My eyes were glued to the pavement as I walked প্রথমপাতা from school. All I could feel were stinging tears falling from eyes and onto my cheeks, the rest of my body was numb. Everything around me felt small and useless. I felt a hand on my shoulder and turned around to be face to face with Ryan, my best friend. অথবা at least he was until today. He stared confused at me offering nothing but his gray eyes that were bigger than saucers. "Jenna why'd আপনি run off like that?" He started slowly trying to hide his fidgeting; he fidgeted when he was nervous. But I couldn't even look at him all I could do was look down at his lucky কনভার্স across from my ballet flats. I opened my mouth to speak but all that came out was a puff of air. "Answer me Jenna! I thought আপনি of all people would be happy for me." He ব্যক্ত as his words cut deep into me. My eyes met his and than I felt it. A jolt of heat rushing through me until I saw what I had originally: the boy I fell for. But as soon as it came it left with a pang of anger and আগুন flashed through my eyes. "What the heck were আপনি thinking Ryan!" I screamed at him with my fist balled up tight. All I could feel was his stare and my eyes starting to water. "You really were trying to hurt me weren't you! And to think I-" But before I could finish I started sob. I slumped down on the cool sidewalk and buried my face into my arms. He sat across from me and poked me. I looked up to see his concerned face. His eyes showed my reflection; a sad girl whose dreams were ruined. " To think I kind of liked you!" I finished unfolding my arms to reveal my face that was soiled with তিক্ত tears. He just sat there looking at me like I was a monster for even saying it. "Why do আপনি like me? I thought আপনি and I were just friends!" He ব্যক্ত looking at me disgustedly. That's when I had enough. "That's what I thought আপনি and Sophia were to until আপনি asked her out! Do আপনি know what this can do to our friendship Ryan! I've always felt like a third wheel around আপনি two but now I'm an even bigger one!" I shouted as loud as I could. All he did was stand up and walk away. My whole world was gone in just those couple of minutes. I buried my head back down a started to sob again. When I felt a small tap on my head. "Go away Ryan!" I yelled looking up but it wasn't Ryan at all. It was a guy in a gorilla mask. He looked at me and handed me a single white rose; my favorite. "Happy valentines দিন Jenna." ব্যক্ত a familiar voice. he dropped a card at my feet and took off. He ran so fast the mask fell of his head to expose his short black hair. I grabbed the mask and the card. I opened it and read it out loud "Don't waste your time chasing Ryan, when আপনি can feel loved with me! Happy V-day Jenna. প্রণয় your not so secret admirer." I walked back প্রথমপাতা with a smile and fixed heart. :)