Here we are
With nowhere else to go
And that's so far from where we all could be but
If আপনি feel like disappearing আপনি should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the ঘাস is always green

There আপনি are, আপনি dream of something better
What's so wrong with what আপনি thought was true
If all the রঙ are disappearing
আপনি should take this one for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the ঘাস is always green

This is it, this is it, this is it, this is it
If আপনি feel like disappearing
আপনি should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the ঘাস is always green
This is it, this is it

I have seen to many sad eyes look at me,
Eyes that set me free,
All the places that I've been.

Thank আপনি for the letters that আপনি thought আপনি wrote in vain
And for the times আপনি chose to stand out in the rain and wait for me,
For me.

Your words,
Your words help me to see
A little honesty
In a world that doesn't share
And those eyes
Tell the story of your pain
Severity of your disdain
In a world that doesn't care.

So thank আপনি for the letters that আপনি thought আপনি wrote in vain
And for the times আপনি chose to stand out in the rain and wait

You, আপনি understand my pain.
From this I gather strength,
That we are the same.

So thank আপনি for the letters that আপনি thought আপনি wrote in vain
And for the times আপনি chose to stand out in the rain and wait

The life I live will never be the same without you

I just need this to be all right
I can't feel this another night

I can't take this I come unglued
I just need this to be alright
I can't feel this another night

I can't take this I come unglued
I might breakdown in front of you
necessary to medicate
I'm not sleeping, can't stay awake

Can't see through this
Too much pressure
Drowning in this
Too much pressure

If আপনি need me I'll be here
Half unconscious to escape my fear

I can't take this I come unglued
I might breakdown in front of you
necessary to medicate
I'm not sleeping, can't stay awake

Can't see through this
Too much pressure
Drowning in this
Too much pressure

My head hurts this shit isn't getting me high
My chest is so tight am I going to die
My stomach's in knots and the room starts to spin
As I wait for this valium to slowly kick in

Can't see through this
Too much pressure
Drowning in this
Too much pressure

TOO MUCH PRESSURE!

Opression
and suffering
Depression
and hostility
obsession
and vanity
all on the cover page

Soak it in
Saturate
Turns to grey

All these things
Novocaine
So we don't feel at all

Suppression
and genocide
Exploitation
and homicide
Perfection
and suicide
all on the cover page

Soak it in
Saturate
Turns to grey

All these things
Novocaine
To desensitize us every day
To this life that we wait
So we don't feel at all

We don't feel at all
We don't feel at all
We don't feel at all
We don't feel at all

All these things
Novocaine
To desensitize us every day
To this life that we wait
So we don't feel at all

We don't feel at all
We don't feel at all

What the fuck's the purpose
I didn't scratch the surface
Immune to what your saying
All along decaying
Can't see thru the fire
Darkness lone desire
Quiet in my corner
Building up the border

Can't stand the way আপনি make me feel today
No One's kind is all you'll ever be

Can't see thru the rain
Too much time
No sublime
losss of energy
No symmentry
Fuck soceity
হারিয়ে গেছে in nievate

Can't stand they way আপনি break me...
Can't take the pain আপনি break me....
Can't bite the hand that feeds me...
Can't take away what's in me

Addicted to the feelings
Lose touch with all I've know
The cobwebs on the cieling
Make me aware that I'm all alone

The endless rain washes all away
Makes clean the mess I have made

The walls around me caving in
Cracked and grey
Remind me of myself, I need some help
There's no one else
I'm empty
Addicted
Pissed off
And still afraid
Of what you
Have left me
To live in
This mess you've made

I feel...
Useless...
Jaded...
Nameless

the ride is over I've come down
Hate to be
Can't rely upon myself, for my own health
I'm so fucked up
Distorted
Dysfunctional
and drained
All my deep rooted
Fears seem to get
The best of me

I feel...
Useless...
Jaded...
Nameless

I hate the way আপনি fuck with me
আপনি can't rely on open eyes to see
I force these painful visions from my head
আপনি won't be happy till I break down

I feel...
Useless...
Jaded...
Nameless

The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
When will this ever end?

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Not much to the life I live
Same 4 Walls
I have nothing left to give
Please take it all away....
Same 4 Walls

The thoughts from my mind
Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh

The thoughts from my mind
Feels the joy as the needls hits my vein
The thoughts from my mind
Smells the stench as shit runs down my leg
The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity
Now for this I beg

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The thoughts from my mind
Command my lips say I hate you
The thoughts from my mind
Command my hands to cut your silken flesh
The thoughts from my mind
Command my feet to stomp your head
The thoughts from my mind have one question...
WHEN WILL I BE DEAD?

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