I’m still in my uniform, so I should act like soldier; but it takes all that I have not to sprint over to (Y/N) and the baby.
She had left the other kids home, to surprise them for when I came home. And to give me some time to meet Faith.
I give (Y/N) a long, kiss. I pull away.
“Can I hold her?” I whisper.
(Y/N) nods, tears in her eyes.
She hands me the baby, gently. I take her in my hands, carefully. She was so small; smaller than Grace and Logan was at three months.
She was beautiful. Had a full head of hair and everything. Tiny little nose. I was in love. The fourth girl I had fallen in প্রণয় with; my mom, (Y/N), Grace and now Faith. I just held a third of my world in my hands, enamored দ্বারা her.
“You ok?” (Y/N) asks.
“Yeah, yeah I am.” I whisper.
Faith’s nose crinkles; I know that look. She’s gonna cry.
“Hey baby girl, I got you. Don’t cry.”
She starts to sniffle.
” I got you. Daddy’s got you. You’re ok. I promise.”
She drifts back asleep. I don’t let her go.
Everything’s a blur from the car home. I just hold her. Won’t even put in her in the carseat. (Y/N) and I talk, but I don’t remember any of it really. I just looked down at my world.
I was one of the lucky ones to come প্রথমপাতা to my baby. My three, beautiful babies.
“Having a staring contest.” Soda says intensely.
“Umm… Ok?” আপনি say.
“It’s all part of the epic battle of who gets to ask আপনি out.” Steve says.
“What the hell, man!” Soda yelled, and slapped Steve’s arm.
“Owww.” Steve says, looking down to examine his arm.
“Haha yes, I win!” Soda laughs.
“Not fair man!” Steve yells.
They start going after each other.
Oh god.
“Where the hell is she?!?” I storm into the emergency room.
“Excuse me sir,” one of the nurses says, holding me back a little. “Who are আপনি looking for?”
“(Y/N). (Y/N) (Y/L/N). She’s my girlfriend. I got a call. She was in some accident.” I saw, kind of throwing my hands all around.
“I’ll check for you. One মিনিট please. Have a seat” The nurse said. But I saw it in her eyes. Something was wrong. I sat down, head in my hands.
The nurse walks back to talk to a doctor. They keep glancing over at me. Damnit. I wish they’d just tell me what was going on. The nurse nods her head, and the doctor starts walking toward me.
He stands in front of me. “You’re here for Ms. (Y/L/N)?”
“Yes sir.” I manage to say.
I see the sorriness in his eyes, and hear the sadness in his pause.
“I’m afraid she’s not going to make it.”
That was all I needed to hear before standing up.
