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posted by Cherry9090

So lost.
So alone.
In this cold dark world.
Scared to breath.
Terrified of what will happen to me.
He says it everyday.
Im stupid.
Im ugly.
I do not deserve to live.
I should be dead দ্বারা now.

No will প্রণয় me.
No one needs me.
They say I care.
They say I'll never leave u.
But I know they will.
Dads right.
I should be dead.
I am alone.
All I ever do is cuz pain
I am a black rose.

I am not specail.
I am no pretty.
I am useless.
A no body.
Not worth anything.
Noe will want me when they find out.
NO one wants me anyway so who cares.
I care.
I am hurting.
A black rose.

I am not innocnent.
I am not...

A Tale Of A Forlorned অ্যাঞ্জেল

posted by HighwayCreature

Tale of A Forlorned Angel
~~~~~~~~~~

For once a time, there was a dreary forgotten angel
That was cast aside from the bliss of her heaven
And put upon these mortal plains
Left to defend herself in a precarious world
That feeds on the blood of all angel's pains

Raped and ravaged, beaten and bit she was
In our slimy city streets
And as it was when she climbed the steps of my train
And had herself a আসন right পরবর্তি to me

O' Glorious, golden angel
Did rest her weary bobbing head
In comfort on my sturdy left shoulder
And told me the philosophy of her heaven
The order of her universe
And the nature of chaos and...

Magick তারকা

posted by Cherry9090

If you're like me, you've made a wish at
least once in your life.

I remember as a kid, my grandma taught me
this one...

"Star light, তারকা bright, first তারকা I
see tonight.

I wish I may, I wish I might, have this
wish I wish tonight.

Four corners over head. Four posts upon
the bed.

Mathew, Mark, Luke, and John, grant my
wish, and I'll be gone."

We'd do that every night for a time, while
laying on our backs on the grass, waiting
for the first তারকা to appear.

Try it... it works like Magick! :)

I've got a very special "Wish Spell" to
give আপনি today.

I'll প্রদর্শনী আপনি how to create your own
Magick star... light it on...

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Demons,faires,fallen দেবদূত

posted by Cherry9090

~Water~
Tiamat Mesoptamia
Mermaid Global
Merman Global
Kappa
Rusalka
Munuane
Wahwee
Madame White
Kelpie
Nixie Teutonic
Tikoloshe
Nuckekavee
Mbulu
Merrow
Ponaturi

~Mountain~
Huwawa Mesopotamia
Tengu
Huldrefolk
Abatwa
Yuki-Onna
Patupairehe
Tommy-Knockers
Kishi Anhola
Gwyllion
Mahisha-Asura
Yunwi-Djunsti
Duergar
Mountain faires
Akvan
Yaksas
White Monkey

~Forest~
Pan
Windigo
Kuru-Pira
Bori
Wood-Wives
Ravana
Leshii
Eloko
Oni
Kumbhakarna
Kayeri
Dodo
Shedim
Kitsune
Khabanda

~Desert~
Surem
Set
Azazel
Iblis
Djinn
Shaitan
Ghoul
Devalpa
Mimi
St.Anthonys Demon
Palis
Mamu
Ahriman
Namarrgon
Ho'ok
Satan

~Domicile~
Croucher
Asmodeus
Changing Bear
Domivoi
Hiranyakashipu
Lilith
Changelings
Pazuzu
Isitwalangcengce
Liderc
Al
শিয়াল fairy
Mare
রান্নাঘর fairies
Fair lady
Nisse

~Psyche~
Gerasene
Ancient Palestine
Werewolf
Loup
Leyak
Kitsune-Tsuki
Mara
Yezee Ha-Ra
Seven deadly sins
Mr. Hyde
Id
Shadow
Yamantaka
Quantum

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Red blood moon

posted by Cherry9090

~Month~

March

~Day~

Eighth

~Simble~

আগুন
Feeling

South

~About The Red BlooD Moon~
Nuber Is 9 and the color is Red Blood,
its the beginning of a lunar eclpise.Lunar ecplise come every few years.

If born on a Lunar moon অথবা A red Blood Moon Aires,Engery,ideas,beginnings.leadership,willpower and spiriitual conversion.

It is ব্যক্ত this if born on a Red Blood Moon that আপনি will have the ability to প্রণয় and understand,very open mindness the abitity to survive threw the most difficult part of life.

~♥~Blesses Be~♥~

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Black হৃদয় black soul

posted by Cherry9090

I lay in a dark room.
On the floor.
Staring up at the cliening.
I can hear আপনি walking above me.
I can hear আপনি yelling my name.
You are not a person.
You are something differnt.
You are a walking yelling monster.
Black heart,Black soul.
I slowly get up.
I walk to the door.
I am already dieing in side.
Kinda like you.
Black heart,Black soul.
I walk up the stairs.
I know whats coming.
I am walking up stairs to my own Hell.
I take a deep breath and open the door.
There আপনি are.
Standing there staring at me.
I can see the hate in your eyes.
Black heart,Black soul.
I hang my head.
I have already...

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ANGER!!

posted by Cherry9090

I LOOK IN THE MIRROR!
ALL I SEE IS MYSELF!
A NO BODY!
A হারিয়ে গেছে SOUL!
A UGLY HORRABLE PERSON!
SOMEONE WHO DOESNT DESERVE ANYTHING BUT HATERD!
I SCREAM AT THE PERSON IN THE MIRROR!
I KICK AND SCREAM AND YELL!
I AM COVERED IN BRUSEIES AND SCARS!
I AM NOT WANTED দ্বারা ANYONE!
I NEED TO BE DEAD!
I NEED TO SUFFER!
I KEEP STARING AT HER!
I HATE HER!
I WANT HER DEAD!
SHE LOOKS LIKE THR PERSON SHE KILLED 16 YEARS AGO!
SHE IS A MURDER!
SHE DESERVES NOTHING!
NO LOVE!
NO FAMILY!
NO FRIENDS!
SHE IS WORTHLESS!
A NOBODY!
SOMEONE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEED THE ONE TO DIE!
NOT HER POOR INNOCENT MOTHIER!
I HATE HER RED...

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Building Magick Belief

posted by Cherry9090

আপনি see there are so many "levels" of experience in Witchcraft-many of people at various differetn levels some complete beginners some have been practicing for years and everybody in between.

We all us Magick everyday even if we dont realize we are doing it no matter what our exerience level.The real secret is lying inside of you.The power that we were all born with.

This connection to Magick energy is the one thing we all share no matter what ourexperience level and as আপনি increase your ability to tap into Magick.

Our bekief is the single most important factor in whether our Magick succeed...

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Tap in to your true physic powers

posted by Cherry9090

Were আপনি able to do the হ্যালোইন (Samhain)
ritual with me on Monday night?

It was an amazing experience joining energy
with thousands of my students all around
the world.

I felt every single one of you... and I
made contact with some of my dearest
loved ones who passed away long ago.

Halloween itself was absolutely wonderful!

The kids and I all dressed up, marching
through the neighborhood in the annual
push and pull parade.

Kids and parents of all shapes and sizes
enjoyed a full evening of trick or
treating, visiting with friends, and
eating yummy foods.

Now that it's over...what now?

For starters, it's a...

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Falling in to darkness

posted by Cherry9090

Darkness.
I am surrounded দ্বারা darknees.
Theres nothing here.
I am falling.
I am reaching up.
There is no hands to grab.
No freindly face to smile at me.
No loving word to bounce me back.
From this darkness.
I am still falling.
I hair is cold.
There is no ground.
I cant not see.
The darkness is all around me.
I know this is right.
I know I will not be missed.
I am not loved.
I know when I am dead the world will be a better place.
For I am not worthly of this world.
I am alone.
I am dieing.
Theres no one there.
No one wants me.
For I am a murderer.
She died giving me life.
I do not deserve to...

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Bruises blood scars tears

posted by Cherry9090

The pain I feel.
The hate thats around me.
The sorrow of the person that হারিয়ে গেছে her life.
The blood anf pain she went threw.
For what?!
For nothing!.
Only to bring me into the world.
Someone thats nothing.
An unworthly person.
The pain I feel dayly.

The horror of living here.
The nighmtares that never go away.
The tears the constantly running down my face.
They soak my shirt.
They leaves streaks down mt ckeeks.
I have no mom to wipe them away.
The tears never seem to completely stop.
Always near tears.
Always on the verge of breaking.

The blood that I see.
The heat form the pain of bleeding....

Simple sweet প্রণয় spell

posted by Cherry9090

Finding that special someone আপনি completely
"gel" with can make your future more
beautiful than ever before.

Today I'm going to প্রদর্শনী আপনি a sweet smell
you can use in my special "Soul Mate Searching"
spell that can do just that.

1. Your "soul mate" does NOT have to be
a romance... it can be a "once in a lifetime"
friend. We just don't know until we meet
them...

2. If আপনি are already in a romantic relationship,
you may not want to cast this spell. It can
very easily attract a romantic soul mate into
your life... and this could obviously disrupt
your current relationship.

Do আপনি want to unlock the inner...

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Impossible for someone to প্রণয়

posted by Cherry9090

I look.
I see.
I cry.
All these people loveing eachother.
I see the hearts in their eyes.
I see them smile.
The kisses.
The huges.
The way they look in eachother eyes.
I hang my head and walk away.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.
I sit in my room.
Holding my pillow.
Crying.
Soaking my বালিশ case.
The peopl.
The movies.
The books.
All the প্রণয় in the world.
Everyone had someone.
But me.
No one understands this lonliness.
This pain.
I feel everyday.
No one to hold.
No one to kiss.
No one who cares.
I stare out my window.
Seeing the world pass me by.
I cry.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.
Dieing inside.
Screaming on the outside.
This world.
Why am I here?
What kind of life it is?
Without love.
without compassion.
Without someone to hold you.
Threw this storm.
Someone to call my own.
Someone who falls for someone like me.
Someone to understand me.
প্রণয় me.
Be with me.
But I am just dreaming.
IMPOSSIABLE FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE.

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Sleepwalking

posted by Cherry9090

The darkness of the night falls.
I feel myself give in to the temptation of sleep.
I lay down and I fall into a deep sleep.
I dream of a wonder place.
Peacful peoeple.
Loving family.
A loveing world.
I look to the side.
I see a beatiful red head looking back at me.
I walk to her.
She hugs me.
She tells me she is fine.
She is safe.
I cry.
I begg.
I plead.
For her not to leave me.
I tell her I am sorry for what I did.
That I want to be with her.
She holds me close.
She tells me not to worry.
She says I forgive আপনি baby.
She says I প্রণয় আপনি baby.
I do not believe her.
I hold on tight.
Not wanting...

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My smartass sayings

posted by Cherry9090

Sarcasm:
The ability to insult idiots without them realizing it

Love me অথবা hate me
Both are in my favour
If আপনি প্রণয় me I'll always be in your হৃদয়
If আপনি hate my I'll always be in your mind

We'er all mature until someone pulls out bubble মোড়ানো

I didn't fall
The floor just needed a hug

You can't always control who comes into your life
But আপনি can control which window আপনি throw them out of

I didn't say it was your fault
I ব্যক্ত I was gonna blame আপনি

"swearing"
Because sometimes
"gosh darn"
And
"meanie head"
Just don't cover it

I'd slap আপনি stupid
But there's to much stupid in the way

I have a sick and...

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Secret Of Releasing Spells

posted by Cherry9090

আপনি make sure your beliefe is strong দ্বারা useing befief and আপনি make sure your internal sacred মহাকাশ is strong then আপনি pay attention to setting up your external sacre মহাকাশ alter and cast your magick circle

Then আপনি go throught the steps to cast the money spell c constantly believing with full emotion that youe magick will bring money in to your life once the spell is done and আপনি have ব্যক্ত your final chant and dismissed your guardians the circles is open the condle are out

LET IT GO

Dont think about it dont wake up up every morning wondering when the money is going to appear go about your life...

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How to make your own Alter.

posted by Cherry9090

An Alter

Makeing an Alter can be easy and yet hard to do all at oce,I have my own Alter on the east side of my room near my closet.An Aller will help আপনি with all your spells,chants and medatation.

After আপনি make আপনি Alter আপনি will need to keep it up as all times and alwas address every morning and every night.Making আপনি Alter as well as আপনি very powerful,and very in tune with one another.

You will need the follwoing:
sea salt
small table
a cloth that means alot to you
two white candles
a deck of tarot cards that has choosen you
your favorit amulet,wnershin,gym (all three if আপনি have it)

Now that আপনি have all...

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The Amazing Knot Magick For Success Spell

posted by Cherry9090

It is really important to practice visualization and all of the other rituals is the foundation of magick engery control without paying attention to the things your spells will lack the sme effectivness and yuor wont be in touch with river of magick engery running through you.

Heres a spell where আপনি actully get to be some what creative and also one that releases magick engeries for a specific goal to open the doors of money and wealth in your life.

I know that there are some Witches that feel money magick is often times cast for the wrong reasons and can even be selfish in nature I assure...

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Lucky Magick Charm

posted by Cherry9090

Samhian draws ever close heres a way to conduct a lucky charm.

Not only will this charm open the magick door wider for আপনি drawing আরো engery into every spell.but it will also bring some amazing things into your life.

আপনি will need the following:

1:A red candle

2:Something to carver it with like a মাখন ছুরি অথবা a needle

3:Your favorit annointing oil

4:You favorit *luck herb*

5:A pot of boiling water

6:A special piece of jewerly

7:A small bag to put the charm in

STEP 1: Setup a bais alter decorate it with anthing representing samhian get creative the আরো fun আপনি have with this the better the...

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Let go of the auric healing spell

posted by Cherry9090

This spell is all about feeling wonderful and isnt that what life is about?

So the auric healing spell and rememeber right after আপনি cast the spell আপনি are going to let it go out of your mind and I mean try to completely forget about it and just go on with your life.

1: The first thing আপনি are going to do is to check your beliefe and internal sacred মহাকাশ do আপনি feel as though আপনি beleive in your magick?

2:You have 100% in yourself and yourmagick and your interanl মহাকাশ is clean all negative thoughts and emotionas আপনি are ready to begine and set up your exteranal মহাকাশ including making sure...