Everything was cold,
the house, my room,
my mother most of all,
cruel, calculating, but mostly cold,
to her child,
to me.
Life didn't apply to me,
only madness,
emotions brought pain,
thinking, disappointment,
obeying stopped my hunger,
killing stopped the beatings.
She experimented with my mind,
my body,
my soul.
Forced to যোগদান with liquid despair,
it turned my blood black,
black,
black like my future.
My প্রথমপাতা wasn't safe,
just a place for pain and killing.
My mother wasn't loving,
only wanting what I could become.
My body wasn't private,
shared between a demon and my soul.
I was never left alone,
joined with a monster.
Painful prodding and beating,
he drove me onwards to meet our needs.
Self-preserving and defensive,
for himself অথবা me, I was never sure.
With him in a world I didn't understand,
living was something scary,
that I didn't know how to deal with.
Thoughts brought discomfort,
madness took over,
and the future turned black,
black,
black like my blood.
the house, my room,
my mother most of all,
cruel, calculating, but mostly cold,
to her child,
to me.
Life didn't apply to me,
only madness,
emotions brought pain,
thinking, disappointment,
obeying stopped my hunger,
killing stopped the beatings.
She experimented with my mind,
my body,
my soul.
Forced to যোগদান with liquid despair,
it turned my blood black,
black,
black like my future.
My প্রথমপাতা wasn't safe,
just a place for pain and killing.
My mother wasn't loving,
only wanting what I could become.
My body wasn't private,
shared between a demon and my soul.
I was never left alone,
joined with a monster.
Painful prodding and beating,
he drove me onwards to meet our needs.
Self-preserving and defensive,
for himself অথবা me, I was never sure.
With him in a world I didn't understand,
living was something scary,
that I didn't know how to deal with.
Thoughts brought discomfort,
madness took over,
and the future turned black,
black,
black like my blood.
I'm falling down my shadow
iki wo hisomete
maateiru deadly night
don't scary majo ga egaita
kobocha no basha mo
sono me ni utsuseru kara
see in your dreams yeah,baby
kowai yume da to shitemo
fairy blue kimi no tame ni
hoshi wo kudaki
kazaritsukta
black paper moon
shinjite kureta nara
when আপনি হারিয়ে গেছে here I am forever with your soul
miagereba kagayaku
tsuki no youni
-NOTICE-
আপনি may have yours alittle bit অথবা a whole bunch of differences in mine and yours but,just to let আপনি know that so আপনি don't get confused ok!:3
iki wo hisomete
maateiru deadly night
don't scary majo ga egaita
kobocha no basha mo
sono me ni utsuseru kara
see in your dreams yeah,baby
kowai yume da to shitemo
fairy blue kimi no tame ni
hoshi wo kudaki
kazaritsukta
black paper moon
shinjite kureta nara
when আপনি হারিয়ে গেছে here I am forever with your soul
miagereba kagayaku
tsuki no youni
-NOTICE-
আপনি may have yours alittle bit অথবা a whole bunch of differences in mine and yours but,just to let আপনি know that so আপনি don't get confused ok!:3