As Elliot walked in to Antons he dreaded what was going to be discussed during the awkward breakfast.
"Hi El,over here." Olivia ব্যক্ত waving him over to sit with her.
"Hi Olivia." Elliot says sitting down. "Hows your side?"
"Ok Kathy didnt really hurt me" Olivia ব্যক্ত trying to sound fine.
"You couldnt get up" Elliot ব্যক্ত abruptly.
They just sat, silent, Olivia ocasionally looking up into Elliots green eyes. Elliot took her hand.
"Olivia talk to me, i need আপনি to tell me that I did the right thing leaving her-"
"Was there a right thing? আপনি left your wife for ME! আপনি left your family for ME."
"What did আপনি expect? আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি loved me! Thats all i needed to hear to leave Kathy. আপনি feel the same way I feel . Can we be happy together?" Elliot whispered.
"I ruined your life, আপনি dont get to see your kids Elliot. Your kids! আপনি wont last.."
"I will get to see them. She cant keep them from me and Kathy knows it. Please...Liv I need you"
Olivia didnt know if Elliot ment that last phrase but a wide smile spread across her face regardless.
"Your sure El thi...this isnt just going to be meaningless to you-? Olivia whispered too embarassed to meet his gaze.
"Oh Liv please dont tell me thats how আপনি think I think, I know আপনি have been hurt in the past and im sorry i cant take som of that hurt away from আপনি but I swear as long as I live I will not- no I COULD NOT hurt you, আপনি are my life Olivia Benson and ill spend the rest of it trying to prove that to you.....if আপনি will let me?"
What did he just suggest to her? Olivia sits there stunned for several minuites.
Elliots huskily whispers to her not wanting to startle her "Olivia? Are আপনি still there sweetheart?"
Olivia smiles to herself, she feels like a schoolgirl with a crush on her teacher, then it hits her 'SWEETHEART'. Olivia feels herself beginning to blush.
"Yes El, Im fine I just need a minuite" Olivia says clearing her troath.
"Take as long as আপনি need sweetie" Elliot says with a smile.
Olivia cant help but get হারিয়ে গেছে in his eyes, his perfect green eyes. She inhales strongly and then shows her weakness she shows her vulnerabilities.
"I need আপনি Elliot আরো than anything আপনি mean so much to me আপনি are the প্রণয় of my life and im sorry i couldnt tell আপনি that in a আরো romantic way."Olivia says staring at her feet.
"Baby please listen to me, I dont care how আপনি told me Im just over joyed that আপনি told me" Elliot says with compassion as he takes her hand.
"Ok El, I want to be your girlfriend..." Olivia says with slight hesitation.
"I think we can safley say আপনি are আরো than my girlfriend Olivia, and দ্বারা the way the term girlfriend sounds juvinile"
Olivia smiles to herself " Elliot how about we are partners?"
"We were partners before Olivia.." Elliot says quite dissapointed.
Olivia looks at him with a mischivious grin on her face "How about partners with benafits?"
Elliot mirrors her smile and kisses her forehead. He was finally happy after 12 nearly 13 years.
"Hi El,over here." Olivia ব্যক্ত waving him over to sit with her.
"Hi Olivia." Elliot says sitting down. "Hows your side?"
"Ok Kathy didnt really hurt me" Olivia ব্যক্ত trying to sound fine.
"You couldnt get up" Elliot ব্যক্ত abruptly.
They just sat, silent, Olivia ocasionally looking up into Elliots green eyes. Elliot took her hand.
"Olivia talk to me, i need আপনি to tell me that I did the right thing leaving her-"
"Was there a right thing? আপনি left your wife for ME! আপনি left your family for ME."
"What did আপনি expect? আপনি ব্যক্ত আপনি loved me! Thats all i needed to hear to leave Kathy. আপনি feel the same way I feel . Can we be happy together?" Elliot whispered.
"I ruined your life, আপনি dont get to see your kids Elliot. Your kids! আপনি wont last.."
"I will get to see them. She cant keep them from me and Kathy knows it. Please...Liv I need you"
Olivia didnt know if Elliot ment that last phrase but a wide smile spread across her face regardless.
"Your sure El thi...this isnt just going to be meaningless to you-? Olivia whispered too embarassed to meet his gaze.
"Oh Liv please dont tell me thats how আপনি think I think, I know আপনি have been hurt in the past and im sorry i cant take som of that hurt away from আপনি but I swear as long as I live I will not- no I COULD NOT hurt you, আপনি are my life Olivia Benson and ill spend the rest of it trying to prove that to you.....if আপনি will let me?"
What did he just suggest to her? Olivia sits there stunned for several minuites.
Elliots huskily whispers to her not wanting to startle her "Olivia? Are আপনি still there sweetheart?"
Olivia smiles to herself, she feels like a schoolgirl with a crush on her teacher, then it hits her 'SWEETHEART'. Olivia feels herself beginning to blush.
"Yes El, Im fine I just need a minuite" Olivia says clearing her troath.
"Take as long as আপনি need sweetie" Elliot says with a smile.
Olivia cant help but get হারিয়ে গেছে in his eyes, his perfect green eyes. She inhales strongly and then shows her weakness she shows her vulnerabilities.
"I need আপনি Elliot আরো than anything আপনি mean so much to me আপনি are the প্রণয় of my life and im sorry i couldnt tell আপনি that in a আরো romantic way."Olivia says staring at her feet.
"Baby please listen to me, I dont care how আপনি told me Im just over joyed that আপনি told me" Elliot says with compassion as he takes her hand.
"Ok El, I want to be your girlfriend..." Olivia says with slight hesitation.
"I think we can safley say আপনি are আরো than my girlfriend Olivia, and দ্বারা the way the term girlfriend sounds juvinile"
Olivia smiles to herself " Elliot how about we are partners?"
"We were partners before Olivia.." Elliot says quite dissapointed.
Olivia looks at him with a mischivious grin on her face "How about partners with benafits?"
Elliot mirrors her smile and kisses her forehead. He was finally happy after 12 nearly 13 years.
As Elliot sat in the hospital he couldnt help but think that it was his fault olivia was here
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening আপনি full of life.."
As Elliot ব্যক্ত this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read আপনি note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if আপনি dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, আপনি are my life.. Your allowed go প্রথমপাতা today i explained to the doctor and he ব্যক্ত আপনি can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course আপনি can"....
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening আপনি full of life.."
As Elliot ব্যক্ত this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read আপনি note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if আপনি dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, আপনি are my life.. Your allowed go প্রথমপাতা today i explained to the doctor and he ব্যক্ত আপনি can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course আপনি can"....
OLIVIA! Elliot screams as he wraps up her wrists but he cant help but glance at the note
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing আপনি with Kathy every day, knowing আপনি go প্রথমপাতা to her kills me inside. i just wanted আপনি to feel the same..I know আপনি probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any আরো i had to do it. im sorry for leaving আপনি like this i really am. Thank আপনি for all the fantastic memories..i প্রণয় আপনি elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if আপনি can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told আপনি sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of অ্যাম্বুলেন্স sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing আপনি with Kathy every day, knowing আপনি go প্রথমপাতা to her kills me inside. i just wanted আপনি to feel the same..I know আপনি probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any আরো i had to do it. im sorry for leaving আপনি like this i really am. Thank আপনি for all the fantastic memories..i প্রণয় আপনি elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if আপনি can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told আপনি sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of অ্যাম্বুলেন্স sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
As Oliva sat looking out the window, she felt her হৃদয় ache with every breath she took. Re-running the moment in her head seeing Elliot with Kathy broke her heart. Just one চুম্বন and she would be happy. "hey আপনি ready to go" Elliot says as he taps her shoulder. "wha- How the hell did আপনি get in here?" Oliva ব্যক্ত sounding partly scared. "I have been your partner for 12 years i know where আপনি keep your key" He ব্যক্ত with a strong smile, "So are আপনি ready?". "yeah just let me grab something.." Olivia ব্যক্ত looking into his eyes. Suddenly Elliot hears a yelp. "Liv, আপনি ok?". As he walks into the bedroom he sees her lying on the বিছানা with her wrists slit. "Oliva! please wake up!" he screams. he notices a note on the bed. he pickes it up and notices its written to him..
Dear Elliot...
Dear Elliot...