-CHAPTER ONE-
Life is something a soul has everything of. Souls dont die, they সরানো on. When souls want to die, they are killed, but they do not naturally die, unless আপনি are a mother.
Souls dont let other souls kill themselves. It's just the way we are, caring and loving.
Some souls believe they can own everything, but hide their greed behind a mask of প্রণয় and care for others, but when they want to, it comes out.
Sometimes, I wish I was a human. I would naturally die, and never have to সরানো on. I have already হারিয়ে গেছে my best friend, Wanderer, দ্বারা the sting of dying hosts. Now, I dont know where she is.
My host of the moment, a human on Earth, is only 18, but she looks as if she is in her 20s. She is beatuiful, but looks older than she is. Her name was Farrah, and I talked to her through the first year, before her voice dissapeared. She was my best friend, ever since I হারিয়ে গেছে Wanderer.
The fatal night that changed everything was March 11th, 2009. The night that I sat in my পছন্দ red bra with black lace, red and black boy boxers and a black silk পোশাক watching TV until 3:00 am, when I finally drifted to sleep. I didnt sleep long, for a loud noise of shaddering glass woke me. I quickly rushed to the window, which had been broken open দ্বারা a sharp, large, grey rock which now stood on the shadders of glass that made my feet bleed. I looked out the window, and saw a man holding onto a missplaced brick on the outside দেওয়াল of my apartment building. I gasped and screamed, but he quickly jumped into the room through the window and placed a hard hand over my mouth, and held it there. He then grabbed my waist, and jumped out of the window. We landed in a white Jeep, which had four other people in there. Two dark haired people, a man and a woman, and two light haired people, a man and a woman, who looked আরো like a child. I screamed, but the man who had a grip on me tied a cloth around my mouth, and ropes around my arms. They then shoved me down under the seats, where there was room.
"Hush, it will be alright," the light haired girl said. She removed the cloth over my mouth carefully, making a shush sign.
"Wanda, it took forever to get that thing on her!" The man who grabbed me whisper-yelled. Wanda rolled her eyes.
"Hush up, Kyle. Stop being a sissy," the dark haired woman said. Kyle growled.
"You know what, I wish they had kept Wanda in you, then I wouldnt have to hear your smart-ass remarks, bitch."
"Shut the freak up, আপনি idiots!" The dark haired man said. They all turned away from each other.
"What's your name?" Wanda asked. I trembled.
"Starlight Passing Through the Ice, Starlight for short."
"STARLIGHT?!" She gasped. I nodded. She then sprung at me, and hugged my shoulders.
"Its me, Wanderer! I go দ্বারা Wanda now!" She cried tears of joy, অথবা well she made the body do that. The light haired man smiled.
"So this is the notorious Starlight we've heard so much about," he said, laughing. Wanda laughed with him. I was so shocked, I ব্যক্ত nothing.
"You do remember me, dont you? I was your best friend when we lived at the Origin." আরো tears spilled out of her eyes, and some dripped out of mine, too. The dark haired man rolled his eyes, and Melanie slapped his arm, saying quietly : "Be nice, Jared."
"I remember you," I said, trembling. I studdered when I spoke because of my crying. I wiped my eyes with my arms.
"You're going to kill me, arent you?" I asked, worried. Jared laughed, and ব্যক্ত to Melanie quietly : "I wish." I glared at him.
"No, of course not. আপনি are my best friend, I would never let them to that to you!"
"We will be প্রথমপাতা soon, and আপনি can meet Doc and some of the other people. We have two, অথবা well one, soul other than me living there." Wanda smiled at me.
"What happened to the other one?"
They all sighed, sadly. "Her name was Windy, she died not to long ago. We dont know how, exactally. Doc is trying to figure it out, but he says all he has found was a brain tumor in her host. We dont know what happened to her." Melanie said. Wanda sighed louder.
"She has a child, Lissy, with one of the humans, Brandt. Maybe আপনি can help him raise her! আপনি always wanted to be a mother!" Wanda smiled.
"We have a few আরো miles, lets keep the volume down, we just got off the road.We'll be প্রথমপাতা soon." Jared scrached his head as he spoke.
Home. This wasnt my home, but Wanda was making sure I would feel it would be. I knew she would try hard.
Windy, I wish I was Windy. Being able to die, but with no one knowing how. I want to die, I dont want to go on.
Life is something a soul has everything of. Souls dont die, they সরানো on. When souls want to die, they are killed, but they do not naturally die, unless আপনি are a mother.
Souls dont let other souls kill themselves. It's just the way we are, caring and loving.
Some souls believe they can own everything, but hide their greed behind a mask of প্রণয় and care for others, but when they want to, it comes out.
Sometimes, I wish I was a human. I would naturally die, and never have to সরানো on. I have already হারিয়ে গেছে my best friend, Wanderer, দ্বারা the sting of dying hosts. Now, I dont know where she is.
My host of the moment, a human on Earth, is only 18, but she looks as if she is in her 20s. She is beatuiful, but looks older than she is. Her name was Farrah, and I talked to her through the first year, before her voice dissapeared. She was my best friend, ever since I হারিয়ে গেছে Wanderer.
The fatal night that changed everything was March 11th, 2009. The night that I sat in my পছন্দ red bra with black lace, red and black boy boxers and a black silk পোশাক watching TV until 3:00 am, when I finally drifted to sleep. I didnt sleep long, for a loud noise of shaddering glass woke me. I quickly rushed to the window, which had been broken open দ্বারা a sharp, large, grey rock which now stood on the shadders of glass that made my feet bleed. I looked out the window, and saw a man holding onto a missplaced brick on the outside দেওয়াল of my apartment building. I gasped and screamed, but he quickly jumped into the room through the window and placed a hard hand over my mouth, and held it there. He then grabbed my waist, and jumped out of the window. We landed in a white Jeep, which had four other people in there. Two dark haired people, a man and a woman, and two light haired people, a man and a woman, who looked আরো like a child. I screamed, but the man who had a grip on me tied a cloth around my mouth, and ropes around my arms. They then shoved me down under the seats, where there was room.
"Hush, it will be alright," the light haired girl said. She removed the cloth over my mouth carefully, making a shush sign.
"Wanda, it took forever to get that thing on her!" The man who grabbed me whisper-yelled. Wanda rolled her eyes.
"Hush up, Kyle. Stop being a sissy," the dark haired woman said. Kyle growled.
"You know what, I wish they had kept Wanda in you, then I wouldnt have to hear your smart-ass remarks, bitch."
"Shut the freak up, আপনি idiots!" The dark haired man said. They all turned away from each other.
"What's your name?" Wanda asked. I trembled.
"Starlight Passing Through the Ice, Starlight for short."
"STARLIGHT?!" She gasped. I nodded. She then sprung at me, and hugged my shoulders.
"Its me, Wanderer! I go দ্বারা Wanda now!" She cried tears of joy, অথবা well she made the body do that. The light haired man smiled.
"So this is the notorious Starlight we've heard so much about," he said, laughing. Wanda laughed with him. I was so shocked, I ব্যক্ত nothing.
"You do remember me, dont you? I was your best friend when we lived at the Origin." আরো tears spilled out of her eyes, and some dripped out of mine, too. The dark haired man rolled his eyes, and Melanie slapped his arm, saying quietly : "Be nice, Jared."
"I remember you," I said, trembling. I studdered when I spoke because of my crying. I wiped my eyes with my arms.
"You're going to kill me, arent you?" I asked, worried. Jared laughed, and ব্যক্ত to Melanie quietly : "I wish." I glared at him.
"No, of course not. আপনি are my best friend, I would never let them to that to you!"
"We will be প্রথমপাতা soon, and আপনি can meet Doc and some of the other people. We have two, অথবা well one, soul other than me living there." Wanda smiled at me.
"What happened to the other one?"
They all sighed, sadly. "Her name was Windy, she died not to long ago. We dont know how, exactally. Doc is trying to figure it out, but he says all he has found was a brain tumor in her host. We dont know what happened to her." Melanie said. Wanda sighed louder.
"She has a child, Lissy, with one of the humans, Brandt. Maybe আপনি can help him raise her! আপনি always wanted to be a mother!" Wanda smiled.
"We have a few আরো miles, lets keep the volume down, we just got off the road.We'll be প্রথমপাতা soon." Jared scrached his head as he spoke.
Home. This wasnt my home, but Wanda was making sure I would feel it would be. I knew she would try hard.
Windy, I wish I was Windy. Being able to die, but with no one knowing how. I want to die, I dont want to go on.