miss হৃদয় I’m going to ask আপনি one আরো time, and I’d like if আপনি told me the truth.”
My mind was some place else. I’ve been answering the same প্রশ্ন over and over again with the same answer. The light burned my eyes and my stomach twisted as I stared down at the picture once again. There he laded...Dead. His body torn and cut, with flesh and blood seeping out with a pool of blood laying পরবর্তি to him. The thing that made me the most sick was his eyes..So lifeless and dark and dull. Then the same প্রশ্ন shaped me back to reality.
“Miss Heart?” Her voice dark and mean, I hated the sound of her voice.
“Yes?” My voice sounded shaky and tired against hers.
“Did আপনি kill Jon EverHeart?” Sh waited for me to answer.
“No.”
~~~~~~~~~~~
WoodLine:
It just happened...
I didn;t mean for it to happen but it’s 100% my fault I know it is.
It happened 12 years পূর্বে on July 1st 2000 at 12:13 am. Me and my best friend Emily were playing outside, we both loved to be outside in the sun. My mom went inside for a মিনিট so we contuied to play when Emily asked me if we could have something to eat. I liked to think of myself as a big girl at the time and hurried inside to the রান্নাঘর to see what I could find. On the counter there was a bag of little white candies so a grabbed them and brought them outside and we ate some. I ate three অথবা four but Emily had seven অথবা ten.
They weren’t Candies...
They were Pills...
Emily died that day..she fell asleep on my বিছানা and never woke up. It;s all my fault she died and I should be the one that’s died because I don’t want to be here anyway. Shes gone and I’m living a life were I wish I could die..
~~~~~
I stare down at my paper with me head down and my hands are sweating.
“Miss Fever? Miss Fever are আপনি alright?” I looked up to see the women who had brought me into this small dark room. I nodded to make myself clear even though I knew I wasn’t.
“Good now this is just a test that everyone must take and we won’t প্রদর্শনী it to anyone just put down your deepest thoughts and then hand it in, আপনি may take as long as আপনি want.” She walked away and shut the door leaving me alone. I looked back down to the paper a whole blank to fill. She thought to her self for a মিনিট thinking about what she should right about and then she got an idea.
Name- Anima Fever
Age- 15
Okay...here’s what;s goes on in my mind.
*Suicide
*loneliness
*Pain
*Love
*Pills
*Abuse
People at school could care less if I was dead অথবা alive pretty much I’m invisible. I always smile everyday all the time and I have বন্ধু and a loving family and a good life. But somehow I’m sad. I’m tired of living and being sad and sometimes I believe they won’t care unless something dramatic happens. And I think someday something will..Like me dying..
~~~~~~
They ব্যক্ত no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..
Heart:
“Miss হৃদয় I’m going to ask আপনি one আরো time, and I’d like if আপনি told me the truth.”
My mind was some place else. I’ve been answering the same প্রশ্ন over and over again with the same answer. The light burned my eyes and my stomach twisted as I stared down at the picture once again. There he laded...Dead. His body torn and cut, with flesh and blood seeping out with a pool of blood laying পরবর্তি to him. The thing that made me the most sick was his eyes..So lifeless and dark and dull. Then the same প্রশ্ন shaped me back to reality.
“Miss Heart?” Her voice dark and mean, I hated the sound of her voice.
“Yes?” My voice sounded shaky and tired against hers.
“Did আপনি kill Jon EverHeart?” Sh waited for me to answer.
“No.”
~~~~~~~~~~~
WoodLine:
It just happened...
I didn;t mean for it to happen but it’s 100% my fault I know it is.
It happened 12 years পূর্বে on July 1st 2000 at 12:13 am. Me and my best friend Emily were playing outside, we both loved to be outside in the sun. My mom went inside for a মিনিট so we contuied to play when Emily asked me if we could have something to eat. I liked to think of myself as a big girl at the time and hurried inside to the রান্নাঘর to see what I could find. On the counter there was a bag of little white candies so a grabbed them and brought them outside and we ate some. I ate three অথবা four but Emily had seven অথবা ten.
They weren’t Candies...
They were Pills...
Emily died that day..she fell asleep on my বিছানা and never woke up. It;s all my fault she died and I should be the one that’s died because I don’t want to be here anyway. Shes gone and I’m living a life were I wish I could die..
~~~~~
I stare down at my paper with me head down and my hands are sweating.
“Miss Fever? Miss Fever are আপনি alright?” I looked up to see the women who had brought me into this small dark room. I nodded to make myself clear even though I knew I wasn’t.
“Good now this is just a test that everyone must take and we won’t প্রদর্শনী it to anyone just put down your deepest thoughts and then hand it in, আপনি may take as long as আপনি want.” She walked away and shut the door leaving me alone. I looked back down to the paper a whole blank to fill. She thought to her self for a মিনিট thinking about what she should right about and then she got an idea.
Name- Anima Fever
Age- 15
Okay...here’s what;s goes on in my mind.
*Suicide
*loneliness
*Pain
*Love
*Pills
*Abuse
People at school could care less if I was dead অথবা alive pretty much I’m invisible. I always smile everyday all the time and I have বন্ধু and a loving family and a good life. But somehow I’m sad. I’m tired of living and being sad and sometimes I believe they won’t care unless something dramatic happens. And I think someday something will..Like me dying..
~~~~~~
They ব্যক্ত no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..