Lee: so Xania, how do আপনি think you'll do when they test you?
Xania: I don't know Lee kun, i haven't used ninja skills ina long time.
Lee: so আপনি have used ninja techniques before...
Xania: yes.
Lee: well, why did আপনি stop?
Xania: its sort of a long story....
Lee: thats ok, we dont have to get আপনি registered at a certain time, আপনি can tell me. *smiles at her*
Xania: ok, well then I guess i'll start with when I was at my প্রথমপাতা in the forest...
Lee: so আপনি did have a home?
Xania: yes.
Lee: how come আপনি left?
Xania: well, i was in my house and my father was out doing his missions,
Lee: where was your mother?
Xania: I didnt have one, I was told that she got killed during one of her missions...
Lee: oh, I'm so sorry to hear that...
Xania: its ok Lee আপনি dont have to feel bad, anyways I sat there waiting with my former বন্ধু for his return
Lee: uh huh
Xania: and at that time I also had a boyfriend...
Xania: we were just sitting there and then my father appeared, telling us that his mission was a succssess.
Lee: *nods*
Xania: My father had allowed my বন্ধু to stay for dinner, and we were having a wonderful time.
*pauses*
Xania: but then we heard noises coming from outside and they were banging on the walls of our house, my father told us to stay inside and he went out to investigate.
Xania: but then he got ambushed and his enemy who he had thougt perished was cutting him and hurting him my বন্ধু and I went put to try and help.
Lee: ...
Xania: The enemy was attacking all of us at once, and then my boyfriend took what was to be though a fatal blow to the chest...
Xania: i stood there, with all my friends, my father, and my boyfriend, all covered in blood and the enemy was right in front of me, with a knife.
Xania: I rushed over to my father, and my friends. All of my বন্ধু were dead, the only to that weren't dead were my father ad my boyfriend, so i went to them.
Xania: my father ব্যক্ত for me to run away and leave them there. I went to my boyfriend and held him there, in my arms. He was spilling blood everywhere and we were both in tears. He ব্যক্ত to leave him behind and to save myself, but i couldn't. Then the enemy turned to me and ব্যক্ত that he has seen me before.
Lee: ...
Xania: I was confused, and then he ব্যক্ত that he was also the one who killed my mother. He ব্যক্ত that he killed her when she was trying to protect me...
Xania: I didnt know what to think, i stood there, my eyes bloodshot, my head rushing with thougts i suddeny had flashbacks of when he killed my mother...
Xania: all my friends, my father, and my প্রণয় were there bleeding, i clutched my head and dropped to my knees, i began breathing harder and harder until i underwent a transformation....
Lee: transformation?
Xania: yes...it seems that the shock of knowing what actually happened to my mother, and my বন্ধু and the remanding family i had were dying there beside me had caused my body and mind to change.
Lee: ...
Xania: I can't exactly remember all the details of the transformation because it was so long ago, but i can remember the only thought going through my head at the time...
Lee: what was that?
Xania: to kill the enemy, my miind thought only of hatred twords him and that my only goal was to kill him.
Lee: ....
Xania: I can also remember that my nails had grown significantly long and sharp, and so had my teeth; and i had turned into this monster...my veins were showing
Xania: i lunged at him, grabbed a hold of him and violently mauled him, his blood spewing everywhere, i can recall the terrifyed look he had on his face when i killed him.
Lee: *looks concerned*
Xania: when i had killed him, his blood was on my mouth, on my hands, and practically everywhere. I didnt know why i transformed like that, and then i remembered my father and boyfriend. i ran over to them to see how they were holding up. But as i got closer they began frantically backing away from me. I asked them what was wrong and that i was only trying o heal them;i remember my father yelling at me to stay back, and that i was a monster and that he didnt want to die. I tried to explain to them, but they wouldn't listen. I turned to my boyfriend, and I can still remember the painly terrifyed face that looked at me. I still remember the exact words that he told me. He ব্যক্ত "Get away আপনি horrible thing!!! I dont প্রণয় you! I cant প্রণয় something as horrrible as you! আপনি cant possibly be human!! Get away from me!!
Lee: thats horrible...
Xania: then my father, me took out his shiriken and startd throwing them at me. I got cut a few times. And one of those hits resulted in the scar that I have on my right shoulder.
Lee: oh my gosh Xania,
Xania: I ran away from them and looked back only once and that was the very last that I saw of them.
Lee: *trying to hold back tears* I had no idea that আপনি have been through such a tragedy like that.
Xania: ...
Lee: I cant believe that your own father would do that to you...
Xania: not to mention my former boyfriend...I thought that...that he loved me...*starts crying*
Lee: its okay Xania, dont cry আপনি have me now come here *lets her cry on his chest*
Xainia: I just hope that if whenever a time comes that i transform like thatagain, that you- wont-wont leave me to!
Lee: I would never do a thing like that Xania, আপনি and I are meant to be and I would absolutley never leave আপনি under any circumstances. And thats a promise *winks and gives her thumbs up*
Xania: Oh Lee kun!!!*continues to cry*
Lee: its okay Xania, its okay...

(to be continued)