"Dear Mother,
How are আপনি and the family – happy I hope as আপনি ব্যক্ত in your letter there is a gross misunderstanding on A Williams part in thinking I could possibly give even in a gift my last few precious paintings I was under the impression that he was contemplating arranging a small exhibition in his new club. I will write to him and re-enlighten him. I am so happy আপনি had such a nice time with my father and thank আপনি for his address, but it seems rather impossible to collect anything substantial in the way of stamps to send just yet, but I will write. I have spent the last 2 weeks composing a letter for [unclear] at the college. He should have it now and I hope he replys [sic]. I'm still a bit sad that আপনি think I’ve made a mess of my future, but out of it all I have something to really compensate – my প্রণয় for Astrid which knows no boundaries and her প্রণয় for me. I'm quite certain I will start teaching in September and hope to know for definite where in the পরবর্তি 2 অথবা 3 months. I have enclosed some money but cant send much as I'm paying off the bank £8 plus £12 to college which I borrowed about 3 years পূর্বে and forgot about + গিটার and amplifier.
I'm sorry আপনি didn’t like the ছবি (I didn't actually but its very difficult to make double portraits) but never mind. Will write again soon, প্রণয় from myself and Astrid to all at home. Your son Stuart xxxx"
How are আপনি and the family – happy I hope as আপনি ব্যক্ত in your letter there is a gross misunderstanding on A Williams part in thinking I could possibly give even in a gift my last few precious paintings I was under the impression that he was contemplating arranging a small exhibition in his new club. I will write to him and re-enlighten him. I am so happy আপনি had such a nice time with my father and thank আপনি for his address, but it seems rather impossible to collect anything substantial in the way of stamps to send just yet, but I will write. I have spent the last 2 weeks composing a letter for [unclear] at the college. He should have it now and I hope he replys [sic]. I'm still a bit sad that আপনি think I’ve made a mess of my future, but out of it all I have something to really compensate – my প্রণয় for Astrid which knows no boundaries and her প্রণয় for me. I'm quite certain I will start teaching in September and hope to know for definite where in the পরবর্তি 2 অথবা 3 months. I have enclosed some money but cant send much as I'm paying off the bank £8 plus £12 to college which I borrowed about 3 years পূর্বে and forgot about + গিটার and amplifier.
I'm sorry আপনি didn’t like the ছবি (I didn't actually but its very difficult to make double portraits) but never mind. Will write again soon, প্রণয় from myself and Astrid to all at home. Your son Stuart xxxx"
I remember a time when
Everyone I loved hated me
Because I hated them.
So what, so what, So Fucking what.
I remember the time when Belly buttons
were knee high
when only shitting was
Dirty and everything else
Clean and beautiful.
I couldn't remember anything
without a sadness
So deep that it hardly
becomes known to me.
So deep that it's tears
leave me a spectator
of my own stupidity .
And so I go rambling on
with a নমস্কার nonny nonny no.
(It was a upset poem that Lennon had লেখা to Sutcliffe)
Everyone I loved hated me
Because I hated them.
So what, so what, So Fucking what.
I remember the time when Belly buttons
were knee high
when only shitting was
Dirty and everything else
Clean and beautiful.
I couldn't remember anything
without a sadness
So deep that it hardly
becomes known to me.
So deep that it's tears
leave me a spectator
of my own stupidity .
And so I go rambling on
with a নমস্কার nonny nonny no.
(It was a upset poem that Lennon had লেখা to Sutcliffe)