heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of আপনি
my tears were hot with প্রণয়
and affection for আপনি
i want আপনি so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with আপনি দ্বারা my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish আপনি knew me
if only আপনি were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but দিবাস্বপ্ন isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish আপনি knew who i am
but your প্রণয় i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
আপনি suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, আপনি are the লেখক of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of আপনি
my tears were hot with প্রণয়
and affection for আপনি
i want আপনি so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with আপনি দ্বারা my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish আপনি knew me
if only আপনি were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but দিবাস্বপ্ন isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish আপনি knew who i am
but your প্রণয় i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
আপনি suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, আপনি are the লেখক of your own life story
আপনি and Two-bit are sitting on the পালঙ্ক watching Mickey মাউস and playing around. আপনি throw ভুট্টার খই at him occasionally and he just laughs. আপনি have been dating for about 4 months now. আপনি throw a piece of pop ভূট্টা and it hits him right in the face, and he turns around slowly, a slight smirk growing on his face as আপনি begin to giggle. He lunges for আপনি as he begins to tickle you, but this time আপনি fight back and playfully wrestle him. আপনি two roll around wrestling on the floor for about 2 minutes, and আপনি stop when he ends up on শীর্ষ of you. আপনি look into each others eyes for what feels like forever, and finally he slowly moves his face closer to yours and kisses you. "I প্রণয় আপনি (Y/N)" he whispers, and leans in for another kiss.
Later that night, আপনি hear someone in the house. Thankfully Dally heard it too and he was wide awake. He quickley gets out of বিছানা as আপনি follow. আপনি creep down the hallway and peek around the corner.
"Go back to the room," He says as আপনি do what he instructed
আপনি sit on the bed,praying that everythings okay.
Soon, আপনি hear shots from a gun.
Then silence
With the money that I would have gone to college with, and with what Ponyboy had saved, we had bought Soda his horse.
Soda came in, in his plaid শার্ট and jeans. His jaw dropped. Then he smile brighter than the sun.
He walked over to horse.
“Hey buddy,” he says, smiling, petting his nose.
“It took forever to get him to listen,” Ponyboy said.
“Yeah, I got myself and ornery pony.” Soda grins.
“You happy?” আপনি ask Soda.
He just looks at you, smiles and nods his head.
আপনি had gotten tired of the New Years Party আপনি were at, so আপনি decided to have your own; complete with balloons, champagne, dancing, and the life of the party.
“This is fun,” আপনি laugh as আপনি look up to him.
“Yeah,” he laughs, as he dips you.
“Careful of the champagne, babe.”
“Sorry… Just trying to make things classy.” He laughs.
“You kidding me? This is some high class shit!” আপনি laugh.
He glances at the clock.
“It’s 11:59,” he grins.
“Time for our New Year’s kiss,” আপনি grin as আপনি lean in.
“Not yet!” He yells, moving your face away. “It isn’t midnight yet!”
আপনি laugh, then glance at the clock.
“Well, we missed it.” আপনি pout. “It’s 12:01.”
“Looks like we have to wait a whole nother year.”
He pauses for a second, thinking.
“You.” He finally answers, smiling.
“That’s not one thing.” আপনি roll your eyes and giggle.
“Yes it is. আপনি are you. Without certain things, আপনি wouldn’t be you. If you’re pretty eyes weren’t (eye color), আপনি wouldn’t be you. If আপনি didn’t snort when আপনি laugh, আপনি wouldn’t be you. If আপনি didn’t randomly burst into song, আপনি be you.
If আপনি weren’t nice and sweet and funny, it wouldn’t be (Y/N). The (Y/N) I know, প্রণয় and adore.” He smiles as he kisses আপনি on the cheek.
“Really?” আপনি ask.
“Really.”
“Really really?”
“Really really.”
“Johnny how do আপনি think this looks?” আপনি ask, holding up a black dress to you.
“How am I supposed to know?” He groans as he leans on one of the shelves of the department store.
“Well, would I look good in it?” আপনি ask, twirling the dress around.
“You’d look good in any clothes, honey.” He smiles at you.
“Any clothes?” আপনি ask, scrunching your nose.
“But আপনি also look good in no clothes, if that’s what আপনি want to know,” he grins at আপনি like a little kid. “So could আপনি hurry up so I could see my পছন্দ outfit on you?”