The boy who seemed so strong finally fell and crumbled.
The boy who never died finally cried
and the boy who never stopped trying......
My bodies cold
lips are blue
why did I do this because of you?
I feel the earth below me
like a বালিশ under my head no pill no gun no ছুরি but rope instead
The body lays in still place, I was dispatched with haste buried on a পাহাড় remember me still.
Never forgive me never forget, আপনি saw me dying in বিছানা আপনি wanted to help but আপনি hid instead now I'm watching through dying as my hope and health do fade. Now I ask, WHY?
Dear World
I guess this is it as I write my last words I no longer have to suffer life's cruel torment, dear Brooke I want u to know ill always প্রণয় u, dear Amanda maybe ill see আপনি in the place people call heaven. To the rest of আপনি I don't want আপনি crying when আপনি see অথবা read this....remember me like I'm still here I can no longer stand life's pain. I'm always the odd one out wishin 4 a miracle to come but it never did. B4 I go I leave u the প্রশ্ন I always asked.....WHY ME?! -Kieran Mckaylan-
I guess this is it as I write my last words I no longer have to suffer life's cruel torment, dear Brooke I want u to know ill always প্রণয় u, dear Amanda maybe ill see আপনি in the place people call heaven. To the rest of আপনি I don't want আপনি crying when আপনি see অথবা read this....remember me like I'm still here I can no longer stand life's pain. I'm always the odd one out wishin 4 a miracle to come but it never did. B4 I go I leave u the প্রশ্ন I always asked.....WHY ME?! -Kieran Mckaylan-
আপনি know something, people cannot read minds. They cannot. It is a fact of life, for that we can be both grateful and sorry. There are some people in the world that curl up inside themselves and they ain’t gonna let nobody touch them.
That is what the issue becomes: the fact that everyone is nothing but human. Some people claim that they are strong, that nothing will ever hurt them. Well those are the kinds of people who tend to get hurt a lot and have for their entire lives.
These are the people we know, love, অথবা are.
We miss them.
I miss them.
To all of আপনি that have seen, to all of আপনি that have heard the screams:
Remember them.
And never do it again.
Let your emotion out, let it go, but never erase from your mind what happened.
And never. Ever. Put someone else in your place.
Honor is to take the bullet for someone আপনি protect, প্রণয় is to take it for someone who আপনি don’t want to be hit.
So, do them a favor, and put down that fucking knife.
That is what the issue becomes: the fact that everyone is nothing but human. Some people claim that they are strong, that nothing will ever hurt them. Well those are the kinds of people who tend to get hurt a lot and have for their entire lives.
These are the people we know, love, অথবা are.
We miss them.
I miss them.
To all of আপনি that have seen, to all of আপনি that have heard the screams:
Remember them.
And never do it again.
Let your emotion out, let it go, but never erase from your mind what happened.
And never. Ever. Put someone else in your place.
Honor is to take the bullet for someone আপনি protect, প্রণয় is to take it for someone who আপনি don’t want to be hit.
So, do them a favor, and put down that fucking knife.
I pull out one your years
the wet chain of torment
And I wish that I had a mother to প্রণয় me
No sun shines on me
I want to be heard....but no one listens
mother,oh mother why did আপনি leave?
mother, oh mother why did আপনি deceive?
I was not allowed to be seen অথবা talked about, no one hid me অথবা shielded me
Nobody gave me দুধ অথবা love
Born দ্বারা mistake and born a freak
The mother that never bore me
I tonight sworn onto
I will make it a fiery death
I throw myself into water and sink
mother, mother why did আপনি leave? mother, mother why did আপনি deceive?
In its lungs আগুন burns
On my wrist an x is marked
Remove it with knifes kiss
Even if I must die too
mother, mother!
In its lungs আগুন burns
On my wrist an x is marked
Remove it with knifes kiss
Even if I must die too
Oh give me strength
