Pain. Terrible pain. Elliot touched his shirt. Blood was everywhere. He had been shot. It happened soo fast. Everythings fine and then BANG! He fell hard. The concrete was cold. He herd Olivia scream. He herd the mans heavy feet as he ran away. He closed his eyes. It hurt sooo bad. He knew Olivia was near him now. He could feel her presence. He could feel HER. HIS Olivia. She was crying. He was too weak now to confort her. He herd her say something. She wanted him to wake up. He wanted to open his eyes. To let her know he wasnt dead. He was too weak. He WAS dying. He couldnt hear anything now.The world was bluury. He was out.
He doesnt remember going to the hospital. He must have had surgery. The bullets are gone. He can open his eyes. He still feels pain but it is less. He didnt die. He thought he was dying but he didnt. The doctor comes in. "When can I go home" Elliot doesnt want to be here. He wants to go home. He wants to go to work. " I'll come দ্বারা later to check আপনি out and see if we can let আপনি out tonight but right now আপনি have some visitors" The doctor leaves. He sees Kathy as she walks in. He smiles at her. He still loves her. Still cares about her. She doesn't smile back. His smile disapears. Her eyes are cold. Her whole body is cold. She doesnt want to be here. Doesn't want to see him. There is no প্রণয় for him in her body. "Kathy" He trys saying her name. Nothing. She is still cold. She doesn't even come দ্বারা his bed. "No আরো Elliot, no আরো fights, no আরো anger, no more... no আরো US Elliot,no আরো love. Im done. Were done." She leaves. He cant believe what happened.His happiness drained. She was gone. She had been gone for a while. They died. Their প্রণয় died. Eli wasnt enough to make it work. Elliot loved someone else. He loved Olivia. Needed Olivia. To make him feel good again. To feel happy. To feel love. Then he saw her. He felt her presence near. She came in. she looked sooo beautiful. His smile comes back."Olivia" His voice is filled with love. প্রণয় for Olivia. she sits in a chair দ্বারা his bed. He can see tears forming in her eyes. "Elliot im sorr" he stops her and puts his finger to her lips. "shhhhh its ok" She did nothing wrong. This wasnt her fault. She saved his life. " I thought আপনি were dead El" A tear fell from her eyes. He whiped the tear away from her cheek. Her skin was sooo soft."Dont cry Olivia, look at me, im gonna be ok,shhhhhh" He gently tilted her face so she could see his eyes. See all the প্রণয় he had for her in his eyes. He could see how much she loved him too. He wanted to confort her more. Let her feel his warmth, his love. He wanted to hold her close in his arms." Come here Liv, lay down with me, let me hold you". Olivia turned from him "Elliot we cant.. I cant" She was scared. Scared of the closeness. Scared of letting Elliot feel her, her love."just for a little while please Liv?" He needed her, her love, her warmth. He needed to feel her, really feel her.Olivia slid into the bed. He put his hand on her back. She was soo close to him now. he slowly put his arms around her and pulled her closer. She was sooo warm. He ran his fingers through her hair. His mouth was close to her neck. He could smell her sweet skin. He wanted to চুম্বন her on her neck.He moved his lips to her ear. He touched her ear with his lips slightly as he whispered "thank you" into it. He ran his fingers though her hair again. He gently kissed her head. He could feel Olivia's smile. He smiled and gave her one last tender চুম্বন on her head.
He doesnt remember going to the hospital. He must have had surgery. The bullets are gone. He can open his eyes. He still feels pain but it is less. He didnt die. He thought he was dying but he didnt. The doctor comes in. "When can I go home" Elliot doesnt want to be here. He wants to go home. He wants to go to work. " I'll come দ্বারা later to check আপনি out and see if we can let আপনি out tonight but right now আপনি have some visitors" The doctor leaves. He sees Kathy as she walks in. He smiles at her. He still loves her. Still cares about her. She doesn't smile back. His smile disapears. Her eyes are cold. Her whole body is cold. She doesnt want to be here. Doesn't want to see him. There is no প্রণয় for him in her body. "Kathy" He trys saying her name. Nothing. She is still cold. She doesn't even come দ্বারা his bed. "No আরো Elliot, no আরো fights, no আরো anger, no more... no আরো US Elliot,no আরো love. Im done. Were done." She leaves. He cant believe what happened.His happiness drained. She was gone. She had been gone for a while. They died. Their প্রণয় died. Eli wasnt enough to make it work. Elliot loved someone else. He loved Olivia. Needed Olivia. To make him feel good again. To feel happy. To feel love. Then he saw her. He felt her presence near. She came in. she looked sooo beautiful. His smile comes back."Olivia" His voice is filled with love. প্রণয় for Olivia. she sits in a chair দ্বারা his bed. He can see tears forming in her eyes. "Elliot im sorr" he stops her and puts his finger to her lips. "shhhhh its ok" She did nothing wrong. This wasnt her fault. She saved his life. " I thought আপনি were dead El" A tear fell from her eyes. He whiped the tear away from her cheek. Her skin was sooo soft."Dont cry Olivia, look at me, im gonna be ok,shhhhhh" He gently tilted her face so she could see his eyes. See all the প্রণয় he had for her in his eyes. He could see how much she loved him too. He wanted to confort her more. Let her feel his warmth, his love. He wanted to hold her close in his arms." Come here Liv, lay down with me, let me hold you". Olivia turned from him "Elliot we cant.. I cant" She was scared. Scared of the closeness. Scared of letting Elliot feel her, her love."just for a little while please Liv?" He needed her, her love, her warmth. He needed to feel her, really feel her.Olivia slid into the bed. He put his hand on her back. She was soo close to him now. he slowly put his arms around her and pulled her closer. She was sooo warm. He ran his fingers through her hair. His mouth was close to her neck. He could smell her sweet skin. He wanted to চুম্বন her on her neck.He moved his lips to her ear. He touched her ear with his lips slightly as he whispered "thank you" into it. He ran his fingers though her hair again. He gently kissed her head. He could feel Olivia's smile. He smiled and gave her one last tender চুম্বন on her head.
As Elliot sat in the hospital he couldnt help but think that it was his fault olivia was here
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening আপনি full of life.."
As Elliot ব্যক্ত this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read আপনি note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if আপনি dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, আপনি are my life.. Your allowed go প্রথমপাতা today i explained to the doctor and he ব্যক্ত আপনি can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course আপনি can"....
"Liv i dont know if u can hear me but please wake up, i miss seening আপনি full of life.."
As Elliot ব্যক্ত this he slowly took her hand and kissed her cheak.
"Elliot? Is that you?" olivia whispers as she slowly regains her vision
"Olivia!! Your awake.. :) i read আপনি note-"
"Please dont mess with me El if আপনি dont like me-"
*Elliot cradles her head and kisses her lips*
"i couldnt mess with you, আপনি are my life.. Your allowed go প্রথমপাতা today i explained to the doctor and he ব্যক্ত আপনি can leave"
"Elliot thats wonderful!"
"Ill get the car" :)
*Standing outside Livs Apartment*
"can i come in?" Elliot says as he grabs her hand
"of course আপনি can"....
OLIVIA! Elliot screams as he wraps up her wrists but he cant help but glance at the note
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing আপনি with Kathy every day, knowing আপনি go প্রথমপাতা to her kills me inside. i just wanted আপনি to feel the same..I know আপনি probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any আরো i had to do it. im sorry for leaving আপনি like this i really am. Thank আপনি for all the fantastic memories..i প্রণয় আপনি elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if আপনি can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told আপনি sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of অ্যাম্বুলেন্স sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
"Dear Elliot
I cant take it any more,seeing আপনি with Kathy every day, knowing আপনি go প্রথমপাতা to her kills me inside. i just wanted আপনি to feel the same..I know আপনি probbaly didnt but i couldnt take it any আরো i had to do it. im sorry for leaving আপনি like this i really am. Thank আপনি for all the fantastic memories..i প্রণয় আপনি elliot..
Liv xx"
Elliot felt tears comming to his eyes as he gripped her wrists. "Liv i dont know if আপনি can hear me but im so sorry i should hav told আপনি sooner i feel the same way.." the sound of অ্যাম্বুলেন্স sirens rang out. the paramedics hurried up stairs and got olivia, wrapped her up and rushed her downstairs..
"is she going to be ok?" Elliot asked
"it doesnt look good.."
As Oliva sat looking out the window, she felt her হৃদয় ache with every breath she took. Re-running the moment in her head seeing Elliot with Kathy broke her heart. Just one চুম্বন and she would be happy. "hey আপনি ready to go" Elliot says as he taps her shoulder. "wha- How the hell did আপনি get in here?" Oliva ব্যক্ত sounding partly scared. "I have been your partner for 12 years i know where আপনি keep your key" He ব্যক্ত with a strong smile, "So are আপনি ready?". "yeah just let me grab something.." Olivia ব্যক্ত looking into his eyes. Suddenly Elliot hears a yelp. "Liv, আপনি ok?". As he walks into the bedroom he sees her lying on the বিছানা with her wrists slit. "Oliva! please wake up!" he screams. he notices a note on the bed. he pickes it up and notices its written to him..
Dear Elliot...
Dear Elliot...