heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of আপনি
my tears were hot with প্রণয়
and affection for আপনি
i want আপনি so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with আপনি দ্বারা my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish আপনি knew me
if only আপনি were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but দিবাস্বপ্ন isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish আপনি knew who i am
but your প্রণয় i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
আপনি suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, আপনি are the লেখক of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of আপনি
my tears were hot with প্রণয়
and affection for আপনি
i want আপনি so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with আপনি দ্বারা my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish আপনি knew me
if only আপনি were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but দিবাস্বপ্ন isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish আপনি knew who i am
but your প্রণয় i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
আপনি suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, আপনি are the লেখক of your own life story
আপনি were actually close to Soda. Danny played with Grace and Logan all the time. আপনি couldn’t even begin to imagine how they felt.
আপনি hear the front door open. Darry was প্রথমপাতা now. আপনি take another deep breath, and sit at the রান্নাঘর table.
Just breathe.
He walks into the kitchen. “Hey babe, what’s wrong?” He asks, setting down his wallet and keys.
আপনি swallow. “I got a call.” Is all আপনি manage to say.
“About?” He asks, eyebrows raised.
“Soda’s dead.” আপনি blurt out.
The look on Darry’s face would haunt your memory for the rest of your life.
He just sat down on the floor in pure shock, mouth open, eyes wide.