“Oh my god, I’m sorry!” A boy about your age says, truly apologetic. He grabs your hand and pulls আপনি up. আপনি find his eyes, and আপনি see how cute he is. He looks at you, stunned. “I’m… Really sorry.” He says as he stares into your eyes.
“It’s fine.” আপনি blush. “I would have fallen anyway, I’m clumsy.” আপনি say, brushing off your legs.
“Well if আপনি did, I’d catch you.” He grins. “Anyways, I’m Ponyboy. What about you?”
“(Y/N).” আপনি grin.
“I like that name. So.. Uh what brings আপনি to the camp?”’
“I প্রণয় the lake.” আপনি smile. “My dad used to call me The Little Mermaid. I’m all about water. Since dad died, mom really doesn’t know what to do with me… So she sends me here.” আপনি shrug.
“Oh.” He says with understanding. “I know how আপনি feel. I live with my brothers, sometimes I think they don’t know what to do with me.”
“That must suck.”
“It probably sucks for আপনি more, since it’s your mom.”
আপনি talk for the whole free time, but it seems like only minutes. আপনি seemed to learn everything about him, and he learned everything about you.
“I’ll see আপনি around, (Y/N).”
“Tomorrow?” আপনি ask.
“Tomorrow.” He smiles.
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The পরবর্তি দিন at free time, আপনি met at the same place he had plowed আপনি over.
“Hey.” He grins, sitting on the picnic bench.
“Hey.” আপনি smile, sliding পরবর্তি to him. “Miss me?” আপনি joke.
“Actually, yeah. I really like spending time with you.” He smiles, putting his hand on your leg.
“Me too.” আপনি grin, blushing.
“Really?” He asks.
“Yeah.”
He leans over, and unexpectedly kisses you. আপনি give in, tongues dancing.
He pulls away, smile bright as the sun.
“Well, Little Mermaid, why don’t we go swimming?” He says, standing up and taking your hand.
“I don’t know…” আপনি start.
“Why not?”
“Well… I think I look fat in my bikini.” আপনি admit.
“You’re beautiful and definitely not fat.” He says giving আপনি a quick চুম্বন on the cheek.
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In the dining hall, আপনি feel someone grab your waist as your in the buffet line.
“Hey,” he whispers in your ear, nuzzling your neck.
“Hey… Calm it down on the PDA.” আপনি whisper.
“I know I know.” He laughs. “Meet me at the lake, tonight?”
“I don’t know…” আপনি start.
“Please? It’ll be a good time. Just me and you.”
“What time?” আপনি smile, giving in.
“1:30.” He smiles, giving আপনি a quick চুম্বন on the cheek, and darting away.
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The full moon was reflected in the clear, still lake.
He was sitting with his back to আপনি on the beach, looking out in the water. The muscles in his back were flexed and tense.
আপনি come up behind him, স্নেহ চুম্বন his bare shoulder.
He turns his head to smile at you.
“You came.” He says.
“I wouldn’t miss it.” আপনি smile.
আপনি lean in, mouths colliding. Tongues battling. Fingers running through each others hair.
He pulls away. “Wanna get in the water?” He asks, raising his eyebrows, flashing a grin.
“I didn’t bring a swimsuit…”
“You’ll look better with nothing on.” He blushes.
“Fine.” আপনি groan. As he gets in tot he water, আপনি slip off your শার্ট and shorts. আপনি put your toes on the edge of the water.
“Everything’s gotta come off.” He calls from the water.
আপনি give him a look. “Really?”
“Really.”
আপনি unclasp your bra and slip it off, throwing it with your other clothes. আপনি slide your panties off, putting it into the pile as well. আপনি see him bite his lip, eyes on you.
আপনি cover your chest with your arms as আপনি আপনি make your way through the shallow water.
আপনি meet Ponyboy when the water is up to just below your shoulder blades, arms still covering your bare chest.
He gently grabs your arms, pulling them off your chest.
“Don’t hide, you’re beautiful. I told আপনি that before.” He mutters.
He tilts your chin up, and goes in for the kiss. Your fingers running through his hair, আপনি দোল your legs up and মোড়ানো them around his waist, his hands supporting আপনি দ্বারা your thighs.
His lips সরানো from your mouth to your neck, leaving bites and kisses all the way down. আপনি groan.
Without any warning, he lets আপনি drop a little, and rams into you.
আপনি gasp, not expecting it.
“You a virgin?” He asks, slightly out of breath.
Wow. Now he asks. “Guess not anymore.” আপনি say.
“Tell me if I hurt আপনি ok? I couldn’t live with my self I did…”
“I’ll be fine.”
He starts sliding in and out, slow; than faster with each thrust. আপনি groan into his shoulder, fingers running through his hair.
আপনি were almost there.
“Hold out a little longer, babe.” He grunts.
Another thrust, and আপনি both hit your high, together.
আপনি bury your head into his collarbone to muffle your scream. The pain mixed with the pleasure have আপনি and adrenaline rush like never before.
He drops আপনি a little.
“You alright?” He asks, breathing heavily.
আপনি nod your head, catching your breath.
“Want to do it again?” He asks.
Before he’s even finished, your already sucking on his neck.
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His tongue ran down your stomach. It sent chills up your back. It felt amazing.
His tongue went back up to your lips as he started to unclasp your bra. He got it off, and threw it across the room.
But instead of it hitting the floor with a thud…
“Not on my couch.” Darry says, bra in hand
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“Yeah?” He says, looking over at you.
“I found this in the attic.” আপনি say, tossing it over to him.
It was his baby blanket, a dark blue color.
He looks at it wide eyed, just taking in the memories.
“What about this?” He asks, still looking at the blanket.
“Well I thought our baby would like it.”
“Planning ahead huh?” He grins.
“Only 8 eight months ahead.” আপনি smile.
He looks up at আপনি in surprise.
“You’re pregnant?” He asks, standing up from the পালঙ্ক to face you.
আপনি just smile.
He scoops আপনি up into a giant hug.
How were আপনি going to tell him আপনি got laid off?
Y’all needed money… আপনি had just bought a house, and money was short.
So of course আপনি had to lose your job.
আপনি walking into your house, and flop onto the couch. আপনি were pretty much done with all the stress.
Darry walked out of the bathroom, towel around his waist.
“What’s up babe?” He said, chuckling at the sight of আপনি sprawled on the couch.
“I got laid off.” আপনি mumble.
He’s silent for a second, taking this in. “I’ll pick up another shift.” He says.
“No, no.. আপনি don’t have to…” আপনি start.
“No.. I’d make আরো money than আপনি would. It’s gonna be fine I promise.”
আপনি turn around to see your boyfriend Steve grinning wildly, another snowball in hand.
“It’s so on,” আপনি laugh, as আপনি lean down to scoop the snow.
আপনি are hit with another snowball, right in the shoulder. আপনি আগুন back, hitting him in the face.
Instead of picking up snow to make another snowball, he sprints towards you.
And tackles আপনি into the snow.
“Oww Steve!” আপনি laughed.
“It was needed.” He joked back.
আপনি were lying on your backs in the snow, looking up at the stars.
আপনি start to shiver.
He looks over at you. “Babe, are আপনি cold?”
“Yeah.” আপনি nod your head, teeth chattering.
He scoots closer to you, and wraps his arms around you. “Warmer?”
“Yeah,” আপনি smile.
He picks up the naked two বছর old and plops him into the bath. “There. Your in. Stay in.”
আপনি were holding baby Stephanie, who would not stop crying. Why did আপনি and Dally even agree to watch Johnny’s kids? This wasn’t a great experience.
“Hey, (Y/N), look at this,” Dally grins.
আপনি look in the bathroom to see Josh, sitting in the tub, his hair greased back, smiling like a maniac.
আপনি can’t help but burst out laughing, only making the baby cry more.
“Stephie, shut the hell up!” Josh says from the tub.
“Josh!” আপনি scold. আপনি glare at Dally.
“It wasn’t me!” Dally says.
“Yeah right.” আপনি say, rolling your eyes.
“In my opinion, we are the greatest babysitters ever.” Dally said, smiling.
“Hey,” Dally whispers in your ear.
“Hey,”you whisper back.
“You’re parents home?”
“Yeah, they’re asleep.”
“So nothing fun?”
“Dally, আপনি pig.” আপনি laugh.
“Nah, I প্রণয় just cuddling with you.” He says, snuggling closer to your body.
You’re silent for awhile, feeling the heat of his body.
“I প্রণয় you.” আপনি whisper.
“Not as much as I প্রণয় you.” He squeezes you.
“Are আপনি crying?” আপনি ask as he walks in.
“No.” He mutters, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
“Yes আপনি are, আপনি big softie,” Ponyboy grins.
“Is she all ok?” Soda asks, still sniffling.
“Yes, she’s in perfect condition.” The doctor grins. ” 6 pounds, 9 ounces. আপনি want to hold her?” He asks Soda.
Soda just nods his head. The doctor hands him the baby.
(OK INSERT SODA BABY IMAGINE HERE TO GET SODA FEELINGS)
Soda just smiles.
“Hey, Grace.” He says softly. “Hey.”
“She looks like you.” Ponyboy says to আপনি as he looks over Soda’s shoulder at his niece.
“Pretty, just like her mom.” Soda glances at you.
I had it all ready.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
