The পরবর্তি morning I woke up early, because after the destruction of the realms and disappearances of my best বন্ধু and boyfriend and the sun was shining extremely bright, আরো than usual .Maybe this was a sign, that Stella is out there and she’ll be the first one I find. Sadly when I step out of the cave, I see what is left of Linphea. This is not the same realm it was 2 years ago, majority of the trees have either turned to ash অথবা have fallen down. If Flora was here right now, she would be in so much pain, to see her realm in the same state as the rest, I miss her dearly she was one of the ones I was closet to, she was like the sister I never had yet she was so mature she acted like a mother and my mom died when I was young so she filled that empty hole that was created in my like. No I cannot be sad, depressed and feel pity for myself, I need to be brave, courageous and strong like Layla. I miss her too along with Tecna and the specialists especially Riven. I need to stay focus on finding them, so I look around and in the distance I see a figure and it waves at me then just disappears. That was really weird. All of a sudden a spine chilling breeze blows and it says “Musa, beware and be extremely careful because one misstep could cost আপনি your life”. I whispered “is someone out there?” There was no answer so I decided to start moving before the moon comes again. I check my watch it says 8:15 a.m. May 10th 2013, it’s my 21st birthday and the saddest one I will ever have, I’m all alone and no sign of anyone. I feel something wet roll down my cheek, I recognize that it’s a tear but I thought I had no tears left after one whole দিন of crying the দিন I woke up to find everything in ruins and my বন্ধু gone. At least I know I still have emotions left, because I thought they were all gone when I started this journey a week ago. I’m going to সরানো onto another realm, staying Linphea reminds me the times with my বন্ধু and the memories of one of my best বন্ধু that lived in this realm. Hopefully she is alive, because I would hate for the ruined realm of Linphea and all the sadness it brings be the last memories of Flora. Sadly I think that shadow I saw in the voice on the wind was Flora’s voice but her as an angel; but she needs to be alive, she can’t be an অ্যাঞ্জেল just yet……………………………not yet
One মাস পূর্বে the girl I loved left to তারকা in a big movie. I am হারিয়ে গেছে without her and feel like I have nothing left, I am happy for her because she wanted this role so bad; but without my ফুল I am not alive. All of my বন্ধু have tried to cheer me up; but I tell them until she comes back nothing will make me happy, and in reply they say আপনি know she won’t be back for 11 আরো months. I know this but a বছর without her right দ্বারা my side will be extremely hard to deal with; but maybe I should go back to before her audition so আপনি can feel what I went through. I mean after I get her back from her disappearance she has to leave again; so reliving my pain should be a fun ride.