I wanna wake up
I've been walking in my sleep to long
Wake up
So sick of dreaming

I wanna slow down
I wanna be part of what is happening around me
Without breathing
Without feeling
Without screaming
So I'm leaving

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I'm unconsiously unconsious
Why am I filled with hate?
I'd like to blame my parents
I'm sure you'd do the same
Swallow the hurt
Spit out the jerk that's to afraid

I turn the page
To a chapter that they thought was just a phase
But it consumed me

You're right I am a failure
And when my life turns to shit
It won't have anything to do with the fact that it's all আপনি ever taught me how to do
So you...

They stand before the alter
They stand before themselves
For richer অথবা for poorer,
in sickness and in health

Words are mostly meaningless the only truth that really is
(We’re all getting) দ্বারা telling lies, telling lies
(Everyone we love) is telling lies, telling lies
Maybe that’s why I never felt like I could look আপনি in the eyes
(Everyone alive) is telling lies

She feels the whole world on her shoulders as she tucks her kid in bed
It gets better when you’re older and they believe the words she says

Words are mostly meaningless, the only truth that really is
(We don’t really mind) telling lies,...

Let go, only আপনি can make it right
But আপনি won't even look in my eye
Everything আপনি want to save আপনি just enslaves you

Let go, of everything আপনি fear inside
All আপনি do is let the fear decide
If they will প্রণয় আপনি অথবা if আপনি will just discover

I'm not here to save you
I'm not here to change your mind
I'm not here to hold আপনি down
Or leave আপনি half-alive
I came here to wake you
To open up your mind
Go on, go on, just close your eyes
Save your life
You gotta die to save you.

Lights out
Shadows closing in around you

Pray now
Scream without a sound

Let go of everything আপনি fear inside
All আপনি do is let the fear define...

Made the toast,
Burnt the eggs,
Never got the hang of them,
Just another other day.

Caught the bus,
Forgot the change,
Looks like I'll be late again,
Hopefully they won't complain.

My lifes so pitiful,
Give me one good reason why I shouldn't end it all,
If there's a reason then I haven't found it yet.

And I'll try every drug I find,
Except maybe heroin and cyanide,
But theres a reason I just can't afford it yet.
Oh, its just another overdose

Went to work,
Saw আপনি there,
But আপনি never seem to care,
For a single thing I say.

I set the clock and went to sleep,
This anxiety I keep,
Through another fucking day.

(Looks...

I waited for আপনি yesterday
I waited and missed the last train
I waited to say that I'd fallen in প্রণয় with your way
I waited for আপনি yesterday
Eventually walked প্রথমপাতা in the rain
I waited to see if আপনি felt the same for me

But আপনি don't,
And আপনি won't
Go against your asshole father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?

I waited for minds to change
Pointing their fingers of blame
It's not my fault you're ashamed of how আপনি feel

But আপনি don't,
And আপনি won't
Go against your asshole father
Going broke,
Quitting dope
For your folks
Why did I even bother?
Why did I?

Cause আপনি don't
Just...

Tell me all your plans and I'll laugh back in your face
Preach me your religion if you're dumb enough to pray

I tried to make a change to get a better way
to make a little আরো money
I tried to get away to see if I could stay
and look what I became, honey

[Chorus]
What is it I'm after
Searching for disaster
Watching my whole life flash in front of my eyes
We've been প্রদত্ত answers
Still we're walking cancers
Dressed up as a life

Get all your news from a corporate company
Trade in your opinon for a gallon of gasoline
Go!

I tried to get away to see if I could stay
And look what I became, honey

[Chorus]
What is it...

How many moments have passed আপনি by
How many tears have আপনি let dry
Over every dream that আপনি let die
How many things have আপনি kept inside
How many things have আপনি never tried
What would আপনি do if আপনি were out of time

Well আপনি better run
You better run as fast as আপনি can
Because the world tries to stop you
Stop you, stop আপনি whenever it can
You better live like it’s the last দিন of your life
Because the world tries to stop you
Stop you, stop আপনি as soon as আপনি try

Would আপনি shut your mouth when there’s something to say
Would আপনি hear the truth at the end of the day
Would আপনি close your eyes and just turn...

There’s a thousand miles between us
As I feel your breath on my skin
There are so many things I want to say
But I don’t know how to begin

I want to connect with you
Over the oceans and back to the truth
I want to connect with you

I’m standing right beside you
Screaming in my head
I don’t know how to reach you
I shut down instead
When all I want to do is connect with you

The silence is defining
Your heartbeat’s been heard from পরবর্তি door
I knock but no answer
You know I’ve never done this before

I want to connect with you
Over the oceans and back to the truth
I want to connect with you

I’m standing...

Here's a little story how the west was won
The white man came and took out everyone
They used dirty blankets and they used machine guns
And they didn't think twice about what they'd done

Here's a little story about Kevin Bacon
He had a bunch of money but it got taken
He got a bunch of lawyers and he tried to sue
But Bernie looked him and ব্যক্ত "FUCK YOU!"

Don't bring a ছুরি to a gun fight, you'll lose.
Don't bring a ছুরি to a gun fight, you'll lose.

Here's a little story about the congressmen
They bailed out all of their millionaire friends
You can blame Bush, অথবা আপনি can try to blame Obama
But আপনি should've...

আপনি think আপনি know me so well অথবা what’s good for me
Do আপনি really expect me to believe your honesty
You’re like everyone else, go practice what আপনি preach
You think আপনি own me and that I owe আপনি apologies

But আপনি don’t know me
Like আপনি think আপনি know me
What the fuck

What are আপনি thinking
You gotta be crazy
You got nothing on me
No, nothing on me
This is my life
Can’t take it from me

What are আপনি thinking
You gotta be crazy
You got nothing on me
No, nothing on me
This is my life
Can’t take it from me

You’ve been trying to kill every part of me
Because it’s something that আপনি know you’ll never be...

I have a dream আপনি had a weapon
I couldn’t see it in the dark of the night
It’s easy to hide under a very black sky
Over the moon just beyond seven
I watched in vein as the missiles took flight
We হারিয়ে গেছে our lives under a very black sky

Under a black sky
Under a black sky
Under a black sky

Colors explode under your microscope
But just deny as it’s all black and white
I হারিয়ে গেছে my mind under a very black sky
We live our lives mostly pretending
You have a secret, you’ll never know mine
I wear a disguise under a very black sky

It’s easy to প্রণয় you
Easy as hell when you’re anyone, anyone else
It’s hard...

Out of reach in the sky
Most of আপনি will never fly
Afraid to fail, afraid to try
But not me, I’d rather die

The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did was make me want it

Oh no, I’m fighting for my soul
I’m running from the battle
Most things I can handle

The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did was make me want it

Lone eyes, longer road
Up ahead we’re all alone
And what I want is what I’m owed
Too late to stay, too late to go

The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did
The trick the devil did was make me want it

Oh no, I’m fighting for...

The window's cracked, I'm looking out
I see her and I'm filled with doubt
I don't know if this parking place
Is just another empty space
Words I've ব্যক্ত aren't coming true
I don't know if it's me অথবা you
This promise is too hard to keep
I have to speak

So what, I lied
But the truth would've been suicide
Monogamy is all she wants from me
But I see my life
And it's way too short
Don't blame me for not being subservient to others'
needs
I'm at the point where honesty just doesn't fucking
work for me

I did my best to try and be
A mirror of society
But we both know the mirror's cracked
And everybody's in the act
Faking...

Take me for a ride when I don't even know the set-up,
Get into a fight just to make the sex better,
You got a hold of me but there ain't nothing here that's holding আপনি down.

I believed in this except it wasn't getting better,
You got me in the middle but I never found the center,
Even when আপনি know what I know it's not stopping আপনি now.

I can't always see what's in front of me.
No I can hardly breathe,
Suffocating me,
Bleeding it out,
All over the ground.

Tell me when it's over,
Wake me when I'm sober,
The scars [are] too hard to hide,
I should've known better,
If only I could be strong enough to see that...

Age five just a little boy shy is he ready for the big surprise
Hell be playin lego in a dream when the shadows come to life
Age nine well he shoulda been fine with a secret hes sure to keep
Two times had to tell a little lie for the sake of him and me
Now its over
I need closure

HEY! look what আপনি did to me
When আপনি where takin me প্রথমপাতা gettin me stoned leave me alone
Ive waited for mom to comfort me
But when i open my mouth
Dont say, nuthin, shhh

Age 12 and it isnt goin well
Now its three years to the day
Confused but unlike আপনি this feelin wont go away
16 and the woman down the street
Has invited him to...

I held onto আপনি for as long as I could but today
You fell away
Now what I hold are the memories we barely made
I stood on the edge of your bridge until I felt the rain
Wash me away
My confusion left me fast as the vertigo came

What I believed to be true it was only a dream
Believed in me
I just projected it over your beautiful screen
I self medicated my way through this mess that we made
So I could stay
There was nothing, but I waited
I waited

This was my mistake
Broken are plans we made
So I will be traveling any place
Cuz anywhere's better than
Here we rest in peace
Rubble beneath the feet

I shouldn't have...

I wrestle with my thoughts at night
Anchored to the ropes I tied to myself
Heaviness in my both my legs
Like I walked a thousand miles a day

If I could stand on শীর্ষ of my world
I’d still be looking up at stars that I can never touch

When a sky full of tears falls to the earth
I gotta believe we’re healing now
Now before আপনি give up, before it gets worse
I have to believe we’re healing now

Healing now
Healing now
Healing now

From where I stand it’s hard to see
What anyone has to offer me today
Courage comes from letting go
And loving everything আপনি fear away

If I could stand on শীর্ষ of my world
I’d still...

আপনি mean everything to me, don't আপনি know?
You're the thing that brought me back to life
I put আপনি on a pedestal
You ব্যক্ত I do, I ব্যক্ত আপনি will
Now tell me do আপনি wanna
Keep any of this alive? (Alive?)

Didn't I didn't I প্রণয় you?
Wasn't I good enough for you?
You're not walking away
You're not walking away
(Do আপনি wanna keep this alive?)
You and I, we should be together
You and I, we're in this forever
You're not getting away
You're not getting away

Where would আপনি be without me?
Just ask yourself
No one's gonna প্রণয় আপনি like I do
Look into my eyes and see
I could never let আপনি leave
Now tell me do আপনি wanna
Keep...