Part of the explanation, to why I became so bitter, is I am being drugged, sedated, possibly দ্বারা Samara Morgan, the আরো sedated I get the আরো bitchy I become. I maybe a little passed time to be friends, আপনি can tell I don't want আপনি tortured in Hell, I simply want আপনি to feel alone, like আপনি only chose to care about yourself and no one else. আপনি always thought your mom was right for doing what she did. আপনি having been taken in দ্বারা Freddy like a guardian. আপনি always hoped আপনি would do the same thing as your mother, প্রদত্ত the situation. I miss having a friend, I've been alone a lot lately, I know everyone hates me. Everyone has hated me since The Wicked Witches died. Like they all followed their super predator leaders, to be my friend, now everyone follows you, attacks me, tears me into shreds, worships the devil, I thought in the begging someone would care, now I know everyone only cares for themselves. The only time I yelled at my ex, was that I loved her, I would lay balled up on the ground, she yelling that I was অভিনয় like a baby. I really liked giving massages. I really liked in sex, hearing the word no, she would actually say, ok, that meant no, because I would always listen, being able to fluently stop sex and be even happier about it, the most important thing about sleeping with someone. If I continue to be drugged I may get pissed again, sorry, আপনি ব্যক্ত a lot of shit about me, that is ষাঁড় shit, ষাঁড় shit after ষাঁড় shit after ষাঁড় shit. আপনি treated me like shit, just like everyone else does, I just wanted a friend, I don't have any. আপনি can make বন্ধু with the enemy, I won't ever and don't ever wish to.