“I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something about it felt like প্রথমপাতা somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister’s house
And আপনি still got it in your drawer, even now.”
Dally was absentmindedly wrapping and unwrapping your scarf around his hands, remembering everything about you. Every little detail.
“Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We’re গান গাওয়া in the car getting হারিয়ে গেছে upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days.”
When আপনি guys needed an escape, you’d take your car and just drive. Anywhere. And wherever আপনি ended up আপনি ended up. He smiles, remembering আপনি trying to remember all the words to the songs on the radio.
“And I know it’s long gone
And that magic’s not here no more
And I might be okay
But I’m not fine at all.”
He misses আপনি so much it hurts.
“‘Cause there we are again, on that little town street
আপনি almost ran the red ‘cause আপনি were looking over me
Wind in my hair, I was there, I remember it all too well.”
He remembers the first time seeing আপনি after আপনি broke up with him. It was like a stab to his হৃদয় to see you, without him.
“Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
আপনি used to be a little kid with glasses and a twin-size bed
Your mother’s telling stories about আপনি on the t-ball team.”
He hated when the gang made fun of আপনি around him. But it made আপনি laugh and smile, so it was priceless.
“You tell me about your past, thinking your future was me.”
He thought আপনি were the one.
“And I know it’s long gone
And there’s nothing else I could do
And I forget about আপনি long enough
To forget why I needed to.”
He knew he’d never be with আপনি again, but there was this part of him that needed আপনি so badly.
‘Cause there we are again, in the middle of the night
We’re dancing around the রান্নাঘর in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there, I remember it all to well.”
The vivid memories of আপনি after a party, dancing in the রান্নাঘর at Buck’s place. How his world was complete.
“And maybe we got হারিয়ে গেছে in translation, maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece ‘til আপনি tore it all up
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.”
Why did আপনি even breakup? He couldn’t even remember it, because it was drowned out দ্বারা missing you.
“And আপনি call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I’m a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
‘Cause I remember it all, all, all too well.”
“Time won’t fly, it’s like I’m paralyzed দ্বারা it
I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it
After plaid শার্ট days and nights when আপনি made me your own
Now আপনি mail back my things and I walk প্রথমপাতা alone.”
A দিন feels like a week without you. He remembered আপনি were the only girl he had sex with that was truly meaningful. He was polite and gave আপনি all the things back আপনি left in his room.
“But আপনি keep my old scarf from that very first week
‘Cause it reminds আপনি of innocence and it smells like me
আপনি can’t get rid of it ‘cause আপনি remember it all too well, yeah.”
He keeps wrapping and unwrapping the scarf absentmindedly around his hands.
“‘Cause there we are again, when I loved আপনি so
Back before আপনি হারিয়ে গেছে the one real thing you’ve ever known
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well”
He just missed you.
“Wind in my hair, আপনি were there, আপনি remember it all
Down the stairs, আপনি were there, আপনি remember it all
It was rare, I was there, I remember it all too well.”
